Goodbye 2010!:)

Soo.. I'm excited it's almost 2011 and all!:) But, I'm gunna miss 2010!!:( Lol but, I thank God for letting me live the years I have & for giving me another New Year's!:) My resolutions this year are still kinda not fully finished but, that's fine because I don't need "resolutions" to get through life. I need God!:) I've had wonderful friends, opportunities, memories, & dreams in 2010 & I had fun following God's Will but, Now I'm ready for 2011!:) ..more friends, opportunities, memories, dreams, goals, experiences..blah,blah,blah. Thank you, God, for everyone and everything in 2010 & I'm ready to see what's in store for 2011!!:)

I love You!:)
Steph Alderson

The Right To Stand!:)

J.
Dear S., I love you very much, but I have deleted some of your friends from my facebook...not because they are bad people, but I am just a little tired of all of their drama. If they are mad and upset about this, I am sorry. Most of them have deleted me already...so be it. I harbor no hard feelings. You are a wonderful friend and I hope it will not be held against you. Love you, Mom
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Brandon -oh no j you didnt delete me did you :o does this mean me and you no longer have a date to see narnia
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Yesterday at 8:24am via Facebook Mobile · LikeUnlike. J No I didn't delete you. The sweet little darlings I deleted go to Oark and I don't want to know all their drama...I am tempted to read it if it is in my feed, so I deleted it. I still love everyone of them, I just don't want to know about who loves who and who hates who....I would not delete you, you are always funny and inspirational in your statuses.:)
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StephAlderson That is fine. Even know I harbor no drama. :)
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J. How kind of you Stephanie! I am so glad that you would never hold anything against Sarah...I can't remember you making any comments that would stir up any drama or controversy, but if I delete one, I have to delete all. Thank you for understanding! :)
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Steph - Lol, all is well.

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Steph Alderson Haha & yeah, the only statuses that may be considered drama is me standing up for what I believe in & I feel no shame for doing so. Hiding who I am on facebook, is something I frown upon. I don't sugar coat what I believe in. Lol & I don't ...mind the drama statuses bc I rather people let out there anger on here instead of letting it out by doing something worse. Lol & it helps people connect by knowing they're not the only ones with problems in the world. I think facebook helps people. & I think that's what's so great about it. I thank God everyday for creating a site where we can express our feelings that we don't necessarily want to shout out on the sidewalk. Lol :) & as for the lovey dovey ones, I kinda like those too, It shows that there is still love in the world when you feel there isn't. God is great! & I thank Him literally for creating me, this life, & Facebook.com. :) ♥



--------------------------------♥My♥Thoughts♥-----------------------------
Ha! Delete all my butt? You're still friendz w/ des n kass for crying out loud. I block you from all my statuses so I know for a fact you haven't seen anything "dramatic" from me. I don't care. I've let that go. I don't hold anything against your daughter. I have nothing against anyone. & Besides, like I said up there, my stats are either songs, me being bored, or standing up for something I believe in. I've never had a bad status unless I blocked it from you, Mrs. I have nothing against you, except for a huge loss of respect. My comments weren't meant to be disrespectful, it's just me stating what I think. I have the right to do so & if she wants to take it the wrong way, go ahead.

All these things will be questioned when our day comes. & I know for a fact, that I can look my God in the eye & tell Him, I did what I thought He would want me to & If it wasn't, I apologize.


Thank you Lord for giving me the right to stand up for myself & what I believe in! I Love YOU!:)


& Like I said, I dislike no one. I forgave 'em all. & Right now I'm moving on. God forgave me, I forgave myself, if they don't want to, their loss.

Steph Alderson:)
God is Great!!:)

I Get Carried Away:)

Soo..

"I get carried away by the look, by the light in ur eyes, b4 i even realize the ride im on & baby im long gone, I get carried away"... Yeah I like that song:) haha

My ankle feels like it has been ran over by a truck. Thank you Randy for pushing me down the steps! & I had basketball practice today. It was fun, I'm really tired though. & I STILL haven't ate anything because the twins and dad didn't feel they needed to save me anything to eat. Thanks yall! But, I'm glad I have something to be angry about! Without God I wouldn't have anything to be angry about. I wouldn't even be here. Ha! :) God is great. & saw the mean dragon lady's kids today. They kept their distant. ha, I wonder why. Thought she was my 'best friend'. This is simply why I don't have best friends, people stink. :) Hahahaha:) Jk. But, I don't care!!:D I'm glad I have a chance to not care also. :D

I'm ready for New Years Eve!:) & Practice Thursday.


Steph Alderson is out. :)

Imperfect:)

I know I'm not perfect. I make mistakes. We all make mistakes......What I don't get is how anything I've ever done has made me a bad influence. I've never done anything that should makem e one. I've stood up who I am and what I believe but, never have I said or done anything that should make me a bad influence. Oh well, I'm not here to make anyone happy. I'm here for and because of God. I know I'M not perfect..but, are you so perfect if you're judging me. Ha,, I'll be judged when my day comes. Stop trying to do my Heavenly Father's work! I love you God!:)

Steph Alderson:)

Bitin' In the Butt, No more!

I had a great Christmas with muh family! & got everything I asked for!! Haha & I learned what xmas means! Ha, x means "chi" which in greek means Christ, so technically xmas= Christmas. So when you say Merry Xmas, there's nothing wrong with it!! Even if someone sends you a text saying that it does. & That oh well, I have my beliefs and you have yours.... That isn't being a jerk at all! Lol I'm getting pretty tired of people judging me..But, oh well, they can kiss my butt! I really don't care! :) Also, apparently I'm a bad influence because I speak my mind. That's what a certain elementary teacher lady had the nerve to tell me anyways. Gosh, & she deleted me & my friend rae offa facebook because we are bad influences. Ha, I don't care! If she's gunna judge me, She can take that up with God when the day comes!! I'm not perfect but, that gives you know right to make me stumble. You're not supposed to make people stumble... Oh well, like I said the day'll come. It's too bad though because I looked up to you & thought you were a pretty nice Christian lady..Now I'm having to rethink everything I've thought. A family I always thought were sure, strong, & smart.. But, now I'm understanding what mom meant about "brainwashed." I'm glad, I woke up before that happened!! Your loss!!!

I need to form my own opinions & not believe someone else's just because I think they're a strong christian bc, like today, it comes & bites you in the butt!

I love you God!! Thank you for helping me realize somethings!

Steph Alderson :)

I woke up in the morning...

I woke up in the morning...
To the smell of what I call peanut butter balls. I heard mother tell the silly twins that they could have one but, not to tell Steph. Steph Marched her sleepy butt in there and demanded a peanut butter ball. She got her peanut butter ball!!!! :) & Then she got stuck helped baking... Was it worth it? I haven't decided yet.. Anyways, tomorrow is Christmas Eve! That means food. That means a smile on Steph Aldersons face..which happens only occasionally! JK!! :)
My day has been full of baking, talking, reading, & talking to RJ. :P Lol

Steph Alderson
God is great!! :)

Fat Albert - My Hero.

Fat Albert is one of my many heros. I'm aware he's a fictional character in a movie but, there r people in the world like him & they r my heros too. :) Despite his size & everyones rude remarks to him, he still gives life everything hez got..He helps, runs, loves, & has fun!! He still shoots for the stars... Who cares what people think? not him. not me. & u shouldn't either! He is epic! & I love him!! & I love my God!(:
Steph Alderson:)
..this is off my phone n my fingers hurt so yeahh..:) lol

Forget Lunar Eclipse!!!!!!!

Raez Status - so people should watch wat they are doin..that's just weird and its not funny you don't look in ppls car windows you freaks!!

My Comment - Haha,
If some1 did tht to me, I'd moon 'em!! Forget the lunar eclipse, meet steph alderson's butt cheekz!! bahahah! That'll teach 'em. :D JK!!
♥ In conclusion, don't follow my advice! ♥ :)

I love laughing!!! :)

Sadly, mother won't let me camp out to see the lunar eclipse or whatever it's called. I'm sad. :( :D


Steph Alderson is Outt. :)
My God is Greatt!!

25 Things You Probably Didn't Know About Me. :)

25 Random Things


Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you must write a note with 25 random things, facts, habbits, or goals about yourself. At the end, tag 25 of your facebook friends in the note. Remember to tag the person who tagged you in their note.

Write your 25 random things, facts, habbits or goals about yourself here:


1. I love God!!:)
2. I am obsessed with stromboli.
3. Mexican & Italian Food is the Best Food.
4. I love to smile...shh:)
5. I secretly have a crush on Rotnei Clarke.. :D Haha
6. 5 & 15 are my favorite numbers.
7. Blue is a beautiful color but, I hate it because my coach likes it.
8. I want to coach someday.
9. I have a habbit of saying sorry... Sorry. :D
10. I think meat is good. I am not a vegetarian!
11. I really know half the stuff I pretend not to know. I learned early that people don't like talking to people who seems to know all about what they're talking about. :)
12. I kind of like laughing.. KINDA? Haha:D
13. Razorbacks are my favorite team!
14. I have no best friend..lots of really great friends but, no best.
15. People that inspire me: Rotnei Clarke, Chuck Norris, FBI, Soldiers, Uncle J, my Family, Navy Seals, Amelia Earhart, Zola Budd, and most of all my basketball Coach! :)
16. I have a secret addiction to tacos...
17. I honestly am not a peanut butter kinda girl.
18. History's muh favorite subject. :)
19. I believe in dreaming, shooting for the stars. :)
20. Running Cleanses The Mind & Soul.
21. I'm living my life for God.
22. I want to fly a helicopter or plane so badly. :) Lol
23. I truly do want to go skydiving, I'm not being sarcastic...It's something I will do if I have the opportunity.
24. Rock Climbing & Ziplining are things I plan on doing often after I'm outta school.
25. I want to ride a horse. Mother refuses to let me. Boo on her! :)

Steph Alderson
My God is super!!:)

A Mobile Post From the Hands of Steph Alderson:P

It's the most wonderful time of the year!!(: I'm ready 4 Christmas! :D
Steph:)

"These are the best days of our lives...."

My life has been busy but, I've been in much higher spirits & a good mood lately. My temper hasn't found it's way to my mind yet & I haven't had trouble smiling. & this is all thanks to my super duper heavenly father!!:) & My awesomeness...haha jk:)

We won another bball game and it was conference game!! 29-19!!! :D:D:D:D
Lol & we celebrated our victory by calling someone..whoms name I won't expose. Hahah:) It was great. Lol We all went to the bathroom & did a victory flush at the same time & then we turned on the sinks at the same time & it was the closest our team has ever been!! Another wonderful thing, thanks to God!!:) Can't wait for our games tomorrow & Friday!!! :D
I love my teammates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha & today I was talking to coach & I said tht if I took everything to heart what he said I would be all depressed and self concious n stuff lol & that I would be crushing on this geek..that i'm going to call jimbob...whom dropped out of school & complains about everything & has a very negative outlook on life...completely opposite from me. Lol & neways, he was like he would turn you down!! haha n i guess tht could be taken as an insult but, i thought it was pretty funny!:) hahahahaha:D
& then he said I wasn't a girl, lol which also really didn't bother me, even though I'm a female, 100%! It was pretty funny. lol

& I just finished my book so now I'm pretty much bookless....Gahhhhh:) Lol

So I've resorted to computer & textn bailo n katiebugz!! hahaha


Thank you God for amazing teammates, friends, teachers,family, smiles & everything else! I love you!!:)

Steph Alderson

...Welcome to the Future...Haha;)

My day has been amazing!!!:)
& all thanks to my amazing Heavenly Father!:)

I'm ready for the future. Ready to get outta highschool. Ready to go to college & move on. But, then again I'm not ready for the future. & I want to stay in highschool. Lol:P But, I guess that's just a part of life!:) So I will be patient & I know God will guide me through these years because He is amazing & I love Him so much.:) We lost by two points last night. But, we went into overtime, thanks to an awesome three by my friend Katiebugz.:D & the Jr. Boys won their first game!!:) & I fell on my face & hurt my mouth!! bahahaha, I'ma genius. :) Lol jk

Anyways, today has been a great day & I'd talk about it some more but, I'm not typing the same thing here that I just typed in my other blog. Lol


Can't wait for the game Monday & then the XC Dinner!:)

Steph Alderson
My God is AWESOME!:)

asd

My day has been fantastic:) & I love being an invalid...:D Bahaha
& I had fun at the game:) We lost but, I think we did good.. Lol My teammates are the best. :)

& I'm hungry so later.
God is AWESOME!!:D
Steph Alderson

Different but, the Same:)

Life has been confusing lately. I've just lived it by the minute..I hate not knowing how to react, respond. I can't stand how my mood changes randomly & it can get pretty bad. I will be sitting on my bed reading & then get really mad & start yelling or get really sad & next thing I know, I'm crying or I get overly happy. Gah. You would think by now, I'd be able to control it but, I can't. & to make matters worse, people just won't get over the fact that I DO NOT CARE what they think. I know where I am with the Lord, I don't need people judging me. Especially people who have no idea who I am. I'm not some ditzy 15yr old but, I aint a rocket scientist either. I feel like that's how people look at people, either ditzy or smart. That isn't right. There is so much more to a person besides that. Gah. You don't know what they've been through. For all you know, there smile could be 1000% fake. That might be what keeps them going throughout the day. There's also people's personalities. Everyone's different, & yet we treat them like they're all supposed to be the same. Not everyone is going to be like you & your family or you & your best friend. That's the awesome part!! God didn't make any of us the same!! He made us all so completely different! & I LOVE IT!:) I love not having the same laugh or smile. I love not having the same sense of humor & I love not having the same personality. There's one thing we All have in common though. God created us all! God loves us all! God wants us all to go to Heaven! God is soo sooo sooo real!! He wants us all to die saved but, yet He loves us so much that He leaves it up to us...If someone is stupid enough to not love God, to not believe in God, to not give God a chance, He still loves you!! & He still wants you to love him. He will forgive you! If you don't know what I'm talking about, if you don't believe what I say, if you think this is all jibberish, if you believe me & you want to get closer to God, then I challenge you, I challenge to give God a chance & I promise you, you'll NEVER regret it. I know I haven't!!
MY GOD IS AWESOME!:)

Steph Alderson:)

A Day Full of Giggles....:)

I've had a super week:)

I can't remember when I last posted but, so far we've won 2 bball games. 49-11 & 38-12! Ohhz Yeahhz:) Lol & we got cake today! haha bc the senior high teams got steak bc of their win, & so we were joking around, acting all upset & crap bc we've won 2 games & stuff & we got cake!!:) I love my principal!! Lol

& then I went to basketball practice & they were making fun of me bc I knew how old coach was, lol, didn't know that was creepy. Lol & anyways, so rae was like it's bc ur around him too much. lol & I was like well it's bc I have no1 to snuggle w/ & I was meaning to make fun of her but, ended up making myself looking bad. Lol But, luckily everyone laughed it off.:P Haha but, unfortunatly..I don't think I'm ever going to live it down..:P Haha. But, just for the record, I hang w/ coach bc he's cool not bc I have some "crush" on him. Lol & then to make my basketball practice even more wonderful, when I was getting the ball..i should've caught...I slid & fell on the rug. Talk about embarassing!! But, today has been the highlight of my week!!:D Hahahahahah:) & A very funny one at that! Lol & I found out..after stabbing my finger a total of 6 times bc my finger refused to bleed, I found out that I have type 0 blood! & Daddio says it's O+:) Lol & I found out that I agreed to date to some guy....Ha! I didn't really but, some people seem to think that!! Hahahah

Today has been a day full of giggles!!!:)

I love my amazing God!!!:D
HE'S SOOO AMAZING!!!!!!(:(:(:

Steph Alderson

Absolutely Amazing!

Steph Alderson has had a Wonderful day..:)
Yesterday, I went to Envirothon, it was fun..kinda made me feel like a nerd for knowing all the stuff I did but, ohhz wellz:Dlol

& Today was razorbackz day:) & everyone wore razorback stuff..duh. lol
& Tomorrows P&G day:) Yeahh Buddyy!!Lol

I got accused of giving blow jobs..which, how can a girl who just found out what those actually were yesterday give blow jobs? How can a girl who thinks anything of that nature is Absolutely Disgusting give blow jobs? Well, there's your answer! I didn't give anybody a blow job & I NEVER WILL! Even if I'm married. Gahh but, it's ok bc advice from a genius, lol, helped me from doing something stupid & that I'd regret later. Lol & bc of the genius's advice I had a most wonderful day:)

I love my life!!
I <3 my AMAZING..ABSOLUTELY AMAZING God!!!!!:)

My everything:)

Has had a tremendous day!!:D
I love my friends,& I'm glad I realized the attitude I was forming before it go out of hand. & I finally realized how jerkish I had been toward other people but, it's all good now.:) I love my life!! My friends!! My family!! MY GOD!!! MY BROTHER JESUS!!!!!:D I love my teachers!! My coaches!! My teammates!! My everything!!:)

God is amazing!
Steph Alderson

:)

Happy Birthday to Me..I dislike being 15.:) Lol
Actually, I suppose it isn't that bad. To me, a birthday just means about 5billion facebook posts telling me happy birthday.. I hate when they post them at like midnight bc hellloooo I'm ASLEEP & it gets sent to my phone. :P lol
But, my birthday was wonderful, Thanks to my WONDERFUL God:) & family & friends.
I also did the halloween thingy today and helped with the games from FFA. It was fun:) ..Hung with Kass:D

What I think about Halloween:
I love it! It's a chance to try being someone else for a few hours..I know we should be happy with who we are but, it doesn't hurt a thing to dress up as a cupcake or something for just a few hours. It lets us see things from a different "set of eyes" so to all of whom call it the devilz birthday..Well that's YOUR PROBLEM. Just because I loooooveee halloween, does not mean I love the devil. Because I LOVE GOD!!!:) So drink that coffee and like it!

Hahah:D
This 15yr attitude is gunna be funny:)
Steph Alderson

We......WON!

Today was GREAT!:D Lol!!
Forget all the little stuff though, lets go to the most important part...we WON our basketball game!! Ohh yeahh!:D & This is great news because this means Ms. Siddel can't give me a paddlin' like I said she could if we lost!!:D Ha & the fact that...WE WON!! OHH YEAHHH! " Yeah buddy, rollin' like a big shot, bball tuned up like n nba hookshot!:D" Goooooooooo OHS:) Lol Yeah, so maybe I'm a Little bit happy:) 49-11!! btw..:D
GOooooo Us:) LOl

& My bday tomorrow, Halloween the next day, then another game,....I think I'm ready!!:D 15yrs young, here I come!:)


Steph Alderson is outttttt....a very happy Steph Alderson, incase you were wondering!;)



God is AWESOMEEEEEEE!!!:D :) :) :D :D!!

*Flush it down the toilet!" :)

My day was the most sparkly day ever!:D
Sparkly as in greatttt:D
Yesterday, I was fighting for a smileee:) bc I felt like Payooooookinggg (& I'm quite aware I'm spelling things wrong...ON PURPOSE!:D) Anyways, I felt fantastic.. Everything was great..& I only got a lil bit angry 2x today.
Both bc of people's stupidity. How can someone think of themselves as being "it"!? Ahem..I'm mainly *pointing fingers* at the dude who slapped a ball when I was clearly capable of catching it considering it was going STRAIGHT to me & he was on my TEAM. Helllooooo? But, that was just a small thing. The next thing was afterschool when we walked to a store before the game & when we were walking back, the dude and another dude..with the name of jon..jon c..were going to have some big "fight" It consisted of Kurdttyyy & the idiot telling us to stay n watch the fight..Kurdtttyyy said tht if he was the idiot he would punch jon. & I smarted off n said that "Oh yeah bc you have made the best decisions lately" Ha! He looked like he had been slapped! Anyways, instead of staying..like EVERYONE else, I walked away..I told them that they were childish & I kept walking back toward the school. Later on, I heard from one of the witnesses that the only thing that happened was the idiot acted like he was going to give jon a high five and then slammed him to the ground. What idiots. I mean seriously, you need to grow a pair! You shouldn't be fighting! Especially the idiot! bc he is on the basketball team & fighting could make you miss some games! I feel like no one gives a crap! They don't care if they hurt their team any...It absolutely erks me! Why can't people think BEFORE they act. Think about how it's going to affect you, your teammates, family, etc! Omygosh, all this to show off to his dumb girlfriend.
I'm absolutely disgusted with people's stupidity.
I will never, EVER, be this stupid! Why can't we think? I know God forgives but, that doesn't give us the excuse to keep not thinking! We should atleast try not to mess up instead of not thinking & not caring! Ughhh!! Wow.
Anyways, I know this had nothing really to do with me but, I was actually suprised I was able to walk away like that, put me in that situation last year, & I would've stayed. The fact that I didn't, is absolutely amazing. I love you Lord!!!!:)

Oh & we lost our game....We should've had this one..We really should've. :( Oh well. *Flush it down the toilet* Bc that's the great thing about basketball, we can start over at the next game. My coach is a genius!:)

Steph Alderson
God is amazzzingg:DDD

Strike Me Again:)

My head hurts, I'm sore everywhere, & I feel like a pile of crap that's been ranover & struck by lightning but, I still had a most wonderful day.:)
Absolutely tiring but, absolutely wonderful.:)

Yesterday, I had a race. It was cool.
Today, was my only free day for the week & ofcourse I feel like crap but, that's ok because these things happen. I learned some things today though & the Teens for Christ meeting was short but, awesome.:)

I have a headache & I'm getting off of here.:P

Steph Alderson
GOD IS AWESOME!:D

Gahh.

I would like to apologize to anyone I may have offended by that last post.
Also, my coach is not ignorant. That's just my temper leaking out. So I apologize for that to. Even though, I probably didn't even spell it right. It wasn't my right to judge anyone & if I was to judge my coach, the word ignorant would not be the adjective I would use. He's a good person & I just took out my anger on him.

I apologize. Another sin to add to the never ending list.

Sincerely,
Steph Alderson.

"Grow A Pair".

Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
Why did God waste His time with me?
I'm a fool.
I can't control my words,
my actions,
my thoughts,
my tears,
my smiles,
I can't control anything.
I was just a waste.
I'm a failure.
I'm horrible.
I know God doesn't make junk, but why do I feel like a pile of dog crap that's been stepped on,rained on, attacked by maggots, struck by lightning, ran over by a semi, & then stuck on the bottom of a snobs shoe? I am a horrible person.
The whole positive attitude thing..It works great. It makes others happy but, I don't feel a bit happy. & So now I am questioning,judging my self, & I'm doing exactly what the devil wants me to. I'm going to have to ignore this, keep my head high, & glue a smile on my face, continue thinking positive, & as my ignorant coach would say, "grow a pair".

Sincerely,
Steph Alderson.

:)

My day was absolutely easy & spectacular!!
Everything was easy because tomorrow is a school thing we do every year & the teachers and the students were still getting ready for it. If it rains, I'll be angered. Lol
I hung out w/ Bailie & Kate pretty much all day. & They were fun:)
& Then I got to deal with Rae & Sarah, doing what sure as heck felt like judging me. I'm aloud to be my own person. I'm aloud to talk to whom ever I want & believe whatever I want. I'm tired of being pushed around for what I say, what I think, what I do. I've been trying really hard lately to keep a positive attitude & focus on God & get closer with God. I am also trying harder to get out of my comfort zone but, how in the world am I going to do this with all this judging? I'll just have to talk to God about that one!:) I love you God!!

Ready for tomorrow!! Freshmen class iz the bomb!:)
Steph Alderson

Mighty Fine With ME:)

Wondering How People could be so stupid.
When you're dating someone, that doesn't mean they're your world. God should always be your world not some dude or chick. I see my friends dating someone & then all heart broken when the idiot cheats on them, leaves them, or goes & has sex with another girl. Someone who loves you won't do that. Someone who loves you won't try to put there fn hands where they shouldn't be, especially when ya aint married. & that's another thing! Just bc your married, doesn't mean your wife or husband is some kind of toy that you can play with whenever you want. Why don't people get this? & yet the chick will stay w/ the dude even when she knows that he lost his vcard to one of her friends. That would majorly bother me. I wouldn't want to date someone who has already done that stuff. I don't want a chewed piece of gum & I don't see why other people do. Just bc yall are dating doesn't mean you have to agree with everything they say, you are your own person! Stop letting him or her make your decisions for you! & you don't have to spend all your time with them! I wouldn't want to atleast. Maybe, I'm weird. Idk, & Idc. I'm sticking with what I think & I think love should wait until you know what love is. Love isn't sex before you're married, love isn't people that try to keep you away from what you believe in, & those who try to seperate you from God. Love isn't him or her being the only thing you ever pay attention to. Love isn't letting them control you. Love isn't acting whom you supposivly love to send pics or do things of that nature. Love isn't sex. Love is having a lifetime partner. Someone whom you love & whom loves you & doesn't try to change you, loves God too & believes the same things you do, someone who will tell you they love you all the time, not just on anniversary or holiday or when they want something. Love is waiting til marriage. Love is respecting your wishes & decisions. Love is being able to be yourself instead of someone your not. I haven't met anyone like that yet but, you never know. The person God has for us could be somebody we absolutely couldn't stand 3 days ago or it could be someone you're best friends with and would never think about loving other than that until, you open your eyes. You never know. I sure as heck don't know. But, I do know that I'm exactly happy with the way my life is right now.:) I love God for everything He's gave me, still giving me, & for everything He allows me to do, for loving me, for providing a path for me, by giving me a family & wonderul teachers,coaches, & friends. I love God for giving me another family..my school.:) I love God for giving me the oppurtunity to play sports, join clubs, & etc. I love you God!! :) & I know that being patient is the right thing to do. & that I shouldn't search (which is mighty fine with me!). & I love following your plan for me!:)

Steph Alderson:)

:):):) fantasticooo:D lol

Steph Alderson!! < the bomb diggity. Ohhz Yeahhz:D lol

& is totally eating chocolate icecream right now:)
I had a pretty good day..
Everyone seemed upset about something today though. There's all the Kurdt and Hannah Crap & then the Kaleb & Nicole crap & then the Josh & Hannah Crap & Gahhhh!! Just a lot of upset people for one day! I can't stand seeing people upset!:P Lol
Lol but, it's something they're gunna have to work on. I was a little upset about someone griping about my artwork but, someone reminded me w/ the exact words. "who cares" & then I realized that I didn't really care what they thought.:P Lol & then the rest of my day was absolutely fantastic. I worked on the positive attitude & I think I did decent. There was a few times when I was negative but, I caught myself.:)

& I love my new uniform..I hated it at first but, when I put it on I decided I loved it!:) Lol

I Love God for blessing me with another day..another wonderful day...here on Earth!!:)

& Thank you for reminding me what I believe just a few minutes ago when I could've made a huge mistake! You are amazing Lord!:)

Steph Alderson

All of my quotes:)

"Dry up those eyes,
Put a smile on your face,
Keep your held up high,
We gotta win this whole life race,
Keep your faith,
Don't bathe in sin,
When you don't do it right the first time,
Always try again..
Life will be rough at times,
You just gotta keep a smile and be strong,
Never forget who you are, Keep up the battle all day long.
Confidence, Pride, God's Love,
Live for God, the man above,
Be you at all times,
Never slow down,
You are you!
Spread the smile to everyone around!" - I was thinking too hard. :) Lol -Steph:)


"A strong person can keep a positive attitude when everyone, everything, every environment is negative. They still seem to find a light in the darkness. They can still smile when their whole world is frowning." - Steph Alderson:)

I admire Confidence, It determines everything. If your confident in yourself,confident in God, confident in others, confident in your team, you'll go far. Plus, who wants someone who gripes, complains, puts themselves and others down all the time? Confidence is the answer..Confidence is love.:) -Steph Alderson:)

"Shut doesn't go up bc of a thing I like to call gravity, my friend." - me:)

"You lie your "teeth out"...I am just wondering what are you going to do when you lose all of your "teeth" Lieing will always result in guilt,and will never have a good end result. So be honest, smile, & be you!" :) - Steph

"I know it's hard 2 be urself, when everybodys bein everybody else but ya gotta keep ur head up & smile, think less bout u & more about God 4 a while.:)" -Steph Alderson:D

"Our love for God should make us think before we make a decision...We should never choose anyone or anything over God. He did so much for us...How can we not do everything for Him?" --..me...i was in my thinking mode..:)

Always be you..no matter what people say or do..being you is what matters when we reach our final chapter....God will know who you are, how you handled everything..God will make that decision, not your peers...not your coworkers or classmates but, GOD!! He gave us life!! He gave us our family, friends, the air that we breathe! He gave us everything! Why can't we give Him our hearts, our souls, our minds..?? Why can't we live our lives for Him when He did create them??? God is my everything!:) I ♥ Him with all my heart & He loves me & YOU!!!!!! -Steph Alderson:)


I wanted to make sure I wouldn't lose them. Lol:P

Keep it POSITIVE!:)

Negative attitudes bug me. We all have our times when we're going to be negative about something but, it's when it's always a negative attitude that bugs me. People get so worked up, acting like the world is against them because some bad things happened to them. Bad things happen to everyone. A lot of times, I feel like the bad things that happen to me are God's punishment for me not obeying His plan..or for denying the truth. God is our Heavenly father & the phrase "this hurts me more than it hurts you"..which you've probably heard your father tell you when he was whoopin' you...Well, that phrase is exactly how God feels. He doesn't want to punish you but, how else are you going to learn? So normally after I realize what I did and realize that was a punishment for something I've done or thought or didn't do, I try my hardest not to do it again which is exactly what we should do. When your parents whoop you for not taking out the trash, aren't you going to try to remember to take out the trash next time? If ya had any sense at all, ya would! Well, when something bad happens to you, don't get an all negative, screw the world kinda attitude. Realize that it all happens for a reason..& keep a smile on your face & strive to make it better and/or try your hardest not to make the mistake again. I don't think I'm really explaining this like my head is telling me to but, yeah. I'm talking more on the line of every day things like falling, hurting yourself, forgetting something ,etc. Not rape, murder, deaths..You know...However, I don't think you should get an all negative, screw the world attitude about that either. I mean I don't expect to see a gigantic smile on your face but, keep thinking positive & talk to God about it. God is amazing!:) & without letting Him into my life, I woulda lost a lot a long time ago, that means a lot to me now. I love you Lord:)


Tips-
1..All thoughts, whether they are positive or negative, tend to attract more of the same. So by focusing on happy thoughts and expectations, you'll increase your tendency to develop and keep a positive attitude. :)

2..Dissing yourself, telling yourself you can't do this or you're not worth it and etc. is not a positive attitude. Don't get big headed but, don't put yourself down! God gave you life! He doesn't want you wasting that life by putting yourself when you good be putting yourself up and helping improve other peoples attitudes, as well! :)

3..Focus more on what you can figure out a solution instead of focusing on what the problem is! You aint gunna get anywhere by feeling sorry for yourself! :)

4..Practice thinking,saying,writing,singing, positive things! They'll help you build a positive attitude and put a positive light towards everything you do. :) :)

5..Note that the environment you put yourself around will do something to your attitude. Hopefully it's positive but, hanging around negative people all the time will make your attitude more negative if you're not careful. Negative movies,books,etc... Keep a positive environment & attitude!:)

We all have our ups and downs, we just have to realize how we can keep strong, stay positive, & we have to talk to God. God is the only one that knows everything about you. He knows your secrets, you'd never tell. He knows when you lie & He knows when you're thinking negativly or positivly. This post has helped me a lot because normally when I read something it helps me. I know I typed it but, now I understand it & will be trying to improve my attitude a lot because it needs it!:)

I love you God!!!!:D


Steph Alderson
The Bomb Diggity:)

Wednesday, October 20th...10 days til muh bday:) lol

My day has been absolutely great.:D
I was exhausted for most part of the day and probably a tad bit grouchy but, I still had fun & got to live another day for the Lord:) Whom, I love soooo much:D Lol
& I got a little irritated because I've realized that the way people act with "drama" is the same way they act with movies. They only seem to remember the good parts with the most "drama" & then they tell all there friends about it. That's exactly how people are with gossip & crap, which irritates me. Just because you hear something, does not mean it's true! When I find out something, I don't tell the world. It isn't that hard. Gahhhhspp:D Gasp! Lol:P but, my day was still good. Lol Anyways, I learned a lot today about school stuff & God:) & I'm ready for tomorrow...
& thinks Lunchable's are very cute..especially the ones with Pudding.:D Lol & I don't mean like that.:)

Steph Alderson

Pottsville XC Meet 2010

Has had a wonderful day:)
Everything has been somewhat easy and layed back. lol The teachers must've known I was exhausted or something.:P Lol & I had a race today & got 19th outta of I have no idea! lol My time was 26:49. & That race was straight out flat, only like 1 hill!:P Lol Fun stuff.
& I hope the SR. teams did good tonight at the bball games!!:) Go OHS!

Steph Alderson is exhaustedly logging off.:)
GOD IS GREAT!:)

Hey Now..Get your Game On...Lets..Go...????Play????

Had a mostly wonderful day:)

My school day was pretty decent..some actor dude, hal evans came & worked w/ us on acting stuff, I suppose. Lol & every class was fun.:P


buttttt.....the game didn't go so wonderful..It was like 50-16. I think. We could of and should of done a LOT better..we were capable but, I know I felt ridiculous out there, no idea how the others felt but, I think we'll do better in our other games. I'm hoping this is just 1st game jitters. Dear Lord, please let that be it.:) Lol That is all I really want to say about that because it angers me how pathetic I played. :P

Well, I just recently found out I have a cross-country meet tomorrow, thrills..after arguing w/ my father and mother, I finally convinced them to let me stay for basketball practice and then leave right after.:) I love my persuasive side. Lol:P

I'm like reallllyyyyy hungry so I'ma get offa here...
Steph Alderson:D

:)

I have had a most wonderful day:)
& I'm ready for the game tomorrow! Go OHS!! Kick SHS buttttt:D:D:D:
Lol I love my super duper friends, family, teammates, school, peepz at the school, teachers, coaches, & God & Jesus!!!!!!:)

I don't know how life could get any better:)
I love you Lord Jesus, you are amazing!!!!!!!:):)

Steph Alderson

Always A Bright Side:)

Ughhhhhhhhh
I dislike how people always come to me w/ there secrets! I don't see why they do, quite frankly. But, I've been told something that I feel shouldn't be a secret & I think God doesn't want me to keep this one a secret but, I just don't know. I'm having to think about this one long and hard because I have to be careful not to make a mistake with this decision. Lord, please help me do the right thing. I love you with all my heart:)

But, on the bright side because wherever there is darkness they'll always be a light, The stars are proof!:), Basketball Game tomorrow!!! :D:D!! GO OHS:):)

Steph Alderson is outt.:)

the 15th:)

Smiley:)
Well, 15dayz til muh bday:) Lol
& I had a good day, haha and I finally talked to someone who saw my point of view. That rarely happens. Lol Funny stuff. & my day was basically this-

1st - Raelyn and I both went to get some creek water for extra credit in Mrs. S's class. We soon realized, after the fact of being extremely careful to get down there safely and without getting dirty, considering ti was picture day, there was no water! So we went with my genius plan of just getting dirt in a bottle and adding water in it. & Mrs. S accepted and said that we could classify it as mud puddle water. Muahahaha:D & Raelyn said it was a stupid idea. Better than nothing, if ya ask me.:) Lol Rather silly but, oh well. I'm tired of people thinking they're better than me just because they might have the right answer when I don't sometimes.

2nd - P.E. I helped wipe up the condensation of the gym floor, & then we did our excersizes & then we played wiffle ball 'til they came n told us we had pictures. Booh. Lol I dislike pictures. with a passion.

3rd - Civics, it was rather boring today. Raelyn accused me of trying to "kiss her boyfriend" Puh-Lease! I tripped over the chair leg n fell on him but, get over urself. I don't like ur bf.

4th - Algebra2, mr. w kept puttn his big butt in my face when he was tryn to help the girl next 2 me. :( lol & we did some review stuff.

5th - We took a test:)

6th - We went over speeches. It was pretty sad, I was the only one who knew how to write one. I got a hundred so I'm satisfied:)

7th - Basketball, it was fun, putting aside the fact I had a killer headache n my stomach felt like it had knives all in it & if I didn't feel so dizzy. Lol but, it was cool. & after medicine I felt better. lol

8th - went over stuff..lol

& bball practice afterschool was fun. Lol If I didn't get confused so easily. Lol

Today was a super day & mother is forcing me to get off of the computer so Goodnight:)

God is AWESOME!:D:):)

10/14/10!

Today was good..:)
I was a little upset but, I've learned to get over it. It bugs me when people pretend to be someone they're not. It also bugs me when people follow me. Lol:P & When people judge but, all I can do is pray really..
& I hate it when someone asks me a question I can't answer, especially when they're struggling with something. Gahh. Lol

& Coach is mean. Haha not really but, I didn't want to be a liar so I put tht anyways. Lol But, for the record, he aint mean most of the time. :D lol

Anyways, my views on strength...again.

I don't feel that strength really deals with how much weights you can lift or how big your "guns" are. I think strength is someone who can stand up for what they believe in without caring what others say. Ones who don't act stuck up, while believing the things they do & people who keep going no matter what they've been through. People who don't cry and fake sadness just to get attention. People who can control themselves & not give into temptation. People who truly love God & truly follow His plan. I don't know many strong people & I really don't consider myself strong. I, being the accidental eavesdropper I am, heard some people bragging about strength & It just brought up the subject to my mind again. People who knew they did something awesome but, yet they don't brag. People who can keep a smile on there face when the devil is trying to bring them down. People who don't have sex before they're married. People who don't rush into a relationship bc dating's fun or whatever seems to run through yalls heads. People who don't THINK bad things. Thinking bad things, in my view, is just as bad as doing the thing.& So many other things that involve strength. I think I personally know 7 people who I consider strong but, then again could that be classified as judging? Oh well, I assume it could be took both ways.

Well, I'm off to do something else I guess. I have to continue writing the dumb book. This book is going to be stupid considering it has to be a kidz story when I rather right about something I ponder over instead. Who knows, maybe in the kidz story there'll be a lesson it it or something...Darn Pre-Ap English.:) Lol

Steph Alderson Is Outt.
:) God is super!!!:)

Running out of titles all the time...Don't know what to do when I reach the finish line..:)

My past two days have been wonderful:) A little confusing but, still cool.:)

Yesterday, was the P&G game & P. won!:) & yes I was on dat team.:P Lol The score was 35 to 20 somethin' lol & the dudez p. team and the chicks p. team won both games. It was fun.:)

& Today was fun.:) I learned new stuff in English & had an overall good day. I was frustrated over my lack of being able to understand some things but, my super duper coach helped me.

So yup, that was muh day.
:P

Steph Alderson:)
God is greatttt:)

:) The marvelous Plan:)

My day was epicly beautiful.:)
The weather was what I call perfect & the peace was wonderful.:)
I didn't have people constantly nagging at me saying I wasn't being smart and making wrong decisions. The way I look at it, If I've talked it over with God & if that's what God wants me to do, then I will do it & I think it's a pretty good decision & if not oh well, life goes on. The nerve of some people, some people I thought were some of my best friends shocks me. The nerve they have to tell me that I don't love God bc of "blah blah blah" well, my "friend", I quote a well-known song, "Here's to the past, they can kiss my Glass!" & then I say good day. I will be nice to you, smile, & treat you the way I would want to be treated but, I will also know better than to ever give you such a title as my best good friend, or to the other person, current bffl. I'm quite upset with the way, you say it's not right to judge & yet you judge me. Everyone has there mistakes, & I've had plenty but, that, under no curcamstances, gives you the right to scold or judge me. Ofcourse, you already know this, don't you? Because, I, Steph Alderson, having the big mouth I have, told you exactly what I thought. & even know you're currently mad at me, I pray you open your eyes and realize that what I'm saying is bluntly honest. & If you don't...well then, I guess God didn't want you an important part of my life.

In other news, P&G game tomorrow! Ohh Yeahh:) & I've had a most remarkable day, putting aside that boring 4th hour Algebra2 class!!:D
& I am thankful for serving the Lord, yet another day. I really do love You God, despite what people say. I love you with my whole heart & I know you're the only one who matters, I know this but, I've yet to remember this at all times but, I know you'll make me stronger, Lord, this is just all apart of your plan for me.

Steph Alderson is Out.:)

Spectaculary Wonderful Day:)

Had a spectacularly wonderful day:)
I got up early & got my hair died..it's wayy too dark but, oh well. If you go through life complaining, you'll go through Hell complaining.
& then we went to the hot dog wagon thing and bought some food so Kass would leave us alone:D lol &&& then we went to a family thing & muh aunts bought me some dresses..and even though I will probably never wear them bc hellooo steph alderson & dresses don't mix, I still appreciate it:) & then we went to town & mr. timmy decided to scare the crap out of me when I was carefully examining the chocolate icecream..silly goose. :P & so after screaming in wally world, we left & I went home lol & that is where I am now..:) Or am I.... :)

God is grrreaaattt!:D

Steph Alderson;)

hha

My day's been great...
I really aint in the typing mood but, got to see my aunt today.
She was in a much brighter mood. Went there straight after school..
now, I'm wondering..Is it true that people start feeling great right before they die?
I truly hope not..I guess this is a subject I should discuss with the Lord instead of the world wide web and that it exactly what I'll do.

well, gotta get off so later!
God is awesome!:)
Steph alderson

25 Things You Probably Didn't Know About: Steph Alderson:)

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. (To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people then click publish.) 



1. Dislikes the color orange..don't know why..

2. Wishes Smiling was a 24/7 habit for everyone..they make me smile:)

3. My goal is to get out of my comfart zone my whole life.

4. I don't really care what you think of me.:)

5. I am fighting a lonely battle everyday. If you don't get what I mean, i'm sorry. It's not something I talk about.

6. I love God!

7. secretly does want to get married someday..but, not til i'm strong enough.:)

8. Wants a little boy..they are far more interesting than little girls.

9. I am friends with the guy who almost killed me when I was in 3rd grade on facebook.

10. War..Huge Dislike. God wouldn't want us fighting. We're wasting lives.

11. People learning a lesson for cheating. Cheaters bug me.

12. I'm not a lesbian. Promise!

13. I like to have fun..all the time.

14. I like to be different..the ordinary bores me.

15. I have no idea where I stand in life...

15. I'm confused on what God wants me to do in a personal battle.

16. It bugs me that lately I haven't been able to control my emotions

17. I'm eating a peanut butter cookie..like..right now!

18. I don't see the point of Algebra2

19. Sex doesn't really apeal to me..kinda sound nasty.

20. I am a completely different person at home.

21. I can't stand lies. & if someone lies, I lose respect almost immediatly.

22. I want to go on a missionarie,,I've wanted to since my aunt died..

23. I miss my aunt, she took me to church every sunday..when she died my religious life flew out the window but, I'm slowly working my way forward again.

24. I have so many questions that I don't know how to ask...so I keep putting them off..they're eating me alive.

25. I love my life, friends, family, God, Jesus, school, teachers, coaches, classmates, clubs, ...my whole life.:)

Yeahh:)

I forgot to put that other than my thoughts my day was excellento:)
I learned a lot..hada rough patch durin' 8th hr with my mom but, the past is the past. If you pray for forgiveness and mean it, God will forgive..The hard part is forgiving yourself.
Anwayz I'm bored sooo..

1st hr - Class Meetin':) Finally got everything organized!!
2nd hr - P.E did the little run thing & learned a valuable lesson lol and I got more people to add to my prayer requests:)
3rd hr - Civics..test..totally aced it!:D Oh & learned..stuff..I guess. :) lol
4th hr - Algebra2...I wasn't aware a teachers breathe could smell like a dead rat. Well, how silly of me.:P
5th hr - CBA Learned me some computer skillz!:D
6th hr - did some sub work
7th hr - Basketball, coach made a new play..He's a genius. Lol I wouldn't of ever been able to come up w/ a new play overnight!
lol
8th hr - Science...Epicly horrible.:(

BUT my day was great!
rode down the mountain w/ Sarah G. & Hannah G.

& I had judged them b4, without noticing but, I learned another wonderful life lesson today...that just bc you don't say your opinion uploud doesn't mean you aint judging them. I will pray for forgiveness.:)

God is great!
Steph Alderson is Out.:)

My Believes:)

Dislikes how she has to think everything over before she gets it...but, glad she finally got it. This goes for things like plays in basketball practice all the way to my personal life...It really bugs me but, atleast I know that every action I take will be thought thoroughly...Lotta times when ya think it out, you normally make a pretty good decision...& then other times you think about it so much that it eats you alive. But, I'm not complaining, this is how God wants it to be so I will keep my head held high and smile:)

Life has been getting lately to me though, my emotions a rollarcoaster, my thoughts..unthinkable or should be forbidden. I think things that just aren't me..& my mood swings are absolutely horrible..It aint puberity, it's just flat out confusion. & I'm just going to type out my summary of what I think about some things, to make me feel better. Lol:)

Friendships-
They're exactly that. They should stay like that. To be a friend you dont' go dissing the so called friend but, you don't go helpn your friend dis others either. A good friend wouldn't do that. Even if you disliked that person with a passion..I think you should still treat everyone as they're your friend. & Not only because it's the right thing to do but, because you don't know what people are thinking..what they're going through..you don't know if the things you're dissing them for is for sure true and even if it was true, it aint your right to dis them. Your kindness, even when they're being a butt to you, could help them in so many ways, it's unbelievable. So keep you hear UP and SMILE and be you..Don't get ran over but, don't run over others. You're just a pebble in this small world..So don't act like you're a mountain. By the way, my savior, He can move the mountains!! He is mighty to save!:)


Relationships- As far as dating goes for me, I have a few simple reasons why it aint my thing and even if it was I'm not going to. 1. I'm only 14, guys are jerks..it's going to start out walking to classes, then holding hands, and then it's gunna be all hugs n kisses, next the hands are going to go other places, next thing ya know, that aint "enough" and a lot of times it goes even farther. Yeah, I don't roll that way. & 2nd. Self Control..something I've learned I'm not too fantastic at. Maybe someday when I'm stronger and know I'd be able to say no when needed, I might but, if I'm 39 before I gain that strength then so be it..I'm not going to get n a relationship and then it get out of control. Relationships can change people. & I don't want to be changed. 3rd. I'm a Christian.& I can't say that about many people I know. I haven't met anybody that's really "caught my eye"..as in, I haven't met anyone I could see me lasting that long with so what's the since of dating? Some people say it's bc it's fun...What's so fun about dating someone who doesn't believe the things you do? What's so fun about getting caught up in stuff that just aint you? What's so fun about being the only one who cared? Being the one who gets heartbroken? Not much fun..'least not from my experiences, Now I've had my "fun" & I don't want anymore..I've already lost control twice & that's quite enough. & I'm not a controlling person. My reasons are what I believe & what I believe is me. I'm not changing me, ever..Unless God wants me to change.

Smiling- I believe it is the key to success. I believe that u should always smile & keep your head high, I believe this but, I fail a lot on doing this but, we all have to work hard to succeed..and that's what I'm going to keep doing. I know smiles have brightened up my day. :)

God- He is my everything:) I struggle at home because of the simple fact, my mother calls it "brainwashing" I call it God's Love. This fighting has really been tearing my wall down lately but, God's been helping me build it right back up!! I love you God!:)


I have so many more views,thoughts,beliefs, but, I can't type them right now. They're more of personal things.

Fantasticooo:)

My day was fantastic but, no I'm exhausted..:P Lol
I thank God for another beautiful day here on this most beautiful earth:) I had fun at the FBLA Fall Conference. Made some new friends..lol..watched Jon embarass himself..haha & all together had a good day. It was very exhausting though:D & Then we went to Braums and I got a Double Third Pounder- Cheeseburger, chocolate milkshake, & a double scoop chocolate icecream.:) It was yummy!! & for breakfast, I had a chicken biscuit and a strawberry banana fruit smoothie.:) I'm ready for tomorrow!! ..afterschool basketball practice..hopefully I get enough sleep tonight.:) Lol

I love God!!:)
Steph Alderson:):):)

I AINT BRAINWASHED!!!! :)

wowze!:)
My days since my last post have been GREAT!
I haven't had such good days since last year!:) I'm glad I let the "past kiss my glass!!" :D haha In other words, I've in your words..told the devil to kiss my foot! not literally, if that thing ever kisses me, it'll meet what this chick likes to call a fist in it's face! & it will be the fist of God!:) I love you God!! To whom this makes no sense to, I'm truly unsorry...sorry for the inconvience.:D

My day has been great!!! every hour has been truly magnificent:D & FBLA thing 2mrw!! I get to eat me some Braums!! :D:D:D I can't wait for another day here on Earth, living for God & smiling!!!:) Because every minute you are unhappy, you're losing 60 seconds of happiness.:D

I love you, my Heavenly Father!!!:)


AND NO I AINT "BRAINWASHED" I'M WASHED ALL OVER WITH GOD'S LOVE BUT, WHAT I SAY IS TRULY WHAT I BELIEVE...I'M NOT SAYING THESE THINGS BECAUSE I'M CONFUSED, NOT BECAUSE I HAVE NO LIFE...BUT BECAUSE I DO HAVE A LIFE! I HAVE A LIFE SERVING GOD!! WHOM I BELIEVE AND LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOMETIMES....LIKE RIGHT NOW, YOU CAN'T CONTROL WHAT YOU SAY, FEEL, TYPE, ECT. YOU JUST SAY IT!! & LORD, I'M SAYING..RIGHT NOW...THAT I LOVE GOD!!!:) So if ya don't like it, I DON'T CARE!! I'M GUNNA SING ABOUT MY JESUS EVERYWHERE!!! OHHH YEAHHH

Lookin' forward to another great day tomorrow!
so backk it off satin, you don't control this girly anymore!!!!!!

Steph Alderson

Freedom of Petition:)

My day was great..:)
There was a smile on my face alllllll dayyyy except for a small moment at after school basketball practice..lol..don't know whata happened there..:P Haha but, My day was still wonderfully great:) Hehe

& I just realized that today is FRIDAY!!! Race tomorrow;) Yeah...lol
Russeville....Ahhhhh!:D lol:)

Well, a very -fruity at the moment- fourteen year old better get off of here before she says something even more stupid than what has already been said. :D


One for question though...The 2nd Amendment in the Bill of Rights says we have the freedom to petition. Therefore, we should be aloud to say something when we think something isn't wrong, right? Dad doesn't agree....:D Hehehe

Now, a very debative lately...if debative is even a term...14yr old is agettn offa hereee!:)

Steph Alderson(:

How can a world be so small...when reality is so large?

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light” (Matthew 11:28-30). We have no reason to worry, God will take care of everything...We just need to talk to Him. ♥ :) God is amazing!!!:D

So...after remembering this, I haven't been worrying, I've been letting God take control!:)

My day was amazing!!!
I've also discovered that I strongly dislike Mrs. G's Pre-Ap English Class. I've realized she's one of those who only agree with certain things and will not listen or agree with anything else. Everyone has the right to express their opinion...She doesn't have to necessarily agree with it, she could atleast listen. Another thing, the only thing she truly likes is History. If we don't agree w/ her outlook on it, we're wrong. I have my opinions. I'm aloud to talk about what I think on something we're learning. I am uncomfertable in these situations. I feel she's been judging people, which is a sin.& isn't her right. Since she's so big on rights...(hints Bill of Rights) then she should know that she shouldn't judge or talk quite cruel about people. It just upsets me to see people like this. People who act like they stand for so much, when in reality..they stand for so, so little. I will just keep my head held high for, I can do that and if she has a problem with that, then I will simply go and finish my work in the office because, I have too much pride..teacher or no teacher..to sit there and let someone tell me all I believe is wrong. I will talk to God about it and He will take care of it.:) I <3 my awesome God!!

The rest of the day was truly wonderful.:) I had another day on Earth..Thank you Jesus!:0) & I had a blast....

How can a world be so small...when reality is so large?
Something to ponder over, I assume.

I'm trying to keep a smile on my face, it just really upsets me when people are like this. I'm not just upset with her because of some things she said to me but, of things she's said to others. I know where I stand in this world. I can accept that everyone isn't going to understand. I also understand that the teachers probably don't realize these things, for you have to be in a classroom with someone..as a student of course to understand my thoughts and realizations.


My God is great! & I'm no complainer..:) Even though, the devil tried to bring me down...I kept going UP!;) I love ya Jesus!! I love you God! My amazing heavenly Father!:)

I love following God's plan for me.:)

Can't Hold Me Back!(:

I had a good day, been having a great last few days. I feel like I'm constantly being tested and it's a lot of pressure but, I can't let it bring me down. I have to keep a positive attitude, a smile on my face, & continue following God's plan. I have to ignore the people who judge me, I have to be myself, & I just gotta keep on loving God with all of my heart!:) I know satan's puttin' all these obstacles and all these bad things in front of me hoping, I'll "stop by and pick them up" but, in a road race, you never stop to pick up trash! You keep running til the race is over! & that's exactly how my road race of life is gunna be!:) I know I may only be 14yrs old but, I am not "brainwashed" as some might put it, I'm not confused, I'm not making this up. God is real! & I'm not judging anyone who doesn't believe what I do. but, I don't go around dissing you and your believes, why you dissin' me? I aint stoppin for a break..I'm running, running until God tells me to stop! God will keep me strong! He is my father & I love Him with my whole heart!!:) So backkk awayyy satan!!!!

1st hr - Turned in my super duper short story & read some story:) & checked out a library book.

2nd hr - P.E we did pushups,sit ups w/ some ball thing, jump roping(epic failure on my half), lunges...:), &&& some jump thing.. All together it woke me up:) lol

3rd hr - Civics, did a worksheet over the Bill of Rights, I know more about this stuff than I thought!:)

4th hr - Algebra2....went over how to graph these things..

5th hr - made up what i'm going to miss wednesday.

6th hr - AgSci&Tech..defined vocab. (substitute)

7th hr - Basketball....Fun stuffz.

8th hr - Physical Science - reviewed for test.:)

I had an excellento day & I didn't let none of that evil stop me from what God wanted me to do!

I <3 you God!!:) & I love you Jesus!!
Steph Alderson:D

..Basketball Practice 2morrow!

My God is Mighty to save!!!!!!!!!!!!!:):):)

Yesterday was supertastic:) ..a word that will be come an official word someday..just you wait!:)
I woke up 'round lunch time & then cleaned my room..:( but, got done just in time to watch the Razorback game!!!!:):):) Can't believe they lost! but, they led a killer first half, they'll win the next one!!:) I hope bama goesss dowwwwnnnn this year...pretty soon! lol & then we went to see muh aunt..she looks wayy dif..kinda scary but, we talked and stuffz then we went to town & then we got home & ate pizza:) & then I woke up and am having a super duper day so far.:)

I love Jesus!!! My most wonderful brother!!!:D :D :D :D


"My Saviour, He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.
Forever, Author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave."

Steph Alderson :D

A Wonderful Day...Ending What I Made Into A Horrible Week. :D

Today was super duper excellento!!:)
I talked to God & we got some things straight!! I <3 my awesome God!!!!!!!:):):)

1st hr - Worked on my awesome short story...Lol It is an action story but, Mrs. G said it has to teach a life lesson so it has a corny ending.:( Lol:)

2nd hr - P.E we played basketball...I don't think my team ever one but, in our hearts we did!!:)

3rd hr - Civics....Btw, I got homework in that class...:D

4th hr - Algebra 2!!:) I accidently brought a bag of popcorn and Mr. W accidently popped it..:) It was yummy:)

5th hr - CBA-- Freeeee dayyyyyy:) ohh yeahh:)

6th hr - AgSci&Tech..I was helping Rae w/ a problem she had

7th hr - Basketball... fun stuff!!:) you wouldn't believe how fast it went by, I was shockeddd!! lol

8th hr- science....we made rocketsssssss!!!!:)

My day was absolutely wonderful & I thank the Lord for another super day on Earth:)


:D Steph Alderson...;):):):)

"And if you don't like it, I don't care!!! I'm going to sing about my Jesus EVERYWHEREEEE!!!" :):)

Oh yeahhz Lamar beat Lavaca!! Whoooootttt!:D

>:(

Isn't it cruel, how you think you know someone? Think they're your friend. Think you can trust them and then at the end everything you thought turned out to be completely wrong? Well, that's about how it is right now. but, it's ok because I'm through. I've lost every single bit of respect for this person & don't get me wrong. I'll still do the Christian thing & be nice but, I'm done other than that. If they want to talk to me, they can talk to me first. Otherwise, we won't talk at all. I'm 110% ticked! & I'm just about through will all of this crap.



Oh & btw..the whole "take a few breathes thing..DOESN'T WORK!*

Steph Alderson

:D :D :D

Wow.!! Ok, so when I got home I immediatly went to my bed...layed down & went to sleep! That was around 4:45-5pm lol & I woke up about 15 minutes ago and checked my phone which said 7:30 and I didn't realize it was 7:30pm...so I got up, obviously furiated, and looked for mother, whom by the way, was at my Aunt Mary's helping her with her shower & things. Anyways, after searching with not luck of finding mom, I called her and she was like, "Steph, Calm down!!" I said, "How am I supposed to calm down? It's 7:30!" Mother laughed, "Steph it's 7:30pm!!" Me slightly calming down, "Oh....ok, well....see ya later!" Hahahahaha Yeapp...and now I still feel like it's Thursday!!. Lol:)

Anyways, the rest of my day was good, putting aside first hour, I was still a little depressed over my aunt and everything. But, my day got better until the end..when I got depressed again. & that's why I had went to my room and went straight to sleep. My parents keep talking about it...as if it's a dinner conversations. I wish they'd stop talking about it in front of me. I lost it when mom said it one time & I was like "MOMMMM! I'm sick & tired of hearing this crap!!!!!" & I ran out the door. I feel like I'm going crazy. It's amazing how one little remark or word can bring a person down when they're offguard. God is amazing & we should never, for one moment take out out anger like I did. I should've been calmer, explained to mother why it's bothering me, & I should've prayed but, I let the devil take over & I didn't. My mistake. but, God forgives!!!!!!!!:)

Teens for Christ was good today..& the module tests were easy..lunch was decent...& now I'm exhausted again!!...Lol:)

Steph Alderson is out!!:D

Sljdalfjsfdljfslfjlsjf... jumbled up mess:)

I don't know what I'm typing...I don't know why...I 've found myself absolutely bored and typing with my eyes close...which will explain any typing mistakes.....I'm soo confused..I don't know whether to be crying or to be happy...I just don't now. I've tried taking breaths as a wise person once otld me...like uhhmm idk how many hours ago bc my eyes are closed lol neways the whole taking a few breathes thingy helped me fele better but, stil didn't help that much...I mean it didn't calm me down. I feel like urling up in a ball and crying but, I'm confused...shouldn't I be happy that my aunt will be living with God? I just wish she had more time...I don't want her to go yet. Ohmygosh, listen to me! She hasn't even died yet and here I am talking as if she had. I'm losing it....that's all gotta say...losing it bad. My mom was on her way home and then my grandma called mom telling her she couldn't tell grandpa what the doctors said bc she's worried it will give him another heart attack..he's already survived two..but, mom said he has to know & so she went back to their house & I'm worried....I just wish this wasn't happening because even though we weren't really 'close'...I can't stand to see so many people hurting. I know where she's going but, my family does not. They don't believe in the things I do..no matter how hard I try..so I've resorted to just trying my best and hoping my decisions and actions will help wake them up and I pray for them but, that's all I really can do. I'm just....sooooooooo confused... *ok time to open eyes..(funny noises outside)lol* & I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say to them...I don't know what I'm going to say the next time I see my aunt..What do you say to someone who could die at any moment? Should you be normal? Should you never leave their side? I don't know....All I can do is pray. My God is awesome!! This is all apart of His plan!

Steph Alderson

My Father:)....The King of Kings!

My day was me temporarily rotting if that makes any since..Lol atleast that's how it felt to me. but, it was mainly just me riding a very lammmeee roller coaster..of emotions:(

Anyways, so my day was a drag..sometimes I felt like smiling, the next I felt like crying. My day summed up to be an okey dokey day..I had enough laughs to cover up the sadness.:) & then I get home & my dad...my dad who can talk about death as if it's a book report..randomly tells me that my mom called earlier and my aunt has anywhere from 2 months-2yrs to live & ha! How in the world, is that a dinner conversation???? It's not his fault though..He didn't think before he spoke. & So I was like really...Finished what I was doing & went in my room..where my eyes started raining...but, not the fun rain that makes pretty flowers): But, it's ok...I pray she goes to Heaven & I pray that she enjoys the short time she has left & I also know she's going in to a better place to live w/ my father, the king of kings!! I would've liked to be closer to my aunt but, the fact that I had the privalige to be kin to her and to be able to call her my aunt is quite enough. How many people can say that their aunt is strong? Many! But, how many can say that theirs is a strong, Christian woman whom battled cancer & never gave up her faith??? Not many. I'm still hurt but, I know this is all apart of God's plan. The devil is trying to turn me against my father but, the devil can't succeed. Because God said that once we give our all to him, the devil can't mess w/ us no more! Not his exact words but, a summary. I just pray that my mother, especially. & the rest of my family can look at it in the same point of view I can. I pray extra hard for my mom and all my aunts sisters and brothers...and children. & I pray for Grandpa & Grandma. I know death is a part of our cycle here on Earth..a part of God's plan but, it still hurts but, you have to fight through all of the devils evil attempts to turn away from God & you have to find peace and pray for them. You need to be somewhat happy for them..They get to live w/ your father & as a Christian, you know that, that father of yours is a GREAT man!! God!!:)

Steph Alderson Is OUT.

September 20, 2010

Ha.
Hada good day..pplez crack me up!!
Ya know, yad think it'd be an akward kinda day considering everyone was sorta kinda mad but, I think today everyone was nicer than normal...who knows...might jus be me. Lol & newayz..
1st hr - We fixed sentence errors..and we read some story called Marigolds. It's totally depressing!! Hellooo??? I want to read a book that'll make me laugh or teach me something or about God but, I prefer nondepressing selections when I read!!! Lol But, Mrs. Gregory's all for scary & depressing books!! Lol:P

2nd hr - P.E, we played some sorta game..called...pickle. Bahaha..still cracks me up!!!:P I wish I could of took P.E w/ out the rest of my class. It's not them, it's me!! I needa break from my class!!! I'm not strong enough to smile ALL the time. Haha:D Oh wellz Ima big girl & besidez P.E was fun.

3rd hr - Civics..antifederalists or federalists? you decide. Idk...Henry & the other dude seemed to have a very good debate.

4th hr - Algebra 2..I honestly did absolutely nothing & the guy gave us peanut butter cookies..tasted more like dog crap.:(

5th hr - CBA....Easy Sneezy:)

6th hr - AgSci&Tech....We just wrote down notes bout ffa.

7th hr - Basketball..fun..UNLVs made me wanna puke a lil but, that's what I get for eating chocolate before basketball practice, I did it to myself. but, I gotta hang wit Brookee!!!:D then at 2:05 we hada g.t meeting..boring.

8th hr - Science..we watched some science video thing. & went ove Newtons 3 Laws.

& then I had basketball practice & the first time I looked at a clock after that it was 5:30 but, I don't know what time it actually ended....Lol

Well, I'm babysitting:( & I'm quite exhausted...& I'm waiting for mommy to get home but, I don't want to hear another reminder of how ill my aunt is. I just pray for a miracle.

Well, I'm off....to...I don't know. Lol
Nothing to read, nothing to eat, nothing to do but, I could READ MY BIBLE!:) Because that's something that'll never bore me. Bc MY GOD IS AWESOME!:):)

Steph Alderson is Out! :)

:( :(( :(

My mother and aunt b and aunt a all went to try to persuade my aunt mary ( the one w/ cancer) to move in w/ my grandpa and grandmother. I think they accomplished their goal bc when I called mommy they were packing her stuff. She really needed to get away from that man. The man who lied to her & broke his vowels. People in this world are so cruel. :(

Atleast she'll live the little time she has left with her family & she'll die knowing she was loved.

I just wish she wasn't leaving so soon...I'm not ready. :(

Atleast, she'll be living in Heaven! <3

My God is amazing!

Steph Alderson:(

Pray!!! :)

My days been a constant race.
Haven't really had much of a break.
Sure I've been on facebook but, mainly from my phone.
I was having an okey dokey day til we got home & I get a text from my cousin Elizabeth telling me to tell mom aunt m's being rushed to the hospital. I told mom and she called some people & it turns out she's in very very poor health. Her stupid husband and his mother left her abandoned by herself in a camping trailer thingy when she can't even walk on her own. She went days, no telling how long w/out showers and my aunt audra just so happen to go by and visit bc she was worried about her and found her extremely dehydrated and sick and my aunt m has cancer this is her 2nd go round & we don't think she's going to make it. All we can do right now is pray for a miracle. I can't believe her husband did that to her. Abandoned her in her time of need...Is that how all guys are?? Maybe, I should never get married. If this is how the male species is...then why waste my time? I can adopt, I can put my heart and soul all in God & Jesus & help with missionaries and stuff instead. I think that's what I want to do. Better that than give my heart so someone that'll just abandon me like that and leave me to die. I'm confused right now... Just how scary is it in the real world? After you finish school....do you end up in a hell whole? I guess I'll just have to continue my path and find out for myself. Surely, not everyone in the world is like this dude, right? God wouldn't allow that..Right? So many unanswered questions...So many tears...All I can do is pray! When you're busy pray! Not busy? Pray! Happy? Pray! Sad? Pray! Mad? Prayyy!!! No matter what the situation,,,pray! Talk to Jesus!

If you're feeling blue like me then pray.
It's amazing what the Lord can do.
Steph Alderson is out.

Somethin' to be tired of...:)

I'm insane. Tired of not being able to face the truth tired of not being able to say what I think how I feel. Tired of laughter and tears and smiles and sadness and people's pain and craziness and not being able to stand up for what you believe in tired of words always having to spelled one way and how u can't use run on sentences or txt wordz on ur testz i'm tired of capital letters i'm tired of everything. i just wanna be me. tired of being told no and being told yes tired of getting put down when i'm feeling best...tired of judgement and disgusting pepople. tired of not being able to cry without being questioned..tired of people thinking they're better tahn everybody and thinking they're the top of the world. i'm tired of pple being judged bc they're a boy or bc they're a girl. i'm tired of not being able to laugh during class without being warned to be quiet. i'm tired of not being able to sleep in as long as i want to. i'm tired of yelling when everyone else whispers i'm tired of wearing tennis shoes when i wheter wear slippers. i'm tired of birds. i'm tired of bees. i'm tired of copycats. stop acting like me! i'm tired of fakes. i'm tired of flakes. i'm tired of plain. i'm tired of whack. i'm tired of moo. i'm tired of quack. i'm tired of late night movies. i'm tired of what is and what isn't groovy. i'm tired of selfishness and concieted laughs. i'm tired of being bored and not having a blast. I'm tired of a lot but, I a lot I have been given. I thank the Lord for giving me everything when I had nothing. I think the Lord for making a pebble like me into something. I love you Lord with all my heart. Me & You will never part. You are amazing! Thanks for everything! Thank you for giving me things to be tired of when I could just be another rock on the road. I love you Lord!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

Jesus is AMAZZZIIINNNNNGGGGGGG!!:)
Steph Alderson

Random Note thingy mcbob.

A random note I filled out to cope with my boredom. :) lol

Your ex, do they still like you?
Idk..Really don't care.

If you could, would you go on a date with the last person you texted?
Uhhh....Why in the world would I ever want to date Kass? I mean ewww!! Lol:P She's a chickk.

What if your boyfriend/girlfriend went through your cellphone?
Well, I don't have a "boyfriend/girlfriend" but, if someone did go through my cell phone, with my permission of course, I wouldn't care. I have nothing to hide.

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yeapp.

Are you angry with someone right now?
At someone? Nope...not that I can think of.

Did anything wake you up in the middle of the night?
Yes:( A horrrrriiiibbbllllleeee dream...more like nightmare!!

Are you completely 100% over your previous relationship?
Pssh! Yeahhh!!

Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
Ohhz yeahhz!!

Do you straighten your hair often?
too lazzzzzy!

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Nope. I don't Hate anyone.

Your ex says "I'm sorry", what do you say?
Thanks & then keep ona walkin'

Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
Indeed...she looked like she needed a hug..she thanked me & then she talked to me about stuff & now we're like friends. Haha:P Too bad she doesn't live here anymore :(

Is there a girl that knows a lot about you?
Idk Idc

If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be?
Only my ears.

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
Tongue

Are you listening to music right now?
Noperz

If your best friend needed you to bail her/him out of jail would you?
If I had the money..and it'd depend what they did to get in jail. They might diserve it.

Do you smoke weed everyday?
Oh u caught me!! NOT!! No, I do not! & Will not!

The person you have the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?
Well, that's just a stupid question! YEAH! lol



Are you nice to everyone?
If I feel like it.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Mhm

Are you someone's best friend?
Idk, Idc

Do you have anything you'd like to say, but cant?
Doesn't everyone?

Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
I don't know..Hope I didn't.



Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
Well..in my nightmares, yeah but not in a good way..a scarry way!:( Lol



I say girls, you say?
Idc



Is it cute when guys/girls kiss you on your forehead?
No. What's cute is squirrels:)



Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
Nope, I really don't care. They never achieve their goal. & It just makes them look absolutely stupid.



Is it possible to be single and happy?
YUP! :D


Do you like when people play with your hair?
I don't like it when people touch me!!



Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yup but, blehh!

First thing you do when you wake up?
Go back to sleep


Will this weekend be a good one?
Betta beee!



Have you ever been awake for two days straight?
Nope


Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them or do you talk to them?
Idk,



Break someone's heart or have your heart break?
Idk. Impossible.



Do you like someone right this second?
Nope



What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
I'd probably cry..because I seem to do that a lot & I'd call the police asap..and I'd call daddy to come get it away from my porch because I'm gunna be living all byz my self & I sure as heck aint touching no corpse!
I'd also pray for him and his family.



Missing someone?
When am I not?


Do you still talk to the last person you were in a relationship with?
Yeap, they're in my class! lol



Do you think you are a good person?
I guess.


Did you have a good day today?
Good.


Are you someone who worries too often?
Probz



Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Nope

Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them?
Nope


Are you sarcastic?
Sometimes


Have you ever been around someone who was high?
Yes, never again!



Could you date someone taller than you?
Everyone's taller than me!



If someone asked you what you wanted, what would you say?
To keep getting closer to God. <3



Do you cry easy?
Yeah I guess



Are you happy with the way things are going?
Yeah I guess


Do you have trust issues?
Indeed

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yeap


Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
Y?


Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Don't know.

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Bahahahahaha!! Ohhhhz yeahhhz! lol

Your sins r hotter than the sun!!

Heart Racing. Head Beating.
Can't breathe. Overheating.
Scary, want to get away.
The nightmare that taunts me day by day.
Stuck in an embrace..an embrace she doesn't want to be in.
With you or anyone else.
She crie, screams out.
No replies just snickers all about.
No one cares about what's going on.
I can't believe people are like this in the world.
Hurt an innocent, helpless girl.
Threaten,Scream, give pain that's not due.
I dislike you..How could you do that to a girl?
You are cruel..You're one the devil brought into the world!
For anyone who's ever done such bad..
You truly truly truly make me sad & mad.
How can you go on with life..Knowing what you've done?
Your sins are hotter than the sun.
Someday...You'll meet the other end of the gun.
& You'll get the headache you gave to the girl.
You'll get the "award" that ruined her whole world.
You're crazy. Sick. To take a life like this.
You're weird..You devil supporter, you.
You Need God. He's the only one that can help you..
If you're not already passed being able to be helped.
I can't believe you could do such sins.
I hope and pray that even Hells doors won't let u in!!!!!


I'm tired of what I watch on the news, dreams I dream, nightmares I have, I'm tired of opening a newspaper and seeing this. What I'm referring to isn't being shot in the head it's being raped..to any girl who isn't crazy, it could kind of feel like death. & towards the end..I'm referring to all you sickos out there finally getting shot in the head..Just like you shot these girls in the heart!


Steph Alderson IS OUT!!!!
My God is an AMAZING God!:D

"I'm sorry to say so but, sadly it's true that bang-ups and hang-ups can happen to u!" -Dr. Suess

"Sometimes the questions are complicated & the answers are simple." :) -Dr. Suess

I had a super duper day, after my freaky dream which I rather not share it to the world wide web because well, I prefer my dreams to not be known to people whom I have never met.

We got our yearbooks..they're ok..kinda lame but, hey better than nothing.:)
& 1st hour was boring..we just answered questions..and honestly, I talked to Rae the whole time because we were already down. & 2nd hour- was p.e we played spasketball or whatever it's called again. & 3rd hour- Civics it wasn't as fun as usual.
4th hour Algebra2....just discussed stuff that's going to be on our upcoming test. 5th hour- computers weren't working so we colored and painted. 6th hour we did book work. Fun..:P & then school was over early because we had parent teacher conferences and we have no school tomorrow..yayy. lol Actually, I rather be at school..I'm bored!! lol & Now I'm babysitting..funnnn:P Hehe:) & I'm ready for.....umm...Monday!:) Haha & Dr. Suess is amazzzzinnnngggg!!:) Lol
& now I'm reading a book that C let me borrow & it's really good so far.

"Don't let your dreams stop reality but, don't let reality stop your dreams."

“You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own.
And you know what you know. You are the guy who'll decide where to go.”


Well, I'm off to finish reading...:)
Steph Alderson...
The Bomb Diggity
GOD IS AMAZZZZZZZINGGGGG!!:):):):)<<< YUPPPPPP!!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:

ldjfsfkl

I had an okey dokey day..
Could've been better.. but, oh well..not everday is bright and cheery.
Last hour was awesome, & P.E and basketball was fun. 6th hour was ok. The rest of the day is a blur.. Lol:P & We finally had our Teens 4 Christ meeting. I wish people who are only there to yapp about stupid stuff, wouldn't bother coming. & I shouldn't of said that but, gosh..I thought I blabbed a lot!! lol

well, the season finale of big brother is on...so later!

Ready for what tomorrow will bring..yearbooks!

Steph Alderson

:D Tip of De Dayyy!:)

oh yeah & the running tip of the day is to not almost fall in a pond when you're in a race...I know this from experience..almost slid and fell in it but, some nice girl saved me.....this goes to prove that not all strangers are scary..:D

Mt. Magazine XC!:)

Had a good day today...

Oh, who am I kidding school was laaaaameee but, I had fun at the cross-country meet w/ Cameron,Trace,Cody,Sol.,& I guess Jon. LOL:P
We even got pizza afterwards!!:) Mhm & I stole Cameron's cherry pizza haha..It was the last piece, so I asked him to go get me a napkin and then I got his pizza..but, I broke it in half..:D Hehehehe:) He said I ate more than any chick he's ever met..& then Cody was like ohh he's calling you fat & then the argument began.:D Haha:P
& Jon probably said some dumb things but,....we normally ignore him.:P Haha:)

& Welp, I'm ready 4 school tomorrow!!!:D
Steph:)

Sept. 13. Hut!:)

"Lace up your shoes, here's how we do..Run, Baby, Run!! Don't ever look back! Keep ur eyes on the race, stay on the track!!"

CROSS-COUNTRY RACE TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!:) SUPER DUPER EXCITED! LOL

First off, I've had comments saying this isn't a blog about a teenage runner!
No where in this blog did I ever say it was going to just talk about running. It says life of a teenage runner! I'm talking about my life! No one's life is just about running. Honestly, my life is all GOD! Running is a big part in it but, I'm not going to type about running in every blog. If ya have a problem w/ my life then maybe..this aint the blog for you but, if you really want me to, for now on I'll talk a little bit about running. It makes you sweat. There you go, Are You Satisfied? :) Mhm, that's what I though! LOL:)

My day was spectacular!!
Yeap!
First hour, I wrote an amazingly awesome story. 2nd hour, We played some kinda basketball where we couldn't dribble..it was fun..:) 3rd hour, we read more about the constitution..I already know enoughhh!! Heeellllppp meee! LOL:) 4th hour, Algebra2..easy sneezy!:) 5th hour, CBA! I was already ahead so I got done and had like 20min. of free time. 6th hour, We watched some video thing. 7th hour...wait...drumroll..BASKETBALL!:) Lol My favorite classssss:) Lol & then last hour I had a student council meeting. The homecoming theme is A walk to remember and it's going to have a beach back drop and palm trees and crap..kind of old and cheesy, if I do say so myself but, ohhhzz welllzzz.. I'm getting annoyed w/ archery though because aunt b isn't even trying to work the practices around basketball practices. That woman is crazy! Does she actually think people are going to choose archery over basketball? Well, some might but, I aint..I think I've just about had enough of this womans negative attitude during basketball. We argued earlier about when the student council meeting was going to be held..I told her if it was scheduled during 7th hour then I wasn't going. She said she doesn't really give a flip about basketball & that we should work around her schedule not vice versa. This woman irritates me quite intensly. I mean seriously, I'm not doing fine arts because of her and ya know..I think I'm quiting archery too. Anyone, who tries to make me choose between one or the other is no friend of mine. Grr. LOL:) but, other than that my day was supertastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, and then afterschool me & Sarah went to basketball practice.

& now I'm pumped for the race!!
Let's goo my schoooll!!:D Lol
Stephyy Alderson #5!:)

Not gunna be yo hun:)

Just a song I made because I was bored...LOL:)

"You called her your sweetheart,
Boy, did you lie..
You called her your everything,
but, you sure made her cry!!
You treated her like crap,
You wouldn't care if she died..
What are you going to do,
When she figures out you lied?
She's gunna go histerical
Gunna scream and cry and run..
& you'll say babe we're over
& next week, you'll have a new hun,
When you walk beside her in the halls,
Her broken heart won't bother you at all
because you're gunna keep going til your engine stalls..
What are you going to do when you have to deal with it all?
You lied. I cried.
You still don't care..
I thought you changed
But, I was wrong..
& now I'm that girl walking down the hall,
trying to pretend you and her don't bother me at all.
Goodbye to us..hello to yall.
Yeah..but, I aint gunna let this bother me at all..
Just keep on running, Keep on soaking up the sun..
Someday you'll come back to me..
When you get tired of calling everyone hun..
but, I'll be gone..I'll be gone..Far away..
In a lil road race..
Soaking up my own sun...
& not wanting to be your girl..
Not wanting to be your hun!
Yeah, I'm through..It's game over for you
I'm done."

:)Spectacular!:)

My life has been spectacular:)
The rain, did finally go away fyi..&
I got to run in a race yesterday, it was pretty fun:)
&& I got school 2mrw..bummer!!:( Hehe:)
I've come to the realization that....Honey Glazed Donuts are amazzzzinnnnggg!!:):)
Daddy asked me if I wanted to go out to eat after my race, I said well hecks no! I want donuts!!!:D Hehe
& even know the twins were upset with me, I got what I wanted.:)
& Now I got another race Tuesday..It's only a mile and a half..more of a sprinting thing..not much of a sprinter but, coach yeager says it'll be fun so I guess I'll give it a shot. School life's been decent..I'm tired of people getting angry with me because I am not who they want me to be, because I won't say what they want me to say & because they hear some lame rumor that I like there little lover boy or exboyfriend. Ohhmyyjumpingjacks! What part of this girl aint dating ever again, do these chickaz not understand?? Hehe but, ohhzz wellzz...their loss, not mine!!:)
& Plus, I really don't care. I'm not at school to make friends.:) Even know mommy and daddy says it's important.:) Hehe
I read an awesome book called She Said Yes..I mean the story is true..and horribly sad but, if you read it I promise you it'll have an impact on your life. Either spiritually,family wise,self esteem..whatever just read it!!!! It's a sad story & I'm sad it happened but, the girl is a hero. & their is a lot of people as amazing as her out there, we just normally walk by them & think they're weird because we judge. Everyone does. & It's not our right. We will all be judged when the day comes so, just give up! :) Just sayin...

Well, Imma gett offa hereee...:)
Steph Alderson is Outt!!<3

September 09!:) Yeah baby:)

Woahhh woahh woahh

"You called me short..
I called you crazy..
You called me babe..
I called you lazy..
you were so nice to me..
i was a pain in the knee
and here i am all sad..and a littke lonely
because..I tried to be mee..
I guess that's just wrong..
aint really right
but, i aint changing for you
I'm steph and that's just fine!
You were cute
You made me smile..
but, only every once in a while..
I guess I should've accepted..
How you are when being rejected..
I'm not ordinary...I'm not some kinda horney gypsy..and hun, i aint your fairy
You get over it...I'm tired of being treated like some kinda dairy.
I aint taking this no more!
Go ahead and walk out of the door!
Cheat on me, I don't really care.
If ya wanna take my bestie..
Fine get er outta my hair!
Ya wanna be friends?
Well that sounds great.
God says I gotta love and that I can't hate.
But, babe..If i could hate..you'd be the one!
I'm tired of the truth being all unraveled and undone.
What happened to fairy tales? What happened to a relationship w/ out all the yells?
I just wanna be the princess.
I'm tired of being treated like crap.
What did I ever do to diserve this and... that?
Maybe, It was a lesson
Guess it was a part of the plan..
I just wish there was more fairy tale endings.
Maybe I'll fall in love then.
But, now I just don't see it..
You're a jerkkkofff!!
What did I do to diserve this?
Rather be alone for years and years
then to date some jerk who treats me like crap.
Yeah I aint taking that!. "

Okay, when I get bored I type. LOL

Rain is annoying!! LOL:)
1st hr- already soaked by rain..:( & gots to dooo some englaaaashh haha i learneeed well:P haha jk Nahh I love English:)
2nd hr- P.E.. atleast I got to change in to my dry clothes:) Lol & I honestly don't remember what I did in that class. My mind was elsewhere, I guess. Idk. I just really don't remember. I remember an orange cone though..lol
3rd- Gotz 2 learn me some constitution!! yeahh:)
4th hr- Algebra2! Graphing inequalities!! Fun, fun... and kinda easy:)
5th hr- CBA!!:) Test...100%! Yeahh, baby. lol
6th hr- AgSci&Tech- Test! don't know what grade.

& we gotta outta school early. lol

"All this time how could u not baby, you belong with me" Sorry...Amy's blasted taylor swift...lol

Rain rain go away!!:)

A very happy 14 year old is getting offa here!!:)
Steph Alderson