Wow.!! Ok, so when I got home I immediatly went to my bed...layed down & went to sleep! That was around 4:45-5pm lol & I woke up about 15 minutes ago and checked my phone which said 7:30 and I didn't realize it was 7:30pm...so I got up, obviously furiated, and looked for mother, whom by the way, was at my Aunt Mary's helping her with her shower & things. Anyways, after searching with not luck of finding mom, I called her and she was like, "Steph, Calm down!!" I said, "How am I supposed to calm down? It's 7:30!" Mother laughed, "Steph it's 7:30pm!!" Me slightly calming down, "Oh....ok, well....see ya later!" Hahahahaha Yeapp...and now I still feel like it's Thursday!!. Lol:)
Anyways, the rest of my day was good, putting aside first hour, I was still a little depressed over my aunt and everything. But, my day got better until the end..when I got depressed again. & that's why I had went to my room and went straight to sleep. My parents keep talking about it...as if it's a dinner conversations. I wish they'd stop talking about it in front of me. I lost it when mom said it one time & I was like "MOMMMM! I'm sick & tired of hearing this crap!!!!!" & I ran out the door. I feel like I'm going crazy. It's amazing how one little remark or word can bring a person down when they're offguard. God is amazing & we should never, for one moment take out out anger like I did. I should've been calmer, explained to mother why it's bothering me, & I should've prayed but, I let the devil take over & I didn't. My mistake. but, God forgives!!!!!!!!:)
Teens for Christ was good today..& the module tests were easy..lunch was decent...& now I'm exhausted again!!...Lol:)
Steph Alderson is out!!:D
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