My Believes:)

Dislikes how she has to think everything over before she gets it...but, glad she finally got it. This goes for things like plays in basketball practice all the way to my personal life...It really bugs me but, atleast I know that every action I take will be thought thoroughly...Lotta times when ya think it out, you normally make a pretty good decision...& then other times you think about it so much that it eats you alive. But, I'm not complaining, this is how God wants it to be so I will keep my head held high and smile:)

Life has been getting lately to me though, my emotions a rollarcoaster, my thoughts..unthinkable or should be forbidden. I think things that just aren't me..& my mood swings are absolutely horrible..It aint puberity, it's just flat out confusion. & I'm just going to type out my summary of what I think about some things, to make me feel better. Lol:)

Friendships-
They're exactly that. They should stay like that. To be a friend you dont' go dissing the so called friend but, you don't go helpn your friend dis others either. A good friend wouldn't do that. Even if you disliked that person with a passion..I think you should still treat everyone as they're your friend. & Not only because it's the right thing to do but, because you don't know what people are thinking..what they're going through..you don't know if the things you're dissing them for is for sure true and even if it was true, it aint your right to dis them. Your kindness, even when they're being a butt to you, could help them in so many ways, it's unbelievable. So keep you hear UP and SMILE and be you..Don't get ran over but, don't run over others. You're just a pebble in this small world..So don't act like you're a mountain. By the way, my savior, He can move the mountains!! He is mighty to save!:)


Relationships- As far as dating goes for me, I have a few simple reasons why it aint my thing and even if it was I'm not going to. 1. I'm only 14, guys are jerks..it's going to start out walking to classes, then holding hands, and then it's gunna be all hugs n kisses, next the hands are going to go other places, next thing ya know, that aint "enough" and a lot of times it goes even farther. Yeah, I don't roll that way. & 2nd. Self Control..something I've learned I'm not too fantastic at. Maybe someday when I'm stronger and know I'd be able to say no when needed, I might but, if I'm 39 before I gain that strength then so be it..I'm not going to get n a relationship and then it get out of control. Relationships can change people. & I don't want to be changed. 3rd. I'm a Christian.& I can't say that about many people I know. I haven't met anybody that's really "caught my eye"..as in, I haven't met anyone I could see me lasting that long with so what's the since of dating? Some people say it's bc it's fun...What's so fun about dating someone who doesn't believe the things you do? What's so fun about getting caught up in stuff that just aint you? What's so fun about being the only one who cared? Being the one who gets heartbroken? Not much fun..'least not from my experiences, Now I've had my "fun" & I don't want anymore..I've already lost control twice & that's quite enough. & I'm not a controlling person. My reasons are what I believe & what I believe is me. I'm not changing me, ever..Unless God wants me to change.

Smiling- I believe it is the key to success. I believe that u should always smile & keep your head high, I believe this but, I fail a lot on doing this but, we all have to work hard to succeed..and that's what I'm going to keep doing. I know smiles have brightened up my day. :)

God- He is my everything:) I struggle at home because of the simple fact, my mother calls it "brainwashing" I call it God's Love. This fighting has really been tearing my wall down lately but, God's been helping me build it right back up!! I love you God!:)


I have so many more views,thoughts,beliefs, but, I can't type them right now. They're more of personal things.