My Father:)....The King of Kings!

My day was me temporarily rotting if that makes any since..Lol atleast that's how it felt to me. but, it was mainly just me riding a very lammmeee roller coaster..of emotions:(

Anyways, so my day was a drag..sometimes I felt like smiling, the next I felt like crying. My day summed up to be an okey dokey day..I had enough laughs to cover up the sadness.:) & then I get home & my dad...my dad who can talk about death as if it's a book report..randomly tells me that my mom called earlier and my aunt has anywhere from 2 months-2yrs to live & ha! How in the world, is that a dinner conversation???? It's not his fault though..He didn't think before he spoke. & So I was like really...Finished what I was doing & went in my room..where my eyes started raining...but, not the fun rain that makes pretty flowers): But, it's ok...I pray she goes to Heaven & I pray that she enjoys the short time she has left & I also know she's going in to a better place to live w/ my father, the king of kings!! I would've liked to be closer to my aunt but, the fact that I had the privalige to be kin to her and to be able to call her my aunt is quite enough. How many people can say that their aunt is strong? Many! But, how many can say that theirs is a strong, Christian woman whom battled cancer & never gave up her faith??? Not many. I'm still hurt but, I know this is all apart of God's plan. The devil is trying to turn me against my father but, the devil can't succeed. Because God said that once we give our all to him, the devil can't mess w/ us no more! Not his exact words but, a summary. I just pray that my mother, especially. & the rest of my family can look at it in the same point of view I can. I pray extra hard for my mom and all my aunts sisters and brothers...and children. & I pray for Grandpa & Grandma. I know death is a part of our cycle here on Earth..a part of God's plan but, it still hurts but, you have to fight through all of the devils evil attempts to turn away from God & you have to find peace and pray for them. You need to be somewhat happy for them..They get to live w/ your father & as a Christian, you know that, that father of yours is a GREAT man!! God!!:)

Steph Alderson Is OUT.