Life has been confusing lately. I've just lived it by the minute..I hate not knowing how to react, respond. I can't stand how my mood changes randomly & it can get pretty bad. I will be sitting on my bed reading & then get really mad & start yelling or get really sad & next thing I know, I'm crying or I get overly happy. Gah. You would think by now, I'd be able to control it but, I can't. & to make matters worse, people just won't get over the fact that I DO NOT CARE what they think. I know where I am with the Lord, I don't need people judging me. Especially people who have no idea who I am. I'm not some ditzy 15yr old but, I aint a rocket scientist either. I feel like that's how people look at people, either ditzy or smart. That isn't right. There is so much more to a person besides that. Gah. You don't know what they've been through. For all you know, there smile could be 1000% fake. That might be what keeps them going throughout the day. There's also people's personalities. Everyone's different, & yet we treat them like they're all supposed to be the same. Not everyone is going to be like you & your family or you & your best friend. That's the awesome part!! God didn't make any of us the same!! He made us all so completely different! & I LOVE IT!:) I love not having the same laugh or smile. I love not having the same sense of humor & I love not having the same personality. There's one thing we All have in common though. God created us all! God loves us all! God wants us all to go to Heaven! God is soo sooo sooo real!! He wants us all to die saved but, yet He loves us so much that He leaves it up to us...If someone is stupid enough to not love God, to not believe in God, to not give God a chance, He still loves you!! & He still wants you to love him. He will forgive you! If you don't know what I'm talking about, if you don't believe what I say, if you think this is all jibberish, if you believe me & you want to get closer to God, then I challenge you, I challenge to give God a chance & I promise you, you'll NEVER regret it. I know I haven't!!
MY GOD IS AWESOME!:)
Steph Alderson:)
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