Pray!!! :)

My days been a constant race.
Haven't really had much of a break.
Sure I've been on facebook but, mainly from my phone.
I was having an okey dokey day til we got home & I get a text from my cousin Elizabeth telling me to tell mom aunt m's being rushed to the hospital. I told mom and she called some people & it turns out she's in very very poor health. Her stupid husband and his mother left her abandoned by herself in a camping trailer thingy when she can't even walk on her own. She went days, no telling how long w/out showers and my aunt audra just so happen to go by and visit bc she was worried about her and found her extremely dehydrated and sick and my aunt m has cancer this is her 2nd go round & we don't think she's going to make it. All we can do right now is pray for a miracle. I can't believe her husband did that to her. Abandoned her in her time of need...Is that how all guys are?? Maybe, I should never get married. If this is how the male species is...then why waste my time? I can adopt, I can put my heart and soul all in God & Jesus & help with missionaries and stuff instead. I think that's what I want to do. Better that than give my heart so someone that'll just abandon me like that and leave me to die. I'm confused right now... Just how scary is it in the real world? After you finish school....do you end up in a hell whole? I guess I'll just have to continue my path and find out for myself. Surely, not everyone in the world is like this dude, right? God wouldn't allow that..Right? So many unanswered questions...So many tears...All I can do is pray! When you're busy pray! Not busy? Pray! Happy? Pray! Sad? Pray! Mad? Prayyy!!! No matter what the situation,,,pray! Talk to Jesus!

If you're feeling blue like me then pray.
It's amazing what the Lord can do.
Steph Alderson is out.