I've gotten to the point in life..where I really don't care anymore. Why should I care what other people think of me? I don't. I also realized that I don't ever want to get married or date or bleghh all tht stuff. Lol I just don't see the point of it. I can never give some dude or female (so no one takes this incorrectly) anyways, I could never give anyone my heart. & I don't plan on changing for anyone & I don't want to make anybody change for me. I just rather stay single forever. I can do it. I don't need anybody..I just need God & I will be fine. Honestly, I don't want to have to share my smiles,my home,my anything really with anybody ever. I'm not being "greedy" I just really rather stay by myself. I've never met anyone in my entire life that I could be with for a long period of time that didn't irritate me in some manner. & I know there's supposed 2 be someone out there for everyone but, I've considered maybe God wanted me to stay by myself? I don't know..and for me to try to guess is just going to make God laugh. I'll just be patient and follow His plan but, as of right now I don't want to date. & I sure as heck don't want to get married. In my mind, no one is awesome enough. LOL:) I'm not settling for anybody who doesn't believe what I believe. I aint settling 4 anybody that isn't honest,confident,nice,respectful,patient, and I'd appreciate if they like sports and stuff too & I aint settling for anyone who aint willing to take me to church on Sunday mornings & nights! & I will go 2 the church I choose daggummit. I might have "High Expectations" but, oh well..they aint changing & I aint changing! I got God & that's all I need! & ALL I WANT!!!:)
Steph Alderson!:)
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