Well...it's Monday..I somehow survived last Thursday,Friday & the weekend & I somehow survived today..I don't know how.. I know it was all God!! He gave me the strength because if it wasn't for Him, I'm pretty sure Steph Alderson woulda been an emotional rollercoaster today!! lol but, even know I steal feel like there's a huge hole inside of me..I will pull through & I will keep praying for them. I can't help it that it's pretty much the whole student body against them. They made the decisions. He chose to cheat on me. She chose to be the one he cheated on me with. They knew what they were doing. They're big kids. I don't care. When people talk bad about them, I tell them to shush, I don't wanna hear it. Even know I really don't want to I still take up for them. I still do what's right. I still pray. & even know they don't really care...there opinion doesn't matter..God's does! So keep throughing these arrows of fire at my heart devil!!! God's love will put the fire out! So all I gotta say is BRING. IT. ON. I mean I'm already miserable. My friend/aunt is fighting cancer..& doesn't have much longer. I've already had my heart broken. My sister has fell & we don't know if that baby's ok. I'm already having ankle problems which effects my running and basketball. I have other health problems... So why not make me more miserable? Nothing you can do will ever make me love God any less!! I love God! I love Jesus! GET USED TO IT!:)
Steph Alderon is out.:)
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