:):):):):):):)

Yepp me being bored again.

You made me laugh.
You made me smile..
I just can't believe it took me awhile..to realize you're a player..
you pretty much got it written all over your face..
you're always saying..
don't hate the player..
hate the game.
They tried to tell me.
I didn't listen..I said whatever..
they said don't come crying back to me.
I told you so Stephanie.
I just laughed and said ok.
I didn't think it'd come to that day.
Well, here I am....right now.
Looking back and thinking woahh wow.
They were right..they always are.
& I know I'ma have to turn those tears into a scar.
because I have nothing now.
No friends at all..
The tears are coming down.
Just because I let God down.
I know better...it just took me awhile.
A long while..
& now I don't know what to do..
So, Lord..I'm gunna pray to you.
I know you'll forgive..and I can let my tears go.
Lord, I love you & I love that you love me..
No matter how much I let go.
So...if my friends don't have my back..
if they call me a fool.
I really don't care..I don't give a bull.
I have God in my life..He would want you to forgive.
It's your sins adding up..I'm not going to fib.
Unlike yall..someday when a shoulder...
I'll let you cry on mine.
I won't leave you just bc you didn't listen.
You'll always have me..forever. <3
Because unlike you. I don't hate.
Unlike you. I've learned God is great. <3 :)



Steph Alderson:)