Monday, September 6, 2010

Unclassified Loon.

I feel like I'm in the wrong place. If you can even understand that. I guess not, I guess if I explained my feelings to you, you'd think I'm a loon. Well, I may be..Idk...I really don't care what you think. I feel like I'm not supposed to be here. I just feel so out of place. I've felt like this off and on for a very long time & it came back.:( & my dreams aren't helping me any. They're telling me the same thing. My dreams are weird, creepy, but, interesting enough to write a book about them. These last few weeks, I've had the most vivid dreams ever. None of them relate to each other at all except for the simple fact that in each dream, I'm not here. & there was a few that had people..that I don't know..never seen before...I'm just scared I guess. I don't know what to do, how to react..nothing. I can't share this with anyone, I'll get classified as mentally challenged & put in sped. & I'm not mentally challenged. I know that for a fact. It's just...I don't think anyone would understand what I'm trying to say. I guess I could tell them all I typed here but, once again, I'd be classified as a loon! LOL I guess that all I can do is pray about it & Let God take over. I just need to keep following His plan.

I <3 you God!
Steph Alderson.
An Unclassified Loon.

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