mask it outt.

My day's been flat out horrible.
This day has to be the worst one yet.
You know it really gets old..smiling and laughing when you really don't feel like smiling and you really don't think somethings funny but, that's what you gotta do. Hide behind a mask for as long as possible and then when your mask cracks..make sure it's late at night when everyone's a sleep or in the shower. or when you're all alone. Yes, it's quite simple. Depression? Maybe. Enough to make me want to actually injure or kill myself? No..not yet atleast. but, I'll be fine...Just need to refresh "the mask" & I'll be set to go.

Later.
Steph