Wednesday, September 14, 2011

God Loves You.

A lot of "pebbles" have been thrown at me lately,
but I've kept my faith. I even found a bracelet out of know where..
the bracelet I used to wear all the time that said Faith. I took it as a sign from God to keep going strong and doing what I'm doing.
My aunts been battling cancer for a few years now, and the horrid experience is coming to an end. I hate that she had to go through this, I hate that anyone would have to.. But she fought threw it but God is ready to bring his daughter home.. I love You God. I don't want her to go ,but I know I'll see her again some day. I hope that all the uproars caused by ignorance doesn't effect our family's relationships. Family has to stick together. I love you aunt mary, You're beautiful..Just like you always told us, You have a wonderful voice, & I know you'll sing to us down here. I wish I could visit you, but I understand why you don't want us to see you right now.. I love you Aunt Mary. God loves you too....

...Steph.

Monday, September 5, 2011

Friday, August 19, 2011

dfasf

I've been running literally lately..
In fact, I ran in loads of rain yesterday and it was even lightning..not
safe! but, it wasn't lightning when me and the new xc coach started.. and we had to get back somehow! Thank goodness, my dear uncle larry picked us up!! Haha (: It was fun...scarryy but FUN. :)

I can't wait for the race tomorrow!

Steph

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Life's full of rough times.. a lot of em but God will always love me. I Love You God!

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Tuesday, June 21, 2011

:)


:) Well, I think that when someone dies you should respect it and not make rude comments saying "Thank God" or "It's their own fault." They're gone, respect it!! I can't stand how people judge a person, just because of their last few days,weeks,months, or even years of life. People tend to only notice the negative instead of the positive and it's killin' me. Lol :)

My aunt's back in the hospital again...They said this is it, but they've said that so many times, is it bad for me to not really, truly, believe it this time? Oh well. I know that either way, God will watch over her. I love you, btw, God! (:

Everything's been crazy lately, but I'm not complaining. :)
Life wouldn't be fun if it was easy & there would be no purpose if it was simple. Lord, I pray that you help me keep my mind on You, instead of everything around me.. I kinda have a bad habit of getting distracted.


I love You!!

Steph's Out.
(:

Friday, June 3, 2011

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My life has had it's bumps, and there are still bumps ahead, but I still love my God and I still love everyone, including my family. I lose my temper and forget from time to time, but I know I'm imperfect. Everyone is. I'm here to get closer to God and to follow his Will. I wish the devil would stop trying to get me off my path, but it's okay because you can't stop me from believing.

I love you God! (:
Steph

I also love my parents, siblings, school, teachers, and everyone in my life. (:

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Well, Life Has Been Great Lately...I'm Still Confused On Some Stuff, But God is my father, So I am very alright! (: I Love You God! Thanks 4 Everything....
-Steph(:

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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Twists and Turns Hault. (:

Soo, my life has been full of twists and turns..and rumors that me and God know aren't true but I think the twists and maybe the turns are taking a break 4 a while. I LOVE YOU GOD!!:) I'm ready 2 hang wit ab and da gangzta bestiez 2mrw and mck :) The devil can't control me. Throw anything you want at me..I got Jesus Christ's blood running through my veins! I live and ALWAYS WILL for Him! :)

Steph's Out

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Yeahh :)

I love my life,, my everything, my God!! :)
Life has been super duper wonderful lately!!
I've been having fun, eating lots of candy:), & just chillaxing.
Play tomorrow...Not really nervous.. guess I don't really care. LOL :)
& I'm ready for the alumni vs. sr high game Saturday!! Gunna be beast.

I'm out.
Steph :)

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Anything(:

Soo,
My day was pretty dull, but life has been fantastic lately!! :) Minus the Algebra2 testing today!!!I've been confused, had killer headaches, but to
think...there are people who are more confused,people who fight for us, and people who are starving,so why should I complain, when no matter how bad ourlives may seem, there is someone struggling more than meand you. I'm ready to make a difference. I don't want to waste my life wishing, wanting, and begging. I want to live my life loving,caring, helping, and living for God!! Following His Will for me! :) I am only one person, but it only takes one butterfly to pollinate a flower..You can take that any way you want to. The way I look at it, I am confident enough in my decisions lately, to be able to answer any questions God may ask me about them. I can honestly explain to God that I wasn't thinking, that I made a mistake.I'm not here to make excuses, I'm here to make my mark,make a difference, and to make this world a better place. To inspire. Encourage. Love. Smile. & I will do these things,because with the love from my God and for my God,I can do anything!!!



Steph is out. :)

Saturday, April 30, 2011

My Personality

Personality Type Report for steph
Your Personality Preferences

EXTROVERT
You are social and outgoing. You are most comfortable when with other people and experiencing the world first hand. Interaction with others and first hand experiences energize you. It is not unlike you to start conversations with strangers. You have a preference for the outer world: people, activities, and things. Other people provide you with a mirror, sounding board to help you develop ideas and plans. Being alone may sap your energies. Your concept of the world is derived from experiencing it firsthand and then drawing conclusions.

INTUITIVE
While you do process information through your senses you add a twist to your processing by relying on intuition and serendipity. You look for undercurrents of meaning and abstractions in what you experience physically. You do not just see things just as they are, but as what they could be. While you may rely on common sense at times, you trust inspiration far more.

PERCEIVING
You like to have as much information as possible before making a decision. Putting off a final decision until the last moment does not make you uncomfortable. Indeed once a decision is made, a course plotted, you may feel a bit uneasy, because you feel bound to a certain course of action. You would much prefer to wait and see what happens. You enjoy the opportunity to improvise. Commitments are not etched in stone to you, and are changeable.

FEELING
You make decisions subjectively based upon your values and what is important to you. How people will be affected by your decisions is important to you. You are likely to make decisions based upon what you feel is acceptable and agreeable rather than what is logical. Your truths are founded in your values and those of the society you live in. It is important to remember that we are discussing how you evaluate data and make decisions, and that you rely on your feelings to do so in no way implies you are overly emotional.

Your Personality Type
Extrovert/Intuitive/Feeling/Perceiving



You are a very creative optimist who never has a shortage of new ideas. You accept others as they are, like to be helpful, and are compassionate. Your freedom and independence are very important to you. Your well-developed insight into others and communication skills allow you to inspire those around you. You have a good sense of humor and love to have fun.

In relationships you may turn intimacy into an all-encompassing pursuit. You are very aware of what those around you are thinking and doing. Your people skills allow you to make friends instantly and make almost anyone comfortable. You tend to idealize your relationships. You like your relationships to be very intense--you want to feel everything. The warmth and affection you give others is very deep and genuine.

Famous People of Your Type:

Franz Joseph Haydn, Samuel Clemens, Will Rogers, Buster Keaton, Theodor "Dr." Seuss Geisel, Mickey Rooney, Carol Burnett, Paul Harvey, Elizabeth Montgomery, Bill Cosby, Dom Delouise, Dave Thomas, Martin Short, Meg Ryan, Robin Williams, Sandra Bullock, Robert Downey.

Occupations Suited to Your Type Include:

Actor, artist, clergy, consultant, entertainer, entrepreneur, personal service provider, journalist, marketer, media specialist, mediator, recruiter, sales person, business owner, teacher, and writer.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Yeahhh.

Life has been ok lately.
God has blessed me.
& He has taken some people off of Earth, but not out of my life.
I love them all soo much!! & You never know how great someone is until they've passed away. I know God has everything under control.
I love you God! :) Thank you for my life, my friends, my family, & for making me, me. :)

Steph is Out.


Name: Stephanie
Birthday: 10/30
Birthplace: The Hospital,, duhh:)
Favourite Color: Blue or Red:)
Favourite Drink: Grapette..
Favourite Food: It changes... Stromboli:)
Favourite Sport: Basketball,, & Running
Time right now: 4:03 :)
Hair Color: Dirty Blonde
Nail polish right now: Red
Size feet: 6 and a half:) but I like wearing 7.5 instead. :)
Dress size: Dude, I don't have a size. I always have to get them altered. lol
Height: 5' 3"
Perfume: Violet :)
Glasses?: Nooopeee
Last party?: Hahaha
Favorite Male celebrity: Justin Bieber:) He's short &&& Good looking:) LOL
Favorite Female celebrity: Boo! Lol Jaykay,, Idk
Favourite season: Summer <3
Cold or hot nights: hot
Tea or Coffee: Neitha!
Favorite Band: Hmmm, Idk!!
Favorite TV Show: Scrubbbssss
Best friend: I really don't know. lol:)
Can you trust this person?: If I knew who they were, & They were my best friend, then they would b trustworthy or I wouldn't call them a best friend. lol :)
Do they approve of the last person you kissed?: No, No I don't. lol
Song you can’t stop listening too: Idk
Flats or heels: FlAtS! This chick? Heels? NOO!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Saturday, April 9, 2011

I love you! :)

So, I found out some stressful & sad information Friday. lol
& I will pray for God's Will , but I'm kinda hoping that God's Will means for things to stay the way they are, but if not I will build a bridge and get over it. lol I love you God!!!! :)

Today has been great... I've really had nothing to do so I've took pictures & edited pictures all day... I'ma pretty boring person. Lol :) I finished the Lord of the Rings!!! I want to read the rest of the series.

Hopefully church tomorrow!!
I love you God, with alllll my heart! :)I pray that you give me
the strength,wisdom,love,patience, I need to follow your Will!! I love you! :)


Steph

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Lol :) :)

Soo..
I don't really know what I'm doing ,but
I know God does..... Wow. Lol I'm stupid.
Testing has been.. fun! NOT! :) LOL
& P.E is the best class ever,
we were finally playing frisbee & then bam,
stupid tests made me miss 2nd hour!! LOL :)
Oh well, I was just tired the whole day. lol
But Track practice was.. fun. Ha I had like the worst headache ever ,but ohh well,,, I liked throwing the football. ha:)
I'm ready for Friday!! Testing's over & I'ma outta this place for 2 whole days.. :D Yeah buddy. :-) hahahahhahaha

I love you God!
Steph :)

Bball inside tomorrow! yeah:) lol

Monday, April 4, 2011

Who am I.. GOD's Daughter. :)

Life has been so weird lately.. Like I've fallen in a hole n can't dig myself out..I jus gotta remember who I'm here for.. JESUS CHRIST!! I love you!:) n my amazing heavenly father!! I feel like I'm n a dark place right now, but I have Jesus Christs blood running through my veins. So u can jus back off devil. I Love you God! =-)
-Steph......
.thinking..
bout time I do.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

:) God makes me smile!!

Life has been great lately, especially yesterday and today. :)
God is great!!!!!!! Frisbee today was fun. :) I decided I kinda like it. lol & Basketball practice was fun and hilarious!!! :D Lol & Guess whattt,,, i love my school. (: lol
My teachers are great, classmates are my bestmates, & I love my teammates. :) Enjoying this adventure ANDDDDD
I'm ready for a new adventure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

I love you God with all my heart!!!!!!
You make me smile. :)

:)

Steph Alderson

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

.One God... Enough for me!

My life, thoughts, actions, reasons... just aren't the same.
Gahh.
I just wish I knew how to control this.
It's in God's hands. I love you God!
Gahhh,,, stress. confusion. laughter. anger. hungry.
gahhh.

Too many emotions.
Too many frusterations.
Too many blanks.

One God!! Enough for me!!!
I love you God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Steph

Friday, March 18, 2011

Beeing a being. =)

While waiting patiently for another child of God to enter the world, I find a stuffed bee, letting me know tht Melissa (meaning honeybee) is almost here. Another miracle fixing to start a life, a journey, & discover things that I may never see. God, please deliver Melissa into this world safely and healthy while keeping my sis safe and healthy as well. -Steph

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Saturday, March 12, 2011

:)Glorious God!

:))
Life has been glorious lately.:)
I had some problems and then I said forget the problems!!
God is my life. So, I don't have time for things like that.
:))
I've had a great day!!
Great week!!!
& I absolutely can't wait for school Monday!! :)
I do pray however, that however I offended or angered this person, that they forgive me bc I have no idea what I did wrong. But I will not fret.
Patience is the key. & I truly am sorry for whatever I may have done.

:) I love you God!!!!!!!!

Steph :)

"Believe in none of what you hear, and half of what you see"

"Believe in none of what you hear, and half of what you see"
-Benjamin Franklin



You shouldn't believe what people say just because they say it, and half of what you see because what you see is not always the truth...

Lately, life has just been full of everyone believing what they hear. Oh my gosh..Rumors, lies, confusion!! That's what comes out of not hearing it for yourself. Don't judge someone because of what someone else says. Even if your best friend in the whole wide world said it. I've experimented lately and I said one thing to one person "in confidence" and then I have like 5 people come tell me what they heard, and they were all different versions!!That was all of the proof I need. You don't believe what you hear, unless you hear it yourself. Thank you God for that understanding!! :)

Also, just because you think you saw something, doesn't mean you necessarily saw it. I'm not being like oh double think yourself, but just because you think someone was crying, doesn't mean they were, if you don't know the story behind what you saw, then you actually didn't see what was going on. not knowing the whole story, means you don't know it at all..


God, I love you for helping me realizing these things!
You are amazing!! :)

Steph :)

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Being a Subscript & Adjective - The best part of life. :)

Sometimes, you gotta be the subscript instead of the climax.
:)
Life has been great lately....
Miracles do happen. :)
& I'm ready for track season!!!
:)
Life can't get much better than this, when you're Fearless.
God is great!! :) School is good!!
& My life...is Crazy. :)

I like life better, when I'm not the center of attention. How is a person supposed to learn, if the spotlight is constantly on them?
I couldn't stand that!! :) I can't see why it's so important to some people, to always be the subject, and not the adjective. If you think about it, the people who aren't constantly trying to gain others approval or attention, normally have more fun and get the job done.
:) That's just the way I like it. & it's just the way I roll. (:


Can't wait for STEPH JR. to be born.... or Melissa, which ever you prefer.. :D

God, I Love You! :D
Steph Alderson =-)
The Bomb Diggity.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Dear, Ness =)

Ness,
whenever you stalk this blog,
just thought I'd say that I love you!!!!!! :)
& that all goes great with the pregnancy and stuff.

& Don't worry!! In a few days,
when I try to teach the newborn how to dunk it, you're gunna be there, to stop me, because, hahaha I really do planning on teaching her how to dunk early, look I even didn't call it an it this time!! Wow..Oops. :D Hahah

But, I can't wait for you to have her so we can all play pick-a-boo and then I can't wait til she can eat baby food, so I can steal her apple sauce, like I did the twins.

Love you!!!

Steph Alderson

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

It can't get any better than this... I'm Fearless! :) God is great! =)

Life has been great lately... Everything's been goin' wit da flow. =)
My shoulders been giving me heck ,but that's aight. I'm ready for next Thursday!!!!!:) Hahahahah
The other day my father and I were picking on my brother calling him JU (Justin Urban) bc he hates Justin Bieber and Keith Urban and he was like, "oh yeah, well I'm going to call you FU!!" & Dad & I started cracking up!!! He said it meant Fart Urban.. Lol WOW. :)

& Then in Walmart I was distracted and I accidently ran the cart up my dads leg!! He has a huge bruise , but it was soooo funnnyy. :D Hahhaha:) Lol.
Yeah.

& Anyways, I'm ready for school tomorrow!!!! :) & This weekend, Haha Ran's getting a trophy for their ball season!! :) Oh yeah peewee boys!! :)

It cracks me up how I got a random text from someone I don't know and how my reply was like "Umm, you're texting the wrong person, I just so happen to be Dorneyyyzzz nieceee!" Hahahah:) I did not get a reply back!!



Life is great!!:)
Come on track season!!!:)



God is Great! Life is Good!!:)
& People are crazy! =)


Steph Alderson.
Assistant Coach. =) //// Manager/// BEAST/// bomb diggity/// Wedgepicker///frosty/// whatever else. :)

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

My day, Fun day! :) Lol

Lets go back...back to the beginning..back to just the Earth, the sun, & the moon.

I'm ready for the tourni tomorrow.. Yeah.
Ummm.,,,,,////....;;;;''''' I'm also ready for SUNSHINE!! All sunshine not this springy weather stuff. :) Lol & I wish basketball season wasn't ending. I don't want to go to the doctor over my arm, even though it keeps getting worse. I really want an icecream cone. & Yeah,,,,,, Hahahhah:) I just felt like whining a little bit.

My day -

Pre-AP English - Umm,, we were supposed to write about an award you will be presented with in 20 years.. Best Jockey Alive Award!! Bayybayy!!;) Haha with my prize colt, Scrumptious. Ha!!!
Dude, besides that me n taylor talked.. & Rae was grumpy.... LOL :)

P.E - we helped clean off the bleachers & then we played basketball.. me, kaleb, justin, n josh vs. dylan, austin, & tristan & travis. We WON! :) LOL Coach continued to deny the obvious fact that I AM ASSISTANT COACH. Duhh, everyone knows that... Ok, well atleast I do. :D Hahhahah:) N I don't care whatcha say coach, I am. :)


Health... Ick! Hahha jk!! :) It was all cool. Haha
Real letter - Dear Coach,
I forgive you for first, stealing my picture & then my watch. I know I'm a creepy whiney bag but, you are cool. :) (a scribble where I accidently wrote loveLOL ) and then Sincerely, Steph:)

Coach's Version - (don't remember it exactly) LOL
Dear Coach,
I am sorry for my stinky breath.. Then it said something about a dude named joseph. n me lovn him. Ickk:) Lol .. & then it said something about me asking for some cinnamon candy. Lol

I got the candy though!! :) & He eventually gave me my watch back..

AND GLADLY ADMITTED THAT I WAS THE ASSISTANT COACH.....NOT!!!!!!! I WISH!! HAHAHAHHA:)

Algebra2- I H-A-T-E-D this class today. It ticked me off extremely! Why can't he teach!? Why does Mrs. Stepp get fired when atleast she tried! This guy is in nice words, annoying. I am just irritated. It happens. I'll get over it. Boo. Lol

CBA- typed two reports. epic typing speed bayybayyy:) Lol jk..

LuNcH - rae n westo were Fightttinnnggg!! I had to take Westoz side this time (in my head ofcourse) because she was all ticked bc he failed his drivers test. Mad. Bc of that. Wow.... Pathetic. Jus' Sayin'! Lol :P
I had lots of chicken which contained PINK. Ick. Learn.to.cook. for crying out loud. I like my chicken, like I like my steak...WELL DONE!!!!!! Ha, I crack myself up. :)

AgSci&Tech - we toured the shop for OmG the 50th time. I know where the tools are n I know what a stinking drill is...Helloooo, I've dropped one on my toe. :) Lol But, I also found out that I am going on 3 FFA trips in March.. yayy:) Lol & Kate n Mckayla are on Dairy Foods Team now.. :) Yayy. I'm not alone with Creepy Justin & Devin. Lol

Basketball - FUN!!:) Lol We practiced...Um, duh. :) Lol but, it was fun.. worked on defense and offense.. I'm ready for the tourni tomorrow!!

Science- did fruit & then test.. :) Lol


MY DAY WAS GREAT!!
gotta get off bc broz being a whiney babyyy:) Lol

Justin Bieber = Awesome.

Steph Alderson :)

Friday, February 11, 2011

30 Challenge :) Part 2.

20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Umm I'd love and I WILL travel to Ireland:)

21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Absolutely nothing. There's been the good times & there's been the bad. I don't want to forget anything.

22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at


23 - A picture of your favorite book
ummmm, I don't know.

24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Cancer. I wish it was gone. :/

25 - A picture of your favorite day
We FINALLY had school again. :) !!! :)

26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
My life. :) God!

27 - A picture of yourself and a family member

28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Being faced with something & not knowing what to do and how to react.

29 - A picture that can always make you smile
It was the first year we actually had a coach. Coach Ammann was neve ra coach to us. She might of had the title but, still. Anyways, every game I took a picture in the shower. Best year ever:)



30 - A picture of someone you miss
Are you serious?
This is how you're going to end the 30 Challenge thing? By asking about someone you miss? Hello,, that is not a happy ending!!:)

I miss a lot of people but, it's something I've come to realize is life.
People come and go. People die. I wish it didn't have to be that way but,
it is that way.

God is great!!:)
Steph Alderson

Ha! I completed it!

30 Challenge :) Part 1.


01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts

1. I am 15=-)
2. Blonde <3 3. I wanna be coach! 4. Runningz amazing:) 5. I love smiling. 6. Blue is amazing. 7. :)Laughing is great. 8. Basketballz it. 9. I love food. 10. Snow is nerve racking to me. 11. I love you! =-) 12. God is great! 13. I love my school. 14. Razorbackz r the best. 15. Navy Seals are my heroz! :) 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest



03 -your favorite show
SCRUBS!!!:)

#04 - A picture of your favorite night

FFA Camp Night - the greatest. :)

05... - A picture of your favorite memory
I love school=-) Al
All my favorites happened here. :)


06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
..I don't want to put a picture of someone else on here. But, my coach. Just so I could coach for a day.

07 - A picture of your most treasured item



08 - A picture that makes you laugh hahaha:)

09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
I aint puttin a picture but, my mom, dad, sarah, n coach. :)

10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with
Hahaha:) I don't know..

11 - A picture of something you hate
Stupidity.

12 - A picture of something you love
God!:)


13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Dude, I don't know. Right now I'm digging Kutless but, it changes from day to day.

14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
No pic... Umm, mom, dad, amy, randy, ness, God, coach, my teammates.

15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
I wanna race horses. :) & Skydive.

16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Coach, Rotnei Clarke, God:)

17 - A picture of someone that has made a huge impact on your life recently Woww, umm, lotta peepz have made impacts, a lot not good impacts:) Lol But, the most recent good impact thtz been made was from Coach when he gave me advice. Lol

18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Gahh, Ya know.. I really don't know bc I honestly don't care. Lol

19 - A picture and a letter
Dear God,
You are what keeps me smiling and happy. You gave me this life, my family, my inspirations! If it wasn't for You, I wouldn't be typing this right now. I wouldn't even exist. Thank you so much!! I love you with all my heart!!!! :)
-Love,
Steph Alderson:)


....To be continued.

Steph Alderson
Smilee!:)

Soo,,
Another snow day. No school again. Yay. Whoot.
Yeah, not that much fun.
I have a headache and I don't feel good. :) Lol
& I'm ready for school next week!
But, I think it's a little dumb how the FBLA thing is on Valentine's day. Hellooo, gay. Lol But, oh wellz.

:) & I think I'm pretty much tired of snow.
It's fun to play in, it's pretty, I love shoving my brother in it, but, no school for over 7 days...Crazy! :) Lol I want it to dissapear until next year!!!!:) Haha

Steph Alderson's Out.
God is Great!:)

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Yo Show! Day of Snow! :)


My day has been a day. A wonderful day!! :)
Yesterday, was the best of all!! I had SCHOOL!! Snow day today, though. Boooo :) But, we'll probably have school on Saturday,, yayy! No school tomorrow.

My day yesterday consisted of -
1. Reading some dinosoar book & Finally Taylor came and made first hour less boring!! (every1 else is too quiet!)

2. P.E! The whole total of 4 people there helped get ready for the Jr. District Tourni.

3. Health! We worked in our journals and talked about things. My horse plan is complete! Ha:D Jk

4. Algebra2.. We helped Mrs. S w/ Valentine Baloon things. I can tie ribbon great now:) Lol

5. CBA - I made a collage:)

6. We worked in the shop... Yayy. Lol jk

7. Basketball! Helped coach again... I cleaned up bird poop:) Lol & A spider was on me & Sarah smooshed it. LOL:o)

8. Colored!! & Goofed off!! :D Haha "steph is fat!" is all over the board now. :) Victory!

Yes, yesterday was a fantastic day. Today, has been full of feeling sick. but, that's ok! :) We got 8 1/2 inches of snow! Yayyze:) It's prettyful.
I played in it. It's cold... Lol Wow, I'm stating the obvious.

Well, I'm outta here. =)
-Steph Alderson

God is GREAT! :)

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Steelers!!!!! =-)

Ehh,
I feel sick,,, "Uncle Tom" decided to make his dreaded visit today. Boo on you!! But, that aint gunna stop my shine because the STEELERS are going to WIN the SUPER BOWL!!!! I like Greenbay to, yeah nothin' against 'em but, I'm all gold for the Steelers tonight baby!! =-)
We got the food layed out, all that's left to do is set back and watch the Steelers kick some Packers butt!!

I was kinda hopin' we'd have school tomorrow but, I don't think we're gunna... Lol I so hope we do though, I need some sunshine!! =-)
& I miss my nonstop talking!!!! :D

I love you, GOD!:) You put a smile on my face & that itself is already something I'm not worthy of but, yet you do it! You're amazing! I LOVE YOU! :)

Steph Alderson

Thursday, February 3, 2011

=-)

"Are you tryin' to bring back the tears or just the memories? You keep takin' me back, takin' me back where I've already been. When we hang up it's almost like I'm losing you again. Can't you see? So what do you want, what do you want from me?" .


Ha, my days been good...
No school again tomorrow...

I feel so.. different.

Steph Alderson =-)

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Fantasies are apart of Reality :)

Ahhhhh, I'm so lonely!! LOL=-)
I'm being for rizzle though. The fam is getting tired of communicating with me, it seems. Lol & Since, Tuesday, I decided I'm not talking on the phone anymore. If people want to talk to me, they'll call me. Lol =-) Unless, you're Mrs. J & You ask me to call people about the FBLA thing.. Lol Yeah, I did that yesterday. =-) Haha I feel so lost. I don't know what to think, what to do. Gahhh.

God, I love You!!!!!!:):):):)
You're the best! You're what I live for!
& Even though, I seem to get distracted and impatient,
I love you with all my heart!! & I am working on being less distracted and less impatient.

Steph Alderson =)
"I like nonsense -- it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope... and that enables you to laugh at all of life's realities." -Dr. Seuss

Snow dayz, Lay Low Dayz:)

Sooo.. no school tomorrow..again!!:) That's 3 days in a row! I soo hope we have school Friday, I wanna play some basketball!!:) Lol

& My day has been great!! I gotta sleep in & talk to muh besties pretty much all day. I've already read 3 books. Lol & I'm hungry=-)

I love my amazing God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

Steph Alderson

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

You! ♥

Everything has been so crazy lately, that I haven't quite figured out what to do and I sure as flamingoz don't understand any of this. All I feel like doing is lieing down but, all I want to do is have fun. I find my self a step further back from God each day. I know this but, I can't seem to get myself untangled from this giant knot. I love God, I very truly do. & I pray that I get out of this mess. I wish I could understand everything that's been thrown my way & everything that's been took away but, as of this moment, I am lost. But, I Will change that. My lack of patience seems to be getting me deeper in this mess & I Will start being more patient, or I will die trying. I do, however, understand that life isn't easy & I need to stop worrying about my know & get back on my path & follow God's will. & I will. I will start Now. I will be patient and follow God's will because by doing so, this knot will be untangled. Lord, I love you with all my heart. I'm sorry for choosing my selfish, impatient self over You. I Will try my very hardest to be more patient & to stop forgetting who I am here for. You! ♥

Steph Alderson

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Dreaming...

Dreaming.
One of the worst & best parts of life. =-)
Dreams allow you to go play places you might never see, places no one else will ever see. They allow you to get away from reality and take a breather. Wouldn't it be nice if we could understand all of our dreams? I don't think it would be. Somethings in life should remain a mystery or just remain theories. Knowing everything there is to life is not why we were put here. So why are we always trying to figure out all the forms of bugs, when we could be helping people get saved!? Why are we so self centered,, always wanting to accomplish something scientifically, physically, blah blah blah, that we can't just take a breather in reality? We are always thinking about success as mortals that we forget why we are here, we are here because GOD created us. We are here to follow GODS will. Maybe, we should stop thinking about ourselves and think more about Him. I love you God!!:) & I pray for the strength,patience,knowledge,love & smiles to do all of these things. You are great! :)

Steph Alderson

Saturday, January 22, 2011

This is me...

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Boredom:)

Friday, January 21, 2011

30 Questions for people whomz parents won't allow them to go to sleep!

1. Let's start out with an Oh-So original question...Single, Taken, Talking?

Single.



2. What's your zodiac sign?

Scorpio


3. Whats your birthday?

Oct. 30th

4. Who did you last kiss?

Nosey. :P



5. Where were you two hours ago?

A placee:)


6. Is there anyone you will never forget?

Yes!


7. What song reminds you of your best friend?

I dunnoo..:)


8. What month is it?

January.



9. What song lyrics are stuck in your head?

Lost and Found

10. Favorite song?

I don't think I have one.



11. Are you planning on getting married some day?

Hmm. Dunno. Dont care.

12. Do you want kids? Just put an X if you don't.

Yes (:



13. If you want kids, how many and what are their names? Put an X if you don't want them.
1 or 2 or 3:) Lol
I dunno if itz a boy, I wanna name it Stephen, not pronounced steffen. Lol & If it's a girl then I dunno.. I don't want to name it Steph bc thtz what I'm called. Lol


14. Do you have any pets?

A puppy & cat.


15. What color is your room?

Purple & Yellow Lol


16. What was the last thing you ate?
Potatoes

17. Last thing you said outloud?

Byyeee


18. What is your favorite season? Why?

Summer:) It's warm & the leaves and mountains are so pretty:)


19. What are you listening to?

Some show. Lol


20. Favorite pair of shoes?

Dunno

21. Are you popular at school, or were you?
Dunno


22. Who do you miss?
Oh haha...
Church Camp!
'Nuf Said!! :)


23. Do you prefer day or night better?

BOTH!!:)

24. What are you wearing on your feet?

Socks.



25. Do you like it when people copy your statuses?

They copy, they get kicked!! Duhh:)


26. Do you get mad when people copy your style?

Lol, what style?



27. Do you write neatly?

Not really.



28. Favorite subject in school?

Civics.



29. What do you want to be when you are an adult or what are you already?

Coach.


30. What time is it right now?
1:20 a.m..im sleepy. Lol


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The Note Of Blabbing

I was going to be a good girl and go to sleep early but, then I was rudely told no because I have to stay up and babysit. It's 1 in the morning!!:) Lol
Life has been easy, my mouth has finally stopped hurting!! & My days off haven't been as bad as I thought they would be. I hope we have school Monday...6 days in a row at home is not a good way to stay sane. :)
I had a weird dream last night..I was like in a different world & when I woke up it was a hard bite to find out that it was just a dream. I liked my dream.. Lol :) But, I can't wait for youth conference, even though mom doesn't now I'm going yet.. How can you say no to adorable little me? Easily but, still!! :) I will make sure she can't say no. Muahahaa:) I really should sleep but, noo. I blame this pointless note of blabbing on my parents.

Yours Truly,
Steph Alderson :)


GREAT GLOBS OF GLUTEN!! GOD IS GREAT!!! :D

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

SuBwAy:)

My Mouth Hurts!!!!:)
Haha Orthodonist appointment, gotta 'nother train put in & some new thing on that keeps digging in my gums. Oh & more elastics): They suck. Lol But, I got Subway so I'm happy. :)
I miss school though. One day away is too much. Ha:P

God is great!!!:)


I miss the past but, I'm still ready for the future.

Steph Alderson:)

Monday, January 17, 2011

StEpHaNiE! :D

My day has been supertasticly great!:)
I had a great conversation about cow houses.:)

{{-AgSci&Tech- Mrs. S - what else does carpentry do? Kaleb - Chicken Houses. Me- Cow houses!! Josh - Steph, do you mean a barn? Raelyn&Me- Bahahahah:) ♥ Good times.. ♥}}

& I managed to turn the light off right in the lobby in the gym!!
The 6th graders promised I could sit by them next year when they move up to highschool!:D & That I'm their favorite highschooler. SNAP! ha jk:) & Then, I scrimmaged w/ the 5th n 6th graders afterschool. Me, Lucas, N austin kicked butt!:D Hahah:) & Now I'm ready for the game tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

I feel a little bit bad because a dude n my class named Justin - darn fello' - had his mom, his sister, his little sister ((for crying out loud)) all message me (seperate messages) on facebook asking me out. & Then he wanted me to call him blaha blah blah. i don't wanna date 'em. He aint a bad guy but, he's more like a lil bro to me & plus, I. Don't. Date. :) So, yeah they've all let me know whatta great guy he is, blah blah. I know the intention is to make me feel guilty but, guilt doesn't make me change my mind. When I make a decision, I stick to my decision.. & If you want to keep messaging me about how that makes me a bad person, that's you judging me. I can't help that I said no to something. I can't help that I don't date when I don't love. Sorry!

But, I'm in a greattt moodd! & I wanna Subway sandwhich now, *sigh* :) Lol

Dear God, I love you!=-)

Steph Alderson

Saturday, January 15, 2011

"Don't let your fire burn out!!!" :)

Life has been great lately..
Bundles better than it was the last time I posted..
I've realized some things and have came to conclusions that I plan to stand by and succeed in. I know life isn't easy & I've accepted that 100%... When I see people out there wasting their life with drugs, useless dating, drinking, sex.. It disgusts me but, reminds me of how happy I am to have God in my life. Smiling is a lot more fun than that stuff.((: I've let the past be the past.. FINALLY!! & Now I'm happpyyyyyy:D & Ready for Ran's next ball game!!! I dunno why. Lol But, I have a game Tuesday so I have to miss his.)): Boo. Lol jk. & I think I'm in some dangerous territory w/ somethings - Gunna have to get out of it. Lol &&&& I'm ready for the FBLA Conference, the Greenhand conference, the bball game, 10th grade, to finish my book((:, the 30th!!!, & to find out what God has in store for me next. I love you God!!!

-Steph Alderson is Outttt((:

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Lead Me To The Cross..

Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
...I belong to You
Oh, lead me, lead me to the cross



Steph Alderson..

My Day..

My Day was a handful.
Not my "cup of tea"..
I don't feel all up to explaining it.
I don't feel like typing anymore.
& I sure as heck don't feel like smiling.
Who am I to call someone else rude?
But, who are they to yell at me?
Who am I to get mad?
But, who are they to get mad as well?
To me, we're both at fault. But, believe it or not, I truly don't care, this isn't what has been eating me up alive all day.
My realizations is what have been eating at my soul.
I've been trying to push it off, keep a smile and talk to sound out my thoughts...But, well, obviously that isn't working, I get irritated when someone doesn't babble along, I get angry when I receive no smile back, & I never push it off hard enough. It's as if smiling, talking, and ignoring is all that helps me through the day & at the end of the day, I still feel like I've failed & like a pile of crap that's been stepped in and ran over by a semi. Complaining. Whining. None of that will help.
Talking to anyone besides God, that won't help either. I'm obviously in this on my own, with God ofcourse....
But, lately that hasn't felt like enough & that is ridiculous, I know.
& That states my problem....
How to I delete the ridiculous...


God, please help me get back on my path.
I love you.
Steph Alderson.

Dear World,

Dear World,
I'm extremely tired of you. It seems everything has to be done and learned the hard way. Also, assumptions are always made, expectations are always highly difficult to succeed, judging is always happening, mean thoughts are always shot towards you, sometimes along with a mean look... Yes, you've failed to make anything easy. Walking away.. That's hard. Giving up... It's hard as well. Smiling when you feel like crying - Ohmygosh, almost impossible! Giving up a friend that has been the only thing keeping you from going crazy and crying in front of the whole school - Even harder. & Quite frankly, I'm tired of trying to please you, World. You seem to get harder each day. I feel if I isolate myself from all these people, all these places, I will grow and finally mature to where I need to. & I mean all people in general,,, Well, sorta, I just want to get away from anyone I've ever talked to, glanced at, everything familiar. I will ofcourse, wait until after college, and maybe a year after that so I can get some work but, I will get away from this place, if it takes the best of me, Oh well. I just need some space to figure out who I am & what I'm here to do. I always thought I knew what I wanted, who I am, whom to trust. But, neither of those three have I been correct about. I have no idea what I want or what I need. I don't know who I am.. & As far as trust goes, I, starting today, have lost all my trust for every single person I can think of. I don't know. I feel I've trusted people that I shouldn't of and it's only gotten me distracted on who I'm here for & that I know the answer to...GOD!!!:) World, as much as I dislike you at the moment, I will recover and start loving you again but, as far as my decisions changing,,Notta chance! As far as me trusting someone again in the near future? Nope! I'm here on my own, except for my God ofcourse. I have an amazing family & I love them so, I know they will always love me & I think badly of none of them. As far as friends go, I have a lot of them but, I think I rather have a true friend, the kind that God says does exist. & NO, I do not mean like a husband blah blah blah. I mean like a best friend & if you don't get that, I'm truly sorry. I do love all my friends and people God has put in my life though! As far as love goes, I'm through with it as well. I'm only a teenager, I have no idea what I need, want, or diserve. I'm not stupid but, neither am I smart. I'm here to learn, live, and love the Lord!! & As hard as it's going to be, I'm saying "goodbye" to the things, people, and ways of my past that have distracted me from who I am here for.

World, I dislike you but, I completely understand and will come around to forgiving you because unfortunatly, I fail at staying mad at someone, even though I feel they diserve it! Or maybe they don't... My anger and confusion has put me in a faroff place that I don't like. I get angry over nothing. I get confused easily. When will, I learn to be patient? When will I learn that the world doesn't evolve around me. Gahhhhhhh.


Gosh,
God, please help me stay strong and follow your Will. I love you, oh so much!! & I'm glad you put the answers in my head today. You proved to me that it is wrong to trust people, and to look up to people because they are what I just said, people. They are just as human as me. I am not dissing them. I am imperfect, as well. I've learned I need to look to YOU for answers, not anyone else. As hard as that will be, I will be strong and do so..... Lord, I love you. & Thanks for watching over me at my most desperate time. & For somehow keeping me from crying.

Steph Alderson

Monday, January 10, 2011

Snow Dayy!!:)

My day has been......Fun!:) Lol

I woke up around lunch and went and played in the snow!! The snow day was great and all but, I'm pretty ready to go back to school!! & I hope we do because we have a game and yeah.. Lol Someone parked their truck in our yard...Dunno who, but how rude!!:P Lol & In the middle of the pretty snow..Lame!! So, my theory is their is a car bomb in it that is going to go off and kill me and my neighbor hahaha ...Some say they've been planning it since 9/11. Hahahah:P Anyways, I'm hoping someone just got stuck, it was late..they didn't wanna wake us, and so they left it there and walked home.. I hope. Lol They may have knocked, knowin' us we didn't hear it!! Lol

I love snow but, it can go away now!!:)

I love you Lord!!

Steph Alderson is out!

Sunday, January 9, 2011

=-) Washing My Tears Away!!!! =-)

Wow. Today has been a definite emotional rollercoaster for me. "Uncle Tom" decided today of all days to make his dreaded visit. Thanks alot dude. :/ Thanks to "him", ha jk! But, I have been a crybaby today. I've cried tears of joy,sadness, anger, confusion...This is what that stupid uncle does to me!! Lol Ok, so I cry a lot without him but, still.... Anyways, so I was laying on my bed crying and I feel this annoying hard thing under my pillow. I pull it out, planning to chunk it out of anger, and it was my Bible!! So instead, I hugged it to my face and cried on it. When I was done, my Bible wasn't even wet...... God was there. He held my hand through my emotional wreck & for that I love HIM!!!! I was crying over some people judging me and well, He reminded me that I shouldn't care, that He's always there, & for me to continue living for HIM not them. Thank you so much for waking me up & for washing my tears away!! I love you!!:)

Steph Alderson....
One tired kid...... Oh, & NO SCHOOL TOMORROW..

SNOOOWW DAYYY=-)

........................................

I wanna go back..back to the begining..before the earth, the sun, and the moon.......

God, Thank you for creating me and well everything. Thank you for always forgiving me when I lose my temper, when I do things I shouldn't, when I behave stupidly. Thank you. You are amazing and I love you so much..

I pray that you get rid of all this pain...


Amen..
Steph Alderson...

>:/

"Alone in this house again tonight, I got the tv on, the sound turned down, ..there's pictures of u n all around me, the way that it was and coulda been surrounds me, I'll never get over you walking away.. I thought that being strong meant never losing your self control..."

I didn't know anger could make you feel like this. So weak. So well angry... I'm tired of these things. Maybe it's time to end them.

Headache,dizzyness,sore throat, ......Is life really worth it?

Yes, life is very worth it but, am I worth all the trouble I cause. Guess I'll keep living and find out.

Steph Alderson........

The Questions That Are Worthless... :)

1. Spell your name as it sounds: Stef-uh-knee

2. Are you available? yes n plan on stayn dat way.

3. What your favorite number? 5 and 15:)

4. Favorite color(s)? Red..I'm in the red mood today. Lol & sometimes blue.

5. Least favorite color? Orange

6. What are you listening to? tv

7. Do you know how to swim? No.:(

8. Do you like roller coasters? Sho nuff.


**THE DOES:**


9. Does your car get good gas mileage? idk

10. Does your family have family picnics? nopee

11. Does your home have a bookcase? Yupp


**THE HAVES:**


12. Have you ever been to Canada? Nope

13. Have you ever gone fishing? Tons.

14. Have you ever seen a celebrity? no

15. Have you ever been on a motorcycle? Yep.


**THE HOWS:**


16. How much money do you have on you right now? dunno

17. How many cars have you owned? None

18. How many jobs have you had? None

19. How tall are you? 5'3"


**THE LASTS:**


20. Last person to call you? Kaleb

21. Last thing u said?Now

22. Last person you were in a car with? momma.

23. Last time you ate at McDonalds? like a week ago

24. Last thing you had for dinner? Pizza

25. The last thing you bought? music.

26. Last person you saw? amy

27. Last time you cried? like a week ago, i think..

29. Last time you laughed? Earlier today.


**THE WHATS:**


30. What is the temperature outside? Frickin' cold.

31. What time did you wake up? 11:)

**RAnDOMS:**


44. Do you have a best friend(s)? no

45. What goes best with a coke? me

46. What did you do two nights ago? I've slept since then.

49. Is your birthday coming up? nope

53. Where were you at 12:02 AM this morning? readn.

59. What was the first thing you thought this morning? sickkk:(

61. What are your plans for this weekend? its pretty much over

64. Coke or Pepsi? Coke.

66. What do you dislike at the moment? Life. Ha. Just playin'

67. What did you dream about last night? IT was soo weird.. I was a deer! lol

68. Whats the last TV show you watched? Idr

70. Name 1 person on your Top Friends that is most like you. No tops

72. Are you on any medication? no

73. Have you ever cut your own hair? no.

74. What is your favorite frozen treat? Uhh..ice cream?

75. How many piercings/tattoos do you have? None. earz2

76. Where's your favorite place to be? schoolll.

77. Is there a person you miss right now? Yupp

78. who was the last person to text you? raeee

79. Do you care what people think about you? Hardly.

82. Last person to tell you they love you? Hmm. I dunno.

84. Who was the last person to make you cry? Let's not discuss this.

85. Who can you tell anything to? God:)

86. What are you doing today? chilln

89. Do you like ketchup? No

90. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? No

91. What color is your pillow case? Camo

93. Have you ever been to California or Chicago? nooopee

97. What is your favorite fruit? Cherrys

98. What did you do today? ntn

99. Are you cold? Yes:/

100. Does it annoy you when someone says they will text or call and don't? If it's important.
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Complaining... The Good vs. The Bad.

Through out this year, I've realized that too many people complain about too many things. Isn't it great!!!??:D Now to you, it might be annoying but, I love it when people complain...In a way, in another way it annoys me. Have you ever thought about all God's done? He gave us everything we have, He created us and this world! He created all these things we continiously complain about. Without God, we wouldn't have anything to complain about. We would be nothing, have nothing, and we would all be in a scary place right now but, Jesus!!:) My super duper brother!! (& yours too!:)) Died for our sins! He gave us another chance at life and for those of you who's complaining, you're wasting that life. I've learned, quite recently, that you never know when your time is coming to an end. You might be in my aunts case, and know you're going to die soon but, you don't know exactly. So why waste your time complaining when you could be out there enjoying the life God gave us!! You could be spreading God's love instead of spreading your complaints. So, complaining..It reminds you of all what God did and does. but, is complaining really the right thing to do? I think not. When you hear someone complain, you should be reminded about God. About how if it wasn't for Him, you wouldn't be complaining right now. Lets stop complaining & lets enjoy God's love! Do you really want to die tomorrow as a complainer when you could die as an inspiration? God is amazing!!!!:) :)



Steph Alderson

Saturday, January 8, 2011

"Days like these, I wanna make 'em last!!"

"Turn it up a little bit louder, Turn it up I love this song. Come on boy, the world is ours, Lets do somethin' right or wrong. Life is short, lets go live it. Ain't no time for wasting time. Days like these, they go by way too fast. Yeah, days like these, you wanna make 'em last!!" :)

My day was incredibly fantastic!!♥
I got up at a decent time.. Go me!:) & I cleaned some...Another shocker! JK.. Then I got ready to go to a baby shower...There was a lot of good food!!:) We left early so we could go to Randy's ball game,,, They won!!:) Yeah Buddy!!! Then we got pizza n went home, which is where I just might be right now......... I love my life! I love how God protected my grandfather last night when he was having heart troubles. My heart kept telling me it was time to say goodbye but, my heart was wrong, as it often is & he is doing much better. Thank you, God!! Also, thanks for keeping your hands upon my friends when they got in a car wreck and then my other friends whom always did. You make me smile!!!!:) I love you......

♥ .....Days like these, you wanna make 'em last!!!!!.....♥

I love smiling. I'm a big fan of food. My friends and pretty much everyone makes me giggle. I love to run. I love to do anything someone doesn't think I can do...Not ina bad way! I love seeing people smile when I know they want to cry.... It's simple, I love life and this world God has blessed me to be apart of.. Wow, Thank You! :)


Steph Alderson......

Friday, January 7, 2011

The World Through My Eyes...

The World Through my Eyes will be different than yours. I will take things differently and most of the time my opinion will be far from what you may call fetch. I know that. I'm ok with that. I've accepted that. I know that I am imperfect. There will always be something about me that disgusts you, and I'm all for that. You want to let my faults keep you from befriending me. That's your loss really because I've been trying my best to accept everyone else's "Faults" , which are in no way faults, just differences that I may not find wonderful. That's apart of life. & As each day goes by I'm growing and learning and becoming stronger with God and my life. Why can't you do the same?

I love you!!
Steph Alderson...

Hello, Future!

My day was wonderful!!!
I spent my 1st hour class, pre ap english, writing and goofin' off with Taylor!:P Lol & Then 2nd hour, was p.e... I played bball w/ the dudez. Didn't hurt myself!! Yay!:) Lol Third hour was Health... Coach had a phone call & mckayla refusing to move to waste most of our class time but, we are now on page 11!!!!:D Or was it 10... Oh well, yay!:) Haha & then 4th hour which is starting to become one of my favorite classes, I finished my algebra2 problems and then mr. w gave me more chips.. They were really good!:) Lol & Then 5th hour was computer work..Blegghhh. 6th hour, I took a little nap...:D 7th hour we worked on "teamwork" by doing what coach said w/ a parachute. It was fun:) & then he talked to us about the season n stuff, he's good with words!! lol Then a little after we started practicing, the fire drill went off!! Haha:) & then last hour I started making a volcano..It's cute.:) But, I want it to explode!! :D My day seemed short but, it was fun... My official goodbye to being a Jr. Lady Hornet..... Hello, future!:) God's got the whole world in His hands, including me!! & I'm pretty sure, that whatever the future is, He knows I can do it & He will help me do it & give me the strength to do so. I love you God!! & Right now, I'm ready to see what life's like without highschool,,, but, at the same time, I'll sure miss it here.:) The future makes me frown but, makes me smile even more!! :) Goodbye past!


Steph Alderson......
Is out.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Smiles Stomp Satan!

Life has been amazingly, superly duperly, epicly, greatly, wonderful lately!!:)
I've decided that happiness always tops sadness.. & To let things go, keep a smile on my face & keep being who I've always been. I've learned to form my own opinions..How am I me if I go by other peoples point of view? I've learned that others people opinions of me and what I do are just that, opinions. I've accepted the fact that not everybody's gunna be happy with what I do and that those people...They don't matter. God's opinion is and always will be the only thing that matters. He is the one I should be making happy. Does that mean I should be mean to others who don't agree or who judge me? No, because they are a child of God, also,,, and If I had kids I sure wouldn't be happy if someone was mean to them, as God probably feels. Smiling is SO much more fun and easier than frowning. & it makes you feel good. I'm sorry if I'm not who you want me to be but, I'm who I want to be & I'm who God is making me to be..If that makes since at all. & that's all that matters to me. There might be a day, a minute, maybe just a little second that I doubt that but, no matter how much crap satan does towards me and my life, I will ALWAYS remember who I am, why I'm here, & what this life is about. So, give it your best shot.. and watch yourself fail. I love my life, my Father, my family, my teammates, my friends....My Everything. Lord, I love you!

Smiles Stomp Satan!! & They stomp on 'em hard!

Steph Alderson.....

Totem So;) - The day of 'P' joining the alphabet... :D

My day was superly duperly, amazingly, wonderfully, great!!!:D & I T-O-L-D you so. Hahah:) Or Totem... ha:D

My day started out learning "grammer" in muh englisho class.:) & Then off to second hour where, I made the mistake of playing bball & got kneed in da thigh.:) But, allz kewl... I also learned that ya aint supposed to ice those!! ...My Bad!!:) & then to 3rd hour, where Coach made fun of me for that..LOL:) & He had a letter 'P' sticker on his desk. Haha & I was like that's like from the alphabet when I was meaning to say Sesame Street...talk about embarrassing!!:D A little while later Tristan gave me a peppermint stick... It was yummy. :) & the we discussed stuff. Lol & Then in 4th hour we were supposed to work but my algebra2 teacha' decided that he was going to be in a fantastic mood & talked through the WHOLE class!:) & He gave us these really yummy chips that were made outta vegetables..:D They were well, really yummy. :) Then 5th hour..BORING.. Jus' some computa' stuffz. & Then lunch where we had icky chili......& then 7th hour..we had a sub...That meant alotta work. Sadness..:( Lol(: & Then basketball practice...We went over how everything was going to be w/ 4 pple because well, we only had 4 people..Lol & we are having to move up to the Sr. High team because our 5th playa' is injured..:( It was upsetting at first but, now I'm purty phsyced..:) & Then 8th hour we had Physical Sciene, we learned stuff (that I already knew.. gahh I hate that!LOL:) ) about atoms and other things about elements & subscripts.. yada yada yada.. & Then the basketball game!! We lost by 7 but, it was our last game as Jr. High & it was...Fun!:) Lol & Now, I'm ready for yet another day on this beginning to get really icky and oilly poluted but, still wonderfully beautiful Earth!!:D I love my life!:)


Steph Alderson
The BEAST. Not A beast.. THE Beast!:D Hahaha:)
Totem so! ;)

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

"Oh, & I'm Crazy"...:D

Hahahaha:)

SO, someone "said that I could be or something like that"..didn't actually call me it but, anyways a butch. haha.:)
& then a lil while later, Rae's like nope, Steph, you're the beast!:) Haha Today was good. I busted my lip, always fun.:) & I got lost looking for peanut butter crackers in the old cafeteria..it was in the VERY back, btw. Then, I had an amazing adventure trying to help rae find her chain. Lol It was in her pocket the whole time... I read a sad story where a lil brother died..:( & We played spasketball & I fell on Devin...Ick. Lol I cried for thinking something mean..:( Lol:) Me & Kate spent all of 5th hour googling pics of Rotnei Clarke.:D I never got to play ping pong.. Me & Austin played bball afterschool & ended up hitting a lil kid..Whoops..:D The kid was tough tho, totally laughed it off..:D & I ate breakfast today..just so I'd have something to put on my health log but, still. :) I manage to fail epicly several times but, it was pretty fun.:) & Sarah & I did fruit today...The little kids aren't big fans of oranges. Before I left after school, Randy's lil friend asked me to marry him someday. My brother was like dude. hahahah:) Kate & dilly hahahah (he gets mad when I call him that) got in an argument in Mrs. J's class... It was pretty funny...:) I had a jolly rancher, one left..it was blue...Yeah, I dropped it on the floor. The 60second rule DID NOT work this time.:) Austin told me I was fat. I'm going to be a car creater dude someday...NOT. Ick, I don't mind mechanic work but, designing and painting n all that stuff as my CAREER..actually going to a 'college'? No, not my thing!!!:) & we had chicken strips at lunch today!! I snuck one of Sarah's.. Rae told me a story of her aunt fallin' in the woods while trying to urinate..HAHAHA..MADE MY DAY!:)

& that was my day in a totally randomly amazing order.

Now, I'm watching the Sugar Bowl!!

AND THE RAZORBACKS ARE PLAYING RIGHT NOW!! THEY'VE TOTALLY PLAYED PRETTY SUCKY SO FAR BUT, THEY ARE GUNNA WIN THIS THING!!!!! :D


Woo Pig Sooie!!:)

Oh, & I'm crazy.:)

Steph Alderson is Outt.:)