:)

Happy Birthday to Me..I dislike being 15.:) Lol
Actually, I suppose it isn't that bad. To me, a birthday just means about 5billion facebook posts telling me happy birthday.. I hate when they post them at like midnight bc hellloooo I'm ASLEEP & it gets sent to my phone. :P lol
But, my birthday was wonderful, Thanks to my WONDERFUL God:) & family & friends.
I also did the halloween thingy today and helped with the games from FFA. It was fun:) ..Hung with Kass:D

What I think about Halloween:
I love it! It's a chance to try being someone else for a few hours..I know we should be happy with who we are but, it doesn't hurt a thing to dress up as a cupcake or something for just a few hours. It lets us see things from a different "set of eyes" so to all of whom call it the devilz birthday..Well that's YOUR PROBLEM. Just because I loooooveee halloween, does not mean I love the devil. Because I LOVE GOD!!!:) So drink that coffee and like it!

Hahah:D
This 15yr attitude is gunna be funny:)
Steph Alderson

We......WON!

Today was GREAT!:D Lol!!
Forget all the little stuff though, lets go to the most important part...we WON our basketball game!! Ohh yeahh!:D & This is great news because this means Ms. Siddel can't give me a paddlin' like I said she could if we lost!!:D Ha & the fact that...WE WON!! OHH YEAHHH! " Yeah buddy, rollin' like a big shot, bball tuned up like n nba hookshot!:D" Goooooooooo OHS:) Lol Yeah, so maybe I'm a Little bit happy:) 49-11!! btw..:D
GOooooo Us:) LOl

& My bday tomorrow, Halloween the next day, then another game,....I think I'm ready!!:D 15yrs young, here I come!:)


Steph Alderson is outttttt....a very happy Steph Alderson, incase you were wondering!;)



God is AWESOMEEEEEEE!!!:D :) :) :D :D!!

*Flush it down the toilet!" :)

My day was the most sparkly day ever!:D
Sparkly as in greatttt:D
Yesterday, I was fighting for a smileee:) bc I felt like Payooooookinggg (& I'm quite aware I'm spelling things wrong...ON PURPOSE!:D) Anyways, I felt fantastic.. Everything was great..& I only got a lil bit angry 2x today.
Both bc of people's stupidity. How can someone think of themselves as being "it"!? Ahem..I'm mainly *pointing fingers* at the dude who slapped a ball when I was clearly capable of catching it considering it was going STRAIGHT to me & he was on my TEAM. Helllooooo? But, that was just a small thing. The next thing was afterschool when we walked to a store before the game & when we were walking back, the dude and another dude..with the name of jon..jon c..were going to have some big "fight" It consisted of Kurdttyyy & the idiot telling us to stay n watch the fight..Kurdtttyyy said tht if he was the idiot he would punch jon. & I smarted off n said that "Oh yeah bc you have made the best decisions lately" Ha! He looked like he had been slapped! Anyways, instead of staying..like EVERYONE else, I walked away..I told them that they were childish & I kept walking back toward the school. Later on, I heard from one of the witnesses that the only thing that happened was the idiot acted like he was going to give jon a high five and then slammed him to the ground. What idiots. I mean seriously, you need to grow a pair! You shouldn't be fighting! Especially the idiot! bc he is on the basketball team & fighting could make you miss some games! I feel like no one gives a crap! They don't care if they hurt their team any...It absolutely erks me! Why can't people think BEFORE they act. Think about how it's going to affect you, your teammates, family, etc! Omygosh, all this to show off to his dumb girlfriend.
I'm absolutely disgusted with people's stupidity.
I will never, EVER, be this stupid! Why can't we think? I know God forgives but, that doesn't give us the excuse to keep not thinking! We should atleast try not to mess up instead of not thinking & not caring! Ughhh!! Wow.
Anyways, I know this had nothing really to do with me but, I was actually suprised I was able to walk away like that, put me in that situation last year, & I would've stayed. The fact that I didn't, is absolutely amazing. I love you Lord!!!!:)

Oh & we lost our game....We should've had this one..We really should've. :( Oh well. *Flush it down the toilet* Bc that's the great thing about basketball, we can start over at the next game. My coach is a genius!:)

Steph Alderson
God is amazzzingg:DDD

Strike Me Again:)

My head hurts, I'm sore everywhere, & I feel like a pile of crap that's been ranover & struck by lightning but, I still had a most wonderful day.:)
Absolutely tiring but, absolutely wonderful.:)

Yesterday, I had a race. It was cool.
Today, was my only free day for the week & ofcourse I feel like crap but, that's ok because these things happen. I learned some things today though & the Teens for Christ meeting was short but, awesome.:)

I have a headache & I'm getting off of here.:P

Steph Alderson
GOD IS AWESOME!:D

Gahh.

I would like to apologize to anyone I may have offended by that last post.
Also, my coach is not ignorant. That's just my temper leaking out. So I apologize for that to. Even though, I probably didn't even spell it right. It wasn't my right to judge anyone & if I was to judge my coach, the word ignorant would not be the adjective I would use. He's a good person & I just took out my anger on him.

I apologize. Another sin to add to the never ending list.

Sincerely,
Steph Alderson.

"Grow A Pair".

Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
Why did God waste His time with me?
I'm a fool.
I can't control my words,
my actions,
my thoughts,
my tears,
my smiles,
I can't control anything.
I was just a waste.
I'm a failure.
I'm horrible.
I know God doesn't make junk, but why do I feel like a pile of dog crap that's been stepped on,rained on, attacked by maggots, struck by lightning, ran over by a semi, & then stuck on the bottom of a snobs shoe? I am a horrible person.
The whole positive attitude thing..It works great. It makes others happy but, I don't feel a bit happy. & So now I am questioning,judging my self, & I'm doing exactly what the devil wants me to. I'm going to have to ignore this, keep my head high, & glue a smile on my face, continue thinking positive, & as my ignorant coach would say, "grow a pair".

Sincerely,
Steph Alderson.

:)

My day was absolutely easy & spectacular!!
Everything was easy because tomorrow is a school thing we do every year & the teachers and the students were still getting ready for it. If it rains, I'll be angered. Lol
I hung out w/ Bailie & Kate pretty much all day. & They were fun:)
& Then I got to deal with Rae & Sarah, doing what sure as heck felt like judging me. I'm aloud to be my own person. I'm aloud to talk to whom ever I want & believe whatever I want. I'm tired of being pushed around for what I say, what I think, what I do. I've been trying really hard lately to keep a positive attitude & focus on God & get closer with God. I am also trying harder to get out of my comfort zone but, how in the world am I going to do this with all this judging? I'll just have to talk to God about that one!:) I love you God!!

Ready for tomorrow!! Freshmen class iz the bomb!:)
Steph Alderson

Mighty Fine With ME:)

Wondering How People could be so stupid.
When you're dating someone, that doesn't mean they're your world. God should always be your world not some dude or chick. I see my friends dating someone & then all heart broken when the idiot cheats on them, leaves them, or goes & has sex with another girl. Someone who loves you won't do that. Someone who loves you won't try to put there fn hands where they shouldn't be, especially when ya aint married. & that's another thing! Just bc your married, doesn't mean your wife or husband is some kind of toy that you can play with whenever you want. Why don't people get this? & yet the chick will stay w/ the dude even when she knows that he lost his vcard to one of her friends. That would majorly bother me. I wouldn't want to date someone who has already done that stuff. I don't want a chewed piece of gum & I don't see why other people do. Just bc yall are dating doesn't mean you have to agree with everything they say, you are your own person! Stop letting him or her make your decisions for you! & you don't have to spend all your time with them! I wouldn't want to atleast. Maybe, I'm weird. Idk, & Idc. I'm sticking with what I think & I think love should wait until you know what love is. Love isn't sex before you're married, love isn't people that try to keep you away from what you believe in, & those who try to seperate you from God. Love isn't him or her being the only thing you ever pay attention to. Love isn't letting them control you. Love isn't acting whom you supposivly love to send pics or do things of that nature. Love isn't sex. Love is having a lifetime partner. Someone whom you love & whom loves you & doesn't try to change you, loves God too & believes the same things you do, someone who will tell you they love you all the time, not just on anniversary or holiday or when they want something. Love is waiting til marriage. Love is respecting your wishes & decisions. Love is being able to be yourself instead of someone your not. I haven't met anyone like that yet but, you never know. The person God has for us could be somebody we absolutely couldn't stand 3 days ago or it could be someone you're best friends with and would never think about loving other than that until, you open your eyes. You never know. I sure as heck don't know. But, I do know that I'm exactly happy with the way my life is right now.:) I love God for everything He's gave me, still giving me, & for everything He allows me to do, for loving me, for providing a path for me, by giving me a family & wonderul teachers,coaches, & friends. I love God for giving me another family..my school.:) I love God for giving me the oppurtunity to play sports, join clubs, & etc. I love you God!! :) & I know that being patient is the right thing to do. & that I shouldn't search (which is mighty fine with me!). & I love following your plan for me!:)

Steph Alderson:)

:):):) fantasticooo:D lol

Steph Alderson!! < the bomb diggity. Ohhz Yeahhz:D lol

& is totally eating chocolate icecream right now:)
I had a pretty good day..
Everyone seemed upset about something today though. There's all the Kurdt and Hannah Crap & then the Kaleb & Nicole crap & then the Josh & Hannah Crap & Gahhhh!! Just a lot of upset people for one day! I can't stand seeing people upset!:P Lol
Lol but, it's something they're gunna have to work on. I was a little upset about someone griping about my artwork but, someone reminded me w/ the exact words. "who cares" & then I realized that I didn't really care what they thought.:P Lol & then the rest of my day was absolutely fantastic. I worked on the positive attitude & I think I did decent. There was a few times when I was negative but, I caught myself.:)

& I love my new uniform..I hated it at first but, when I put it on I decided I loved it!:) Lol

I Love God for blessing me with another day..another wonderful day...here on Earth!!:)

& Thank you for reminding me what I believe just a few minutes ago when I could've made a huge mistake! You are amazing Lord!:)

Steph Alderson

All of my quotes:)

"Dry up those eyes,
Put a smile on your face,
Keep your held up high,
We gotta win this whole life race,
Keep your faith,
Don't bathe in sin,
When you don't do it right the first time,
Always try again..
Life will be rough at times,
You just gotta keep a smile and be strong,
Never forget who you are, Keep up the battle all day long.
Confidence, Pride, God's Love,
Live for God, the man above,
Be you at all times,
Never slow down,
You are you!
Spread the smile to everyone around!" - I was thinking too hard. :) Lol -Steph:)


"A strong person can keep a positive attitude when everyone, everything, every environment is negative. They still seem to find a light in the darkness. They can still smile when their whole world is frowning." - Steph Alderson:)

I admire Confidence, It determines everything. If your confident in yourself,confident in God, confident in others, confident in your team, you'll go far. Plus, who wants someone who gripes, complains, puts themselves and others down all the time? Confidence is the answer..Confidence is love.:) -Steph Alderson:)

"Shut doesn't go up bc of a thing I like to call gravity, my friend." - me:)

"You lie your "teeth out"...I am just wondering what are you going to do when you lose all of your "teeth" Lieing will always result in guilt,and will never have a good end result. So be honest, smile, & be you!" :) - Steph

"I know it's hard 2 be urself, when everybodys bein everybody else but ya gotta keep ur head up & smile, think less bout u & more about God 4 a while.:)" -Steph Alderson:D

"Our love for God should make us think before we make a decision...We should never choose anyone or anything over God. He did so much for us...How can we not do everything for Him?" --..me...i was in my thinking mode..:)

Always be you..no matter what people say or do..being you is what matters when we reach our final chapter....God will know who you are, how you handled everything..God will make that decision, not your peers...not your coworkers or classmates but, GOD!! He gave us life!! He gave us our family, friends, the air that we breathe! He gave us everything! Why can't we give Him our hearts, our souls, our minds..?? Why can't we live our lives for Him when He did create them??? God is my everything!:) I ♥ Him with all my heart & He loves me & YOU!!!!!! -Steph Alderson:)


I wanted to make sure I wouldn't lose them. Lol:P

Keep it POSITIVE!:)

Negative attitudes bug me. We all have our times when we're going to be negative about something but, it's when it's always a negative attitude that bugs me. People get so worked up, acting like the world is against them because some bad things happened to them. Bad things happen to everyone. A lot of times, I feel like the bad things that happen to me are God's punishment for me not obeying His plan..or for denying the truth. God is our Heavenly father & the phrase "this hurts me more than it hurts you"..which you've probably heard your father tell you when he was whoopin' you...Well, that phrase is exactly how God feels. He doesn't want to punish you but, how else are you going to learn? So normally after I realize what I did and realize that was a punishment for something I've done or thought or didn't do, I try my hardest not to do it again which is exactly what we should do. When your parents whoop you for not taking out the trash, aren't you going to try to remember to take out the trash next time? If ya had any sense at all, ya would! Well, when something bad happens to you, don't get an all negative, screw the world kinda attitude. Realize that it all happens for a reason..& keep a smile on your face & strive to make it better and/or try your hardest not to make the mistake again. I don't think I'm really explaining this like my head is telling me to but, yeah. I'm talking more on the line of every day things like falling, hurting yourself, forgetting something ,etc. Not rape, murder, deaths..You know...However, I don't think you should get an all negative, screw the world attitude about that either. I mean I don't expect to see a gigantic smile on your face but, keep thinking positive & talk to God about it. God is amazing!:) & without letting Him into my life, I woulda lost a lot a long time ago, that means a lot to me now. I love you Lord:)


Tips-
1..All thoughts, whether they are positive or negative, tend to attract more of the same. So by focusing on happy thoughts and expectations, you'll increase your tendency to develop and keep a positive attitude. :)

2..Dissing yourself, telling yourself you can't do this or you're not worth it and etc. is not a positive attitude. Don't get big headed but, don't put yourself down! God gave you life! He doesn't want you wasting that life by putting yourself when you good be putting yourself up and helping improve other peoples attitudes, as well! :)

3..Focus more on what you can figure out a solution instead of focusing on what the problem is! You aint gunna get anywhere by feeling sorry for yourself! :)

4..Practice thinking,saying,writing,singing, positive things! They'll help you build a positive attitude and put a positive light towards everything you do. :) :)

5..Note that the environment you put yourself around will do something to your attitude. Hopefully it's positive but, hanging around negative people all the time will make your attitude more negative if you're not careful. Negative movies,books,etc... Keep a positive environment & attitude!:)

We all have our ups and downs, we just have to realize how we can keep strong, stay positive, & we have to talk to God. God is the only one that knows everything about you. He knows your secrets, you'd never tell. He knows when you lie & He knows when you're thinking negativly or positivly. This post has helped me a lot because normally when I read something it helps me. I know I typed it but, now I understand it & will be trying to improve my attitude a lot because it needs it!:)

I love you God!!!!:D


Steph Alderson
The Bomb Diggity:)

Wednesday, October 20th...10 days til muh bday:) lol

My day has been absolutely great.:D
I was exhausted for most part of the day and probably a tad bit grouchy but, I still had fun & got to live another day for the Lord:) Whom, I love soooo much:D Lol
& I got a little irritated because I've realized that the way people act with "drama" is the same way they act with movies. They only seem to remember the good parts with the most "drama" & then they tell all there friends about it. That's exactly how people are with gossip & crap, which irritates me. Just because you hear something, does not mean it's true! When I find out something, I don't tell the world. It isn't that hard. Gahhhhspp:D Gasp! Lol:P but, my day was still good. Lol Anyways, I learned a lot today about school stuff & God:) & I'm ready for tomorrow...
& thinks Lunchable's are very cute..especially the ones with Pudding.:D Lol & I don't mean like that.:)

Steph Alderson

Pottsville XC Meet 2010

Has had a wonderful day:)
Everything has been somewhat easy and layed back. lol The teachers must've known I was exhausted or something.:P Lol & I had a race today & got 19th outta of I have no idea! lol My time was 26:49. & That race was straight out flat, only like 1 hill!:P Lol Fun stuff.
& I hope the SR. teams did good tonight at the bball games!!:) Go OHS!

Steph Alderson is exhaustedly logging off.:)
GOD IS GREAT!:)

Hey Now..Get your Game On...Lets..Go...????Play????

Had a mostly wonderful day:)

My school day was pretty decent..some actor dude, hal evans came & worked w/ us on acting stuff, I suppose. Lol & every class was fun.:P


buttttt.....the game didn't go so wonderful..It was like 50-16. I think. We could of and should of done a LOT better..we were capable but, I know I felt ridiculous out there, no idea how the others felt but, I think we'll do better in our other games. I'm hoping this is just 1st game jitters. Dear Lord, please let that be it.:) Lol That is all I really want to say about that because it angers me how pathetic I played. :P

Well, I just recently found out I have a cross-country meet tomorrow, thrills..after arguing w/ my father and mother, I finally convinced them to let me stay for basketball practice and then leave right after.:) I love my persuasive side. Lol:P

I'm like reallllyyyyy hungry so I'ma get offa here...
Steph Alderson:D

:)

I have had a most wonderful day:)
& I'm ready for the game tomorrow! Go OHS!! Kick SHS buttttt:D:D:D:
Lol I love my super duper friends, family, teammates, school, peepz at the school, teachers, coaches, & God & Jesus!!!!!!:)

I don't know how life could get any better:)
I love you Lord Jesus, you are amazing!!!!!!!:):)

Steph Alderson

Always A Bright Side:)

Ughhhhhhhhh
I dislike how people always come to me w/ there secrets! I don't see why they do, quite frankly. But, I've been told something that I feel shouldn't be a secret & I think God doesn't want me to keep this one a secret but, I just don't know. I'm having to think about this one long and hard because I have to be careful not to make a mistake with this decision. Lord, please help me do the right thing. I love you with all my heart:)

But, on the bright side because wherever there is darkness they'll always be a light, The stars are proof!:), Basketball Game tomorrow!!! :D:D!! GO OHS:):)

Steph Alderson is outt.:)

the 15th:)

Smiley:)
Well, 15dayz til muh bday:) Lol
& I had a good day, haha and I finally talked to someone who saw my point of view. That rarely happens. Lol Funny stuff. & my day was basically this-

1st - Raelyn and I both went to get some creek water for extra credit in Mrs. S's class. We soon realized, after the fact of being extremely careful to get down there safely and without getting dirty, considering ti was picture day, there was no water! So we went with my genius plan of just getting dirt in a bottle and adding water in it. & Mrs. S accepted and said that we could classify it as mud puddle water. Muahahaha:D & Raelyn said it was a stupid idea. Better than nothing, if ya ask me.:) Lol Rather silly but, oh well. I'm tired of people thinking they're better than me just because they might have the right answer when I don't sometimes.

2nd - P.E. I helped wipe up the condensation of the gym floor, & then we did our excersizes & then we played wiffle ball 'til they came n told us we had pictures. Booh. Lol I dislike pictures. with a passion.

3rd - Civics, it was rather boring today. Raelyn accused me of trying to "kiss her boyfriend" Puh-Lease! I tripped over the chair leg n fell on him but, get over urself. I don't like ur bf.

4th - Algebra2, mr. w kept puttn his big butt in my face when he was tryn to help the girl next 2 me. :( lol & we did some review stuff.

5th - We took a test:)

6th - We went over speeches. It was pretty sad, I was the only one who knew how to write one. I got a hundred so I'm satisfied:)

7th - Basketball, it was fun, putting aside the fact I had a killer headache n my stomach felt like it had knives all in it & if I didn't feel so dizzy. Lol but, it was cool. & after medicine I felt better. lol

8th - went over stuff..lol

& bball practice afterschool was fun. Lol If I didn't get confused so easily. Lol

Today was a super day & mother is forcing me to get off of the computer so Goodnight:)

God is AWESOME!:D:):)

10/14/10!

Today was good..:)
I was a little upset but, I've learned to get over it. It bugs me when people pretend to be someone they're not. It also bugs me when people follow me. Lol:P & When people judge but, all I can do is pray really..
& I hate it when someone asks me a question I can't answer, especially when they're struggling with something. Gahh. Lol

& Coach is mean. Haha not really but, I didn't want to be a liar so I put tht anyways. Lol But, for the record, he aint mean most of the time. :D lol

Anyways, my views on strength...again.

I don't feel that strength really deals with how much weights you can lift or how big your "guns" are. I think strength is someone who can stand up for what they believe in without caring what others say. Ones who don't act stuck up, while believing the things they do & people who keep going no matter what they've been through. People who don't cry and fake sadness just to get attention. People who can control themselves & not give into temptation. People who truly love God & truly follow His plan. I don't know many strong people & I really don't consider myself strong. I, being the accidental eavesdropper I am, heard some people bragging about strength & It just brought up the subject to my mind again. People who knew they did something awesome but, yet they don't brag. People who can keep a smile on there face when the devil is trying to bring them down. People who don't have sex before they're married. People who don't rush into a relationship bc dating's fun or whatever seems to run through yalls heads. People who don't THINK bad things. Thinking bad things, in my view, is just as bad as doing the thing.& So many other things that involve strength. I think I personally know 7 people who I consider strong but, then again could that be classified as judging? Oh well, I assume it could be took both ways.

Well, I'm off to do something else I guess. I have to continue writing the dumb book. This book is going to be stupid considering it has to be a kidz story when I rather right about something I ponder over instead. Who knows, maybe in the kidz story there'll be a lesson it it or something...Darn Pre-Ap English.:) Lol

Steph Alderson Is Outt.
:) God is super!!!:)

Running out of titles all the time...Don't know what to do when I reach the finish line..:)

My past two days have been wonderful:) A little confusing but, still cool.:)

Yesterday, was the P&G game & P. won!:) & yes I was on dat team.:P Lol The score was 35 to 20 somethin' lol & the dudez p. team and the chicks p. team won both games. It was fun.:)

& Today was fun.:) I learned new stuff in English & had an overall good day. I was frustrated over my lack of being able to understand some things but, my super duper coach helped me.

So yup, that was muh day.
:P

Steph Alderson:)
God is greatttt:)

:) The marvelous Plan:)

My day was epicly beautiful.:)
The weather was what I call perfect & the peace was wonderful.:)
I didn't have people constantly nagging at me saying I wasn't being smart and making wrong decisions. The way I look at it, If I've talked it over with God & if that's what God wants me to do, then I will do it & I think it's a pretty good decision & if not oh well, life goes on. The nerve of some people, some people I thought were some of my best friends shocks me. The nerve they have to tell me that I don't love God bc of "blah blah blah" well, my "friend", I quote a well-known song, "Here's to the past, they can kiss my Glass!" & then I say good day. I will be nice to you, smile, & treat you the way I would want to be treated but, I will also know better than to ever give you such a title as my best good friend, or to the other person, current bffl. I'm quite upset with the way, you say it's not right to judge & yet you judge me. Everyone has there mistakes, & I've had plenty but, that, under no curcamstances, gives you the right to scold or judge me. Ofcourse, you already know this, don't you? Because, I, Steph Alderson, having the big mouth I have, told you exactly what I thought. & even know you're currently mad at me, I pray you open your eyes and realize that what I'm saying is bluntly honest. & If you don't...well then, I guess God didn't want you an important part of my life.

In other news, P&G game tomorrow! Ohh Yeahh:) & I've had a most remarkable day, putting aside that boring 4th hour Algebra2 class!!:D
& I am thankful for serving the Lord, yet another day. I really do love You God, despite what people say. I love you with my whole heart & I know you're the only one who matters, I know this but, I've yet to remember this at all times but, I know you'll make me stronger, Lord, this is just all apart of your plan for me.

Steph Alderson is Out.:)

Spectaculary Wonderful Day:)

Had a spectacularly wonderful day:)
I got up early & got my hair died..it's wayy too dark but, oh well. If you go through life complaining, you'll go through Hell complaining.
& then we went to the hot dog wagon thing and bought some food so Kass would leave us alone:D lol &&& then we went to a family thing & muh aunts bought me some dresses..and even though I will probably never wear them bc hellooo steph alderson & dresses don't mix, I still appreciate it:) & then we went to town & mr. timmy decided to scare the crap out of me when I was carefully examining the chocolate icecream..silly goose. :P & so after screaming in wally world, we left & I went home lol & that is where I am now..:) Or am I.... :)

God is grrreaaattt!:D

Steph Alderson;)

hha

My day's been great...
I really aint in the typing mood but, got to see my aunt today.
She was in a much brighter mood. Went there straight after school..
now, I'm wondering..Is it true that people start feeling great right before they die?
I truly hope not..I guess this is a subject I should discuss with the Lord instead of the world wide web and that it exactly what I'll do.

well, gotta get off so later!
God is awesome!:)
Steph alderson

25 Things You Probably Didn't Know About: Steph Alderson:)

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. (To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people then click publish.) 



1. Dislikes the color orange..don't know why..

2. Wishes Smiling was a 24/7 habit for everyone..they make me smile:)

3. My goal is to get out of my comfart zone my whole life.

4. I don't really care what you think of me.:)

5. I am fighting a lonely battle everyday. If you don't get what I mean, i'm sorry. It's not something I talk about.

6. I love God!

7. secretly does want to get married someday..but, not til i'm strong enough.:)

8. Wants a little boy..they are far more interesting than little girls.

9. I am friends with the guy who almost killed me when I was in 3rd grade on facebook.

10. War..Huge Dislike. God wouldn't want us fighting. We're wasting lives.

11. People learning a lesson for cheating. Cheaters bug me.

12. I'm not a lesbian. Promise!

13. I like to have fun..all the time.

14. I like to be different..the ordinary bores me.

15. I have no idea where I stand in life...

15. I'm confused on what God wants me to do in a personal battle.

16. It bugs me that lately I haven't been able to control my emotions

17. I'm eating a peanut butter cookie..like..right now!

18. I don't see the point of Algebra2

19. Sex doesn't really apeal to me..kinda sound nasty.

20. I am a completely different person at home.

21. I can't stand lies. & if someone lies, I lose respect almost immediatly.

22. I want to go on a missionarie,,I've wanted to since my aunt died..

23. I miss my aunt, she took me to church every sunday..when she died my religious life flew out the window but, I'm slowly working my way forward again.

24. I have so many questions that I don't know how to ask...so I keep putting them off..they're eating me alive.

25. I love my life, friends, family, God, Jesus, school, teachers, coaches, classmates, clubs, ...my whole life.:)

Yeahh:)

I forgot to put that other than my thoughts my day was excellento:)
I learned a lot..hada rough patch durin' 8th hr with my mom but, the past is the past. If you pray for forgiveness and mean it, God will forgive..The hard part is forgiving yourself.
Anwayz I'm bored sooo..

1st hr - Class Meetin':) Finally got everything organized!!
2nd hr - P.E did the little run thing & learned a valuable lesson lol and I got more people to add to my prayer requests:)
3rd hr - Civics..test..totally aced it!:D Oh & learned..stuff..I guess. :) lol
4th hr - Algebra2...I wasn't aware a teachers breathe could smell like a dead rat. Well, how silly of me.:P
5th hr - CBA Learned me some computer skillz!:D
6th hr - did some sub work
7th hr - Basketball, coach made a new play..He's a genius. Lol I wouldn't of ever been able to come up w/ a new play overnight!
lol
8th hr - Science...Epicly horrible.:(

BUT my day was great!
rode down the mountain w/ Sarah G. & Hannah G.

& I had judged them b4, without noticing but, I learned another wonderful life lesson today...that just bc you don't say your opinion uploud doesn't mean you aint judging them. I will pray for forgiveness.:)

God is great!
Steph Alderson is Out.:)

My Believes:)

Dislikes how she has to think everything over before she gets it...but, glad she finally got it. This goes for things like plays in basketball practice all the way to my personal life...It really bugs me but, atleast I know that every action I take will be thought thoroughly...Lotta times when ya think it out, you normally make a pretty good decision...& then other times you think about it so much that it eats you alive. But, I'm not complaining, this is how God wants it to be so I will keep my head held high and smile:)

Life has been getting lately to me though, my emotions a rollarcoaster, my thoughts..unthinkable or should be forbidden. I think things that just aren't me..& my mood swings are absolutely horrible..It aint puberity, it's just flat out confusion. & I'm just going to type out my summary of what I think about some things, to make me feel better. Lol:)

Friendships-
They're exactly that. They should stay like that. To be a friend you dont' go dissing the so called friend but, you don't go helpn your friend dis others either. A good friend wouldn't do that. Even if you disliked that person with a passion..I think you should still treat everyone as they're your friend. & Not only because it's the right thing to do but, because you don't know what people are thinking..what they're going through..you don't know if the things you're dissing them for is for sure true and even if it was true, it aint your right to dis them. Your kindness, even when they're being a butt to you, could help them in so many ways, it's unbelievable. So keep you hear UP and SMILE and be you..Don't get ran over but, don't run over others. You're just a pebble in this small world..So don't act like you're a mountain. By the way, my savior, He can move the mountains!! He is mighty to save!:)


Relationships- As far as dating goes for me, I have a few simple reasons why it aint my thing and even if it was I'm not going to. 1. I'm only 14, guys are jerks..it's going to start out walking to classes, then holding hands, and then it's gunna be all hugs n kisses, next the hands are going to go other places, next thing ya know, that aint "enough" and a lot of times it goes even farther. Yeah, I don't roll that way. & 2nd. Self Control..something I've learned I'm not too fantastic at. Maybe someday when I'm stronger and know I'd be able to say no when needed, I might but, if I'm 39 before I gain that strength then so be it..I'm not going to get n a relationship and then it get out of control. Relationships can change people. & I don't want to be changed. 3rd. I'm a Christian.& I can't say that about many people I know. I haven't met anybody that's really "caught my eye"..as in, I haven't met anyone I could see me lasting that long with so what's the since of dating? Some people say it's bc it's fun...What's so fun about dating someone who doesn't believe the things you do? What's so fun about getting caught up in stuff that just aint you? What's so fun about being the only one who cared? Being the one who gets heartbroken? Not much fun..'least not from my experiences, Now I've had my "fun" & I don't want anymore..I've already lost control twice & that's quite enough. & I'm not a controlling person. My reasons are what I believe & what I believe is me. I'm not changing me, ever..Unless God wants me to change.

Smiling- I believe it is the key to success. I believe that u should always smile & keep your head high, I believe this but, I fail a lot on doing this but, we all have to work hard to succeed..and that's what I'm going to keep doing. I know smiles have brightened up my day. :)

God- He is my everything:) I struggle at home because of the simple fact, my mother calls it "brainwashing" I call it God's Love. This fighting has really been tearing my wall down lately but, God's been helping me build it right back up!! I love you God!:)


I have so many more views,thoughts,beliefs, but, I can't type them right now. They're more of personal things.

Fantasticooo:)

My day was fantastic but, no I'm exhausted..:P Lol
I thank God for another beautiful day here on this most beautiful earth:) I had fun at the FBLA Fall Conference. Made some new friends..lol..watched Jon embarass himself..haha & all together had a good day. It was very exhausting though:D & Then we went to Braums and I got a Double Third Pounder- Cheeseburger, chocolate milkshake, & a double scoop chocolate icecream.:) It was yummy!! & for breakfast, I had a chicken biscuit and a strawberry banana fruit smoothie.:) I'm ready for tomorrow!! ..afterschool basketball practice..hopefully I get enough sleep tonight.:) Lol

I love God!!:)
Steph Alderson:):):)

I AINT BRAINWASHED!!!! :)

wowze!:)
My days since my last post have been GREAT!
I haven't had such good days since last year!:) I'm glad I let the "past kiss my glass!!" :D haha In other words, I've in your words..told the devil to kiss my foot! not literally, if that thing ever kisses me, it'll meet what this chick likes to call a fist in it's face! & it will be the fist of God!:) I love you God!! To whom this makes no sense to, I'm truly unsorry...sorry for the inconvience.:D

My day has been great!!! every hour has been truly magnificent:D & FBLA thing 2mrw!! I get to eat me some Braums!! :D:D:D I can't wait for another day here on Earth, living for God & smiling!!!:) Because every minute you are unhappy, you're losing 60 seconds of happiness.:D

I love you, my Heavenly Father!!!:)


AND NO I AINT "BRAINWASHED" I'M WASHED ALL OVER WITH GOD'S LOVE BUT, WHAT I SAY IS TRULY WHAT I BELIEVE...I'M NOT SAYING THESE THINGS BECAUSE I'M CONFUSED, NOT BECAUSE I HAVE NO LIFE...BUT BECAUSE I DO HAVE A LIFE! I HAVE A LIFE SERVING GOD!! WHOM I BELIEVE AND LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOMETIMES....LIKE RIGHT NOW, YOU CAN'T CONTROL WHAT YOU SAY, FEEL, TYPE, ECT. YOU JUST SAY IT!! & LORD, I'M SAYING..RIGHT NOW...THAT I LOVE GOD!!!:) So if ya don't like it, I DON'T CARE!! I'M GUNNA SING ABOUT MY JESUS EVERYWHERE!!! OHHH YEAHHH

Lookin' forward to another great day tomorrow!
so backk it off satin, you don't control this girly anymore!!!!!!

Steph Alderson

Freedom of Petition:)

My day was great..:)
There was a smile on my face alllllll dayyyy except for a small moment at after school basketball practice..lol..don't know whata happened there..:P Haha but, My day was still wonderfully great:) Hehe

& I just realized that today is FRIDAY!!! Race tomorrow;) Yeah...lol
Russeville....Ahhhhh!:D lol:)

Well, a very -fruity at the moment- fourteen year old better get off of here before she says something even more stupid than what has already been said. :D


One for question though...The 2nd Amendment in the Bill of Rights says we have the freedom to petition. Therefore, we should be aloud to say something when we think something isn't wrong, right? Dad doesn't agree....:D Hehehe

Now, a very debative lately...if debative is even a term...14yr old is agettn offa hereee!:)

Steph Alderson(: