Dreaming.
One of the worst & best parts of life. =-)
Dreams allow you to go play places you might never see, places no one else will ever see. They allow you to get away from reality and take a breather. Wouldn't it be nice if we could understand all of our dreams? I don't think it would be. Somethings in life should remain a mystery or just remain theories. Knowing everything there is to life is not why we were put here. So why are we always trying to figure out all the forms of bugs, when we could be helping people get saved!? Why are we so self centered,, always wanting to accomplish something scientifically, physically, blah blah blah, that we can't just take a breather in reality? We are always thinking about success as mortals that we forget why we are here, we are here because GOD created us. We are here to follow GODS will. Maybe, we should stop thinking about ourselves and think more about Him. I love you God!!:) & I pray for the strength,patience,knowledge,love & smiles to do all of these things. You are great! :)
Steph Alderson
Just a blog by a teenage girl typing about her litte road race of life..and learning as she does so that, that "little road race", isn't as little as she thought.. while trying her hardest to make it up the steepest hills and not thinking lowly of all the pebbles.. Life of a Teenage Runner - By: Steph:)
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Friday, January 21, 2011
30 Questions for people whomz parents won't allow them to go to sleep!
1. Let's start out with an Oh-So original question...Single, Taken, Talking?
Single.
2. What's your zodiac sign?
Scorpio
3. Whats your birthday?
Oct. 30th
4. Who did you last kiss?
Nosey. :P
5. Where were you two hours ago?
A placee:)
6. Is there anyone you will never forget?
Yes!
7. What song reminds you of your best friend?
I dunnoo..:)
8. What month is it?
January.
9. What song lyrics are stuck in your head?
Lost and Found
10. Favorite song?
I don't think I have one.
11. Are you planning on getting married some day?
Hmm. Dunno. Dont care.
12. Do you want kids? Just put an X if you don't.
Yes (:
13. If you want kids, how many and what are their names? Put an X if you don't want them.
1 or 2 or 3:) Lol
I dunno if itz a boy, I wanna name it Stephen, not pronounced steffen. Lol & If it's a girl then I dunno.. I don't want to name it Steph bc thtz what I'm called. Lol
14. Do you have any pets?
A puppy & cat.
15. What color is your room?
Purple & Yellow Lol
16. What was the last thing you ate?
Potatoes
17. Last thing you said outloud?
Byyeee
18. What is your favorite season? Why?
Summer:) It's warm & the leaves and mountains are so pretty:)
19. What are you listening to?
Some show. Lol
20. Favorite pair of shoes?
Dunno
21. Are you popular at school, or were you?
Dunno
22. Who do you miss?
Oh haha...
Church Camp!
'Nuf Said!! :)
23. Do you prefer day or night better?
BOTH!!:)
24. What are you wearing on your feet?
Socks.
25. Do you like it when people copy your statuses?
They copy, they get kicked!! Duhh:)
26. Do you get mad when people copy your style?
Lol, what style?
27. Do you write neatly?
Not really.
28. Favorite subject in school?
Civics.
29. What do you want to be when you are an adult or what are you already?
Coach.
30. What time is it right now?
1:20 a.m..im sleepy. Lol
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Single.
2. What's your zodiac sign?
Scorpio
3. Whats your birthday?
Oct. 30th
4. Who did you last kiss?
Nosey. :P
5. Where were you two hours ago?
A placee:)
6. Is there anyone you will never forget?
Yes!
7. What song reminds you of your best friend?
I dunnoo..:)
8. What month is it?
January.
9. What song lyrics are stuck in your head?
Lost and Found
10. Favorite song?
I don't think I have one.
11. Are you planning on getting married some day?
Hmm. Dunno. Dont care.
12. Do you want kids? Just put an X if you don't.
Yes (:
13. If you want kids, how many and what are their names? Put an X if you don't want them.
1 or 2 or 3:) Lol
I dunno if itz a boy, I wanna name it Stephen, not pronounced steffen. Lol & If it's a girl then I dunno.. I don't want to name it Steph bc thtz what I'm called. Lol
14. Do you have any pets?
A puppy & cat.
15. What color is your room?
Purple & Yellow Lol
16. What was the last thing you ate?
Potatoes
17. Last thing you said outloud?
Byyeee
18. What is your favorite season? Why?
Summer:) It's warm & the leaves and mountains are so pretty:)
19. What are you listening to?
Some show. Lol
20. Favorite pair of shoes?
Dunno
21. Are you popular at school, or were you?
Dunno
22. Who do you miss?
Oh haha...
Church Camp!
'Nuf Said!! :)
23. Do you prefer day or night better?
BOTH!!:)
24. What are you wearing on your feet?
Socks.
25. Do you like it when people copy your statuses?
They copy, they get kicked!! Duhh:)
26. Do you get mad when people copy your style?
Lol, what style?
27. Do you write neatly?
Not really.
28. Favorite subject in school?
Civics.
29. What do you want to be when you are an adult or what are you already?
Coach.
30. What time is it right now?
1:20 a.m..im sleepy. Lol
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The Note Of Blabbing
I was going to be a good girl and go to sleep early but, then I was rudely told no because I have to stay up and babysit. It's 1 in the morning!!:) Lol
Life has been easy, my mouth has finally stopped hurting!! & My days off haven't been as bad as I thought they would be. I hope we have school Monday...6 days in a row at home is not a good way to stay sane. :)
I had a weird dream last night..I was like in a different world & when I woke up it was a hard bite to find out that it was just a dream. I liked my dream.. Lol :) But, I can't wait for youth conference, even though mom doesn't now I'm going yet.. How can you say no to adorable little me? Easily but, still!! :) I will make sure she can't say no. Muahahaa:) I really should sleep but, noo. I blame this pointless note of blabbing on my parents.
Yours Truly,
Steph Alderson :)
GREAT GLOBS OF GLUTEN!! GOD IS GREAT!!! :D
Life has been easy, my mouth has finally stopped hurting!! & My days off haven't been as bad as I thought they would be. I hope we have school Monday...6 days in a row at home is not a good way to stay sane. :)
I had a weird dream last night..I was like in a different world & when I woke up it was a hard bite to find out that it was just a dream. I liked my dream.. Lol :) But, I can't wait for youth conference, even though mom doesn't now I'm going yet.. How can you say no to adorable little me? Easily but, still!! :) I will make sure she can't say no. Muahahaa:) I really should sleep but, noo. I blame this pointless note of blabbing on my parents.
Yours Truly,
Steph Alderson :)
GREAT GLOBS OF GLUTEN!! GOD IS GREAT!!! :D
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
SuBwAy:)
My Mouth Hurts!!!!:)
Haha Orthodonist appointment, gotta 'nother train put in & some new thing on that keeps digging in my gums. Oh & more elastics): They suck. Lol But, I got Subway so I'm happy. :)
I miss school though. One day away is too much. Ha:P
God is great!!!:)
I miss the past but, I'm still ready for the future.
Steph Alderson:)
Haha Orthodonist appointment, gotta 'nother train put in & some new thing on that keeps digging in my gums. Oh & more elastics): They suck. Lol But, I got Subway so I'm happy. :)
I miss school though. One day away is too much. Ha:P
God is great!!!:)
I miss the past but, I'm still ready for the future.
Steph Alderson:)
Monday, January 17, 2011
StEpHaNiE! :D
My day has been supertasticly great!:)
I had a great conversation about cow houses.:)
{{-AgSci&Tech- Mrs. S - what else does carpentry do? Kaleb - Chicken Houses. Me- Cow houses!! Josh - Steph, do you mean a barn? Raelyn&Me- Bahahahah:) ♥ Good times.. ♥}}
& I managed to turn the light off right in the lobby in the gym!!
The 6th graders promised I could sit by them next year when they move up to highschool!:D & That I'm their favorite highschooler. SNAP! ha jk:) & Then, I scrimmaged w/ the 5th n 6th graders afterschool. Me, Lucas, N austin kicked butt!:D Hahah:) & Now I'm ready for the game tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
I feel a little bit bad because a dude n my class named Justin - darn fello' - had his mom, his sister, his little sister ((for crying out loud)) all message me (seperate messages) on facebook asking me out. & Then he wanted me to call him blaha blah blah. i don't wanna date 'em. He aint a bad guy but, he's more like a lil bro to me & plus, I. Don't. Date. :) So, yeah they've all let me know whatta great guy he is, blah blah. I know the intention is to make me feel guilty but, guilt doesn't make me change my mind. When I make a decision, I stick to my decision.. & If you want to keep messaging me about how that makes me a bad person, that's you judging me. I can't help that I said no to something. I can't help that I don't date when I don't love. Sorry!
But, I'm in a greattt moodd! & I wanna Subway sandwhich now, *sigh* :) Lol
Dear God, I love you!=-)
Steph Alderson
I had a great conversation about cow houses.:)
{{-AgSci&Tech- Mrs. S - what else does carpentry do? Kaleb - Chicken Houses. Me- Cow houses!! Josh - Steph, do you mean a barn? Raelyn&Me- Bahahahah:) ♥ Good times.. ♥}}
& I managed to turn the light off right in the lobby in the gym!!
The 6th graders promised I could sit by them next year when they move up to highschool!:D & That I'm their favorite highschooler. SNAP! ha jk:) & Then, I scrimmaged w/ the 5th n 6th graders afterschool. Me, Lucas, N austin kicked butt!:D Hahah:) & Now I'm ready for the game tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
I feel a little bit bad because a dude n my class named Justin - darn fello' - had his mom, his sister, his little sister ((for crying out loud)) all message me (seperate messages) on facebook asking me out. & Then he wanted me to call him blaha blah blah. i don't wanna date 'em. He aint a bad guy but, he's more like a lil bro to me & plus, I. Don't. Date. :) So, yeah they've all let me know whatta great guy he is, blah blah. I know the intention is to make me feel guilty but, guilt doesn't make me change my mind. When I make a decision, I stick to my decision.. & If you want to keep messaging me about how that makes me a bad person, that's you judging me. I can't help that I said no to something. I can't help that I don't date when I don't love. Sorry!
But, I'm in a greattt moodd! & I wanna Subway sandwhich now, *sigh* :) Lol
Dear God, I love you!=-)
Steph Alderson
Saturday, January 15, 2011
"Don't let your fire burn out!!!" :)
Life has been great lately..
Bundles better than it was the last time I posted..
I've realized some things and have came to conclusions that I plan to stand by and succeed in. I know life isn't easy & I've accepted that 100%... When I see people out there wasting their life with drugs, useless dating, drinking, sex.. It disgusts me but, reminds me of how happy I am to have God in my life. Smiling is a lot more fun than that stuff.((: I've let the past be the past.. FINALLY!! & Now I'm happpyyyyyy:D & Ready for Ran's next ball game!!! I dunno why. Lol But, I have a game Tuesday so I have to miss his.)): Boo. Lol jk. & I think I'm in some dangerous territory w/ somethings - Gunna have to get out of it. Lol &&&& I'm ready for the FBLA Conference, the Greenhand conference, the bball game, 10th grade, to finish my book((:, the 30th!!!, & to find out what God has in store for me next. I love you God!!!
-Steph Alderson is Outttt((:
Bundles better than it was the last time I posted..
I've realized some things and have came to conclusions that I plan to stand by and succeed in. I know life isn't easy & I've accepted that 100%... When I see people out there wasting their life with drugs, useless dating, drinking, sex.. It disgusts me but, reminds me of how happy I am to have God in my life. Smiling is a lot more fun than that stuff.((: I've let the past be the past.. FINALLY!! & Now I'm happpyyyyyy:D & Ready for Ran's next ball game!!! I dunno why. Lol But, I have a game Tuesday so I have to miss his.)): Boo. Lol jk. & I think I'm in some dangerous territory w/ somethings - Gunna have to get out of it. Lol &&&& I'm ready for the FBLA Conference, the Greenhand conference, the bball game, 10th grade, to finish my book((:, the 30th!!!, & to find out what God has in store for me next. I love you God!!!
-Steph Alderson is Outttt((:
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Lead Me To The Cross..
Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
...I belong to You
Oh, lead me, lead me to the cross
Steph Alderson..
My Day..
My Day was a handful.
Not my "cup of tea"..
I don't feel all up to explaining it.
I don't feel like typing anymore.
& I sure as heck don't feel like smiling.
Who am I to call someone else rude?
But, who are they to yell at me?
Who am I to get mad?
But, who are they to get mad as well?
To me, we're both at fault. But, believe it or not, I truly don't care, this isn't what has been eating me up alive all day.
My realizations is what have been eating at my soul.
I've been trying to push it off, keep a smile and talk to sound out my thoughts...But, well, obviously that isn't working, I get irritated when someone doesn't babble along, I get angry when I receive no smile back, & I never push it off hard enough. It's as if smiling, talking, and ignoring is all that helps me through the day & at the end of the day, I still feel like I've failed & like a pile of crap that's been stepped in and ran over by a semi. Complaining. Whining. None of that will help.
Talking to anyone besides God, that won't help either. I'm obviously in this on my own, with God ofcourse....
But, lately that hasn't felt like enough & that is ridiculous, I know.
& That states my problem....
How to I delete the ridiculous...
God, please help me get back on my path.
I love you.
Steph Alderson.
Not my "cup of tea"..
I don't feel all up to explaining it.
I don't feel like typing anymore.
& I sure as heck don't feel like smiling.
Who am I to call someone else rude?
But, who are they to yell at me?
Who am I to get mad?
But, who are they to get mad as well?
To me, we're both at fault. But, believe it or not, I truly don't care, this isn't what has been eating me up alive all day.
My realizations is what have been eating at my soul.
I've been trying to push it off, keep a smile and talk to sound out my thoughts...But, well, obviously that isn't working, I get irritated when someone doesn't babble along, I get angry when I receive no smile back, & I never push it off hard enough. It's as if smiling, talking, and ignoring is all that helps me through the day & at the end of the day, I still feel like I've failed & like a pile of crap that's been stepped in and ran over by a semi. Complaining. Whining. None of that will help.
Talking to anyone besides God, that won't help either. I'm obviously in this on my own, with God ofcourse....
But, lately that hasn't felt like enough & that is ridiculous, I know.
& That states my problem....
How to I delete the ridiculous...
God, please help me get back on my path.
I love you.
Steph Alderson.
Dear World,
Dear World,
I'm extremely tired of you. It seems everything has to be done and learned the hard way. Also, assumptions are always made, expectations are always highly difficult to succeed, judging is always happening, mean thoughts are always shot towards you, sometimes along with a mean look... Yes, you've failed to make anything easy. Walking away.. That's hard. Giving up... It's hard as well. Smiling when you feel like crying - Ohmygosh, almost impossible! Giving up a friend that has been the only thing keeping you from going crazy and crying in front of the whole school - Even harder. & Quite frankly, I'm tired of trying to please you, World. You seem to get harder each day. I feel if I isolate myself from all these people, all these places, I will grow and finally mature to where I need to. & I mean all people in general,,, Well, sorta, I just want to get away from anyone I've ever talked to, glanced at, everything familiar. I will ofcourse, wait until after college, and maybe a year after that so I can get some work but, I will get away from this place, if it takes the best of me, Oh well. I just need some space to figure out who I am & what I'm here to do. I always thought I knew what I wanted, who I am, whom to trust. But, neither of those three have I been correct about. I have no idea what I want or what I need. I don't know who I am.. & As far as trust goes, I, starting today, have lost all my trust for every single person I can think of. I don't know. I feel I've trusted people that I shouldn't of and it's only gotten me distracted on who I'm here for & that I know the answer to...GOD!!!:) World, as much as I dislike you at the moment, I will recover and start loving you again but, as far as my decisions changing,,Notta chance! As far as me trusting someone again in the near future? Nope! I'm here on my own, except for my God ofcourse. I have an amazing family & I love them so, I know they will always love me & I think badly of none of them. As far as friends go, I have a lot of them but, I think I rather have a true friend, the kind that God says does exist. & NO, I do not mean like a husband blah blah blah. I mean like a best friend & if you don't get that, I'm truly sorry. I do love all my friends and people God has put in my life though! As far as love goes, I'm through with it as well. I'm only a teenager, I have no idea what I need, want, or diserve. I'm not stupid but, neither am I smart. I'm here to learn, live, and love the Lord!! & As hard as it's going to be, I'm saying "goodbye" to the things, people, and ways of my past that have distracted me from who I am here for.
World, I dislike you but, I completely understand and will come around to forgiving you because unfortunatly, I fail at staying mad at someone, even though I feel they diserve it! Or maybe they don't... My anger and confusion has put me in a faroff place that I don't like. I get angry over nothing. I get confused easily. When will, I learn to be patient? When will I learn that the world doesn't evolve around me. Gahhhhhhh.
Gosh,
God, please help me stay strong and follow your Will. I love you, oh so much!! & I'm glad you put the answers in my head today. You proved to me that it is wrong to trust people, and to look up to people because they are what I just said, people. They are just as human as me. I am not dissing them. I am imperfect, as well. I've learned I need to look to YOU for answers, not anyone else. As hard as that will be, I will be strong and do so..... Lord, I love you. & Thanks for watching over me at my most desperate time. & For somehow keeping me from crying.
Steph Alderson
I'm extremely tired of you. It seems everything has to be done and learned the hard way. Also, assumptions are always made, expectations are always highly difficult to succeed, judging is always happening, mean thoughts are always shot towards you, sometimes along with a mean look... Yes, you've failed to make anything easy. Walking away.. That's hard. Giving up... It's hard as well. Smiling when you feel like crying - Ohmygosh, almost impossible! Giving up a friend that has been the only thing keeping you from going crazy and crying in front of the whole school - Even harder. & Quite frankly, I'm tired of trying to please you, World. You seem to get harder each day. I feel if I isolate myself from all these people, all these places, I will grow and finally mature to where I need to. & I mean all people in general,,, Well, sorta, I just want to get away from anyone I've ever talked to, glanced at, everything familiar. I will ofcourse, wait until after college, and maybe a year after that so I can get some work but, I will get away from this place, if it takes the best of me, Oh well. I just need some space to figure out who I am & what I'm here to do. I always thought I knew what I wanted, who I am, whom to trust. But, neither of those three have I been correct about. I have no idea what I want or what I need. I don't know who I am.. & As far as trust goes, I, starting today, have lost all my trust for every single person I can think of. I don't know. I feel I've trusted people that I shouldn't of and it's only gotten me distracted on who I'm here for & that I know the answer to...GOD!!!:) World, as much as I dislike you at the moment, I will recover and start loving you again but, as far as my decisions changing,,Notta chance! As far as me trusting someone again in the near future? Nope! I'm here on my own, except for my God ofcourse. I have an amazing family & I love them so, I know they will always love me & I think badly of none of them. As far as friends go, I have a lot of them but, I think I rather have a true friend, the kind that God says does exist. & NO, I do not mean like a husband blah blah blah. I mean like a best friend & if you don't get that, I'm truly sorry. I do love all my friends and people God has put in my life though! As far as love goes, I'm through with it as well. I'm only a teenager, I have no idea what I need, want, or diserve. I'm not stupid but, neither am I smart. I'm here to learn, live, and love the Lord!! & As hard as it's going to be, I'm saying "goodbye" to the things, people, and ways of my past that have distracted me from who I am here for.
World, I dislike you but, I completely understand and will come around to forgiving you because unfortunatly, I fail at staying mad at someone, even though I feel they diserve it! Or maybe they don't... My anger and confusion has put me in a faroff place that I don't like. I get angry over nothing. I get confused easily. When will, I learn to be patient? When will I learn that the world doesn't evolve around me. Gahhhhhhh.
Gosh,
God, please help me stay strong and follow your Will. I love you, oh so much!! & I'm glad you put the answers in my head today. You proved to me that it is wrong to trust people, and to look up to people because they are what I just said, people. They are just as human as me. I am not dissing them. I am imperfect, as well. I've learned I need to look to YOU for answers, not anyone else. As hard as that will be, I will be strong and do so..... Lord, I love you. & Thanks for watching over me at my most desperate time. & For somehow keeping me from crying.
Steph Alderson
Monday, January 10, 2011
Snow Dayy!!:)
My day has been......Fun!:) Lol
I woke up around lunch and went and played in the snow!! The snow day was great and all but, I'm pretty ready to go back to school!! & I hope we do because we have a game and yeah.. Lol Someone parked their truck in our yard...Dunno who, but how rude!!:P Lol & In the middle of the pretty snow..Lame!! So, my theory is their is a car bomb in it that is going to go off and kill me and my neighbor hahaha ...Some say they've been planning it since 9/11. Hahahah:P Anyways, I'm hoping someone just got stuck, it was late..they didn't wanna wake us, and so they left it there and walked home.. I hope. Lol They may have knocked, knowin' us we didn't hear it!! Lol
I love snow but, it can go away now!!:)
I love you Lord!!
Steph Alderson is out!
I woke up around lunch and went and played in the snow!! The snow day was great and all but, I'm pretty ready to go back to school!! & I hope we do because we have a game and yeah.. Lol Someone parked their truck in our yard...Dunno who, but how rude!!:P Lol & In the middle of the pretty snow..Lame!! So, my theory is their is a car bomb in it that is going to go off and kill me and my neighbor hahaha ...Some say they've been planning it since 9/11. Hahahah:P Anyways, I'm hoping someone just got stuck, it was late..they didn't wanna wake us, and so they left it there and walked home.. I hope. Lol They may have knocked, knowin' us we didn't hear it!! Lol
I love snow but, it can go away now!!:)
I love you Lord!!
Steph Alderson is out!
Sunday, January 9, 2011
=-) Washing My Tears Away!!!! =-)
Wow. Today has been a definite emotional rollercoaster for me. "Uncle Tom" decided today of all days to make his dreaded visit. Thanks alot dude. :/ Thanks to "him", ha jk! But, I have been a crybaby today. I've cried tears of joy,sadness, anger, confusion...This is what that stupid uncle does to me!! Lol Ok, so I cry a lot without him but, still.... Anyways, so I was laying on my bed crying and I feel this annoying hard thing under my pillow. I pull it out, planning to chunk it out of anger, and it was my Bible!! So instead, I hugged it to my face and cried on it. When I was done, my Bible wasn't even wet...... God was there. He held my hand through my emotional wreck & for that I love HIM!!!! I was crying over some people judging me and well, He reminded me that I shouldn't care, that He's always there, & for me to continue living for HIM not them. Thank you so much for waking me up & for washing my tears away!! I love you!!:)
Steph Alderson....
One tired kid...... Oh, & NO SCHOOL TOMORROW..
SNOOOWW DAYYY=-)
Steph Alderson....
One tired kid...... Oh, & NO SCHOOL TOMORROW..
SNOOOWW DAYYY=-)
........................................
I wanna go back..back to the begining..before the earth, the sun, and the moon.......
God, Thank you for creating me and well everything. Thank you for always forgiving me when I lose my temper, when I do things I shouldn't, when I behave stupidly. Thank you. You are amazing and I love you so much..
I pray that you get rid of all this pain...
Amen..
Steph Alderson...
God, Thank you for creating me and well everything. Thank you for always forgiving me when I lose my temper, when I do things I shouldn't, when I behave stupidly. Thank you. You are amazing and I love you so much..
I pray that you get rid of all this pain...
Amen..
Steph Alderson...
>:/
"Alone in this house again tonight, I got the tv on, the sound turned down, ..there's pictures of u n all around me, the way that it was and coulda been surrounds me, I'll never get over you walking away.. I thought that being strong meant never losing your self control..."
I didn't know anger could make you feel like this. So weak. So well angry... I'm tired of these things. Maybe it's time to end them.
Headache,dizzyness,sore throat, ......Is life really worth it?
Yes, life is very worth it but, am I worth all the trouble I cause. Guess I'll keep living and find out.
Steph Alderson........
I didn't know anger could make you feel like this. So weak. So well angry... I'm tired of these things. Maybe it's time to end them.
Headache,dizzyness,sore throat, ......Is life really worth it?
Yes, life is very worth it but, am I worth all the trouble I cause. Guess I'll keep living and find out.
Steph Alderson........
The Questions That Are Worthless... :)
1. Spell your name as it sounds: Stef-uh-knee
2. Are you available? yes n plan on stayn dat way.
3. What your favorite number? 5 and 15:)
4. Favorite color(s)? Red..I'm in the red mood today. Lol & sometimes blue.
5. Least favorite color? Orange
6. What are you listening to? tv
7. Do you know how to swim? No.:(
8. Do you like roller coasters? Sho nuff.
**THE DOES:**
9. Does your car get good gas mileage? idk
10. Does your family have family picnics? nopee
11. Does your home have a bookcase? Yupp
**THE HAVES:**
12. Have you ever been to Canada? Nope
13. Have you ever gone fishing? Tons.
14. Have you ever seen a celebrity? no
15. Have you ever been on a motorcycle? Yep.
**THE HOWS:**
16. How much money do you have on you right now? dunno
17. How many cars have you owned? None
18. How many jobs have you had? None
19. How tall are you? 5'3"
**THE LASTS:**
20. Last person to call you? Kaleb
21. Last thing u said?Now
22. Last person you were in a car with? momma.
23. Last time you ate at McDonalds? like a week ago
24. Last thing you had for dinner? Pizza
25. The last thing you bought? music.
26. Last person you saw? amy
27. Last time you cried? like a week ago, i think..
29. Last time you laughed? Earlier today.
**THE WHATS:**
30. What is the temperature outside? Frickin' cold.
31. What time did you wake up? 11:)
**RAnDOMS:**
44. Do you have a best friend(s)? no
45. What goes best with a coke? me
46. What did you do two nights ago? I've slept since then.
49. Is your birthday coming up? nope
53. Where were you at 12:02 AM this morning? readn.
59. What was the first thing you thought this morning? sickkk:(
61. What are your plans for this weekend? its pretty much over
64. Coke or Pepsi? Coke.
66. What do you dislike at the moment? Life. Ha. Just playin'
67. What did you dream about last night? IT was soo weird.. I was a deer! lol
68. Whats the last TV show you watched? Idr
70. Name 1 person on your Top Friends that is most like you. No tops
72. Are you on any medication? no
73. Have you ever cut your own hair? no.
74. What is your favorite frozen treat? Uhh..ice cream?
75. How many piercings/tattoos do you have? None. earz2
76. Where's your favorite place to be? schoolll.
77. Is there a person you miss right now? Yupp
78. who was the last person to text you? raeee
79. Do you care what people think about you? Hardly.
82. Last person to tell you they love you? Hmm. I dunno.
84. Who was the last person to make you cry? Let's not discuss this.
85. Who can you tell anything to? God:)
86. What are you doing today? chilln
89. Do you like ketchup? No
90. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? No
91. What color is your pillow case? Camo
93. Have you ever been to California or Chicago? nooopee
97. What is your favorite fruit? Cherrys
98. What did you do today? ntn
99. Are you cold? Yes:/
100. Does it annoy you when someone says they will text or call and don't? If it's important.
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2. Are you available? yes n plan on stayn dat way.
3. What your favorite number? 5 and 15:)
4. Favorite color(s)? Red..I'm in the red mood today. Lol & sometimes blue.
5. Least favorite color? Orange
6. What are you listening to? tv
7. Do you know how to swim? No.:(
8. Do you like roller coasters? Sho nuff.
**THE DOES:**
9. Does your car get good gas mileage? idk
10. Does your family have family picnics? nopee
11. Does your home have a bookcase? Yupp
**THE HAVES:**
12. Have you ever been to Canada? Nope
13. Have you ever gone fishing? Tons.
14. Have you ever seen a celebrity? no
15. Have you ever been on a motorcycle? Yep.
**THE HOWS:**
16. How much money do you have on you right now? dunno
17. How many cars have you owned? None
18. How many jobs have you had? None
19. How tall are you? 5'3"
**THE LASTS:**
20. Last person to call you? Kaleb
21. Last thing u said?Now
22. Last person you were in a car with? momma.
23. Last time you ate at McDonalds? like a week ago
24. Last thing you had for dinner? Pizza
25. The last thing you bought? music.
26. Last person you saw? amy
27. Last time you cried? like a week ago, i think..
29. Last time you laughed? Earlier today.
**THE WHATS:**
30. What is the temperature outside? Frickin' cold.
31. What time did you wake up? 11:)
**RAnDOMS:**
44. Do you have a best friend(s)? no
45. What goes best with a coke? me
46. What did you do two nights ago? I've slept since then.
49. Is your birthday coming up? nope
53. Where were you at 12:02 AM this morning? readn.
59. What was the first thing you thought this morning? sickkk:(
61. What are your plans for this weekend? its pretty much over
64. Coke or Pepsi? Coke.
66. What do you dislike at the moment? Life. Ha. Just playin'
67. What did you dream about last night? IT was soo weird.. I was a deer! lol
68. Whats the last TV show you watched? Idr
70. Name 1 person on your Top Friends that is most like you. No tops
72. Are you on any medication? no
73. Have you ever cut your own hair? no.
74. What is your favorite frozen treat? Uhh..ice cream?
75. How many piercings/tattoos do you have? None. earz2
76. Where's your favorite place to be? schoolll.
77. Is there a person you miss right now? Yupp
78. who was the last person to text you? raeee
79. Do you care what people think about you? Hardly.
82. Last person to tell you they love you? Hmm. I dunno.
84. Who was the last person to make you cry? Let's not discuss this.
85. Who can you tell anything to? God:)
86. What are you doing today? chilln
89. Do you like ketchup? No
90. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? No
91. What color is your pillow case? Camo
93. Have you ever been to California or Chicago? nooopee
97. What is your favorite fruit? Cherrys
98. What did you do today? ntn
99. Are you cold? Yes:/
100. Does it annoy you when someone says they will text or call and don't? If it's important.
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Complaining... The Good vs. The Bad.
Through out this year, I've realized that too many people complain about too many things. Isn't it great!!!??:D Now to you, it might be annoying but, I love it when people complain...In a way, in another way it annoys me. Have you ever thought about all God's done? He gave us everything we have, He created us and this world! He created all these things we continiously complain about. Without God, we wouldn't have anything to complain about. We would be nothing, have nothing, and we would all be in a scary place right now but, Jesus!!:) My super duper brother!! (& yours too!:)) Died for our sins! He gave us another chance at life and for those of you who's complaining, you're wasting that life. I've learned, quite recently, that you never know when your time is coming to an end. You might be in my aunts case, and know you're going to die soon but, you don't know exactly. So why waste your time complaining when you could be out there enjoying the life God gave us!! You could be spreading God's love instead of spreading your complaints. So, complaining..It reminds you of all what God did and does. but, is complaining really the right thing to do? I think not. When you hear someone complain, you should be reminded about God. About how if it wasn't for Him, you wouldn't be complaining right now. Lets stop complaining & lets enjoy God's love! Do you really want to die tomorrow as a complainer when you could die as an inspiration? God is amazing!!!!:) :)
Steph Alderson
Steph Alderson
Saturday, January 8, 2011
"Days like these, I wanna make 'em last!!"
"Turn it up a little bit louder, Turn it up I love this song. Come on boy, the world is ours, Lets do somethin' right or wrong. Life is short, lets go live it. Ain't no time for wasting time. Days like these, they go by way too fast. Yeah, days like these, you wanna make 'em last!!" :)
My day was incredibly fantastic!!♥
I got up at a decent time.. Go me!:) & I cleaned some...Another shocker! JK.. Then I got ready to go to a baby shower...There was a lot of good food!!:) We left early so we could go to Randy's ball game,,, They won!!:) Yeah Buddy!!! Then we got pizza n went home, which is where I just might be right now......... I love my life! I love how God protected my grandfather last night when he was having heart troubles. My heart kept telling me it was time to say goodbye but, my heart was wrong, as it often is & he is doing much better. Thank you, God!! Also, thanks for keeping your hands upon my friends when they got in a car wreck and then my other friends whom always did. You make me smile!!!!:) I love you......
♥ .....Days like these, you wanna make 'em last!!!!!.....♥
I love smiling. I'm a big fan of food. My friends and pretty much everyone makes me giggle. I love to run. I love to do anything someone doesn't think I can do...Not ina bad way! I love seeing people smile when I know they want to cry.... It's simple, I love life and this world God has blessed me to be apart of.. Wow, Thank You! :)
Steph Alderson......
My day was incredibly fantastic!!♥
I got up at a decent time.. Go me!:) & I cleaned some...Another shocker! JK.. Then I got ready to go to a baby shower...There was a lot of good food!!:) We left early so we could go to Randy's ball game,,, They won!!:) Yeah Buddy!!! Then we got pizza n went home, which is where I just might be right now......... I love my life! I love how God protected my grandfather last night when he was having heart troubles. My heart kept telling me it was time to say goodbye but, my heart was wrong, as it often is & he is doing much better. Thank you, God!! Also, thanks for keeping your hands upon my friends when they got in a car wreck and then my other friends whom always did. You make me smile!!!!:) I love you......
♥ .....Days like these, you wanna make 'em last!!!!!.....♥
I love smiling. I'm a big fan of food. My friends and pretty much everyone makes me giggle. I love to run. I love to do anything someone doesn't think I can do...Not ina bad way! I love seeing people smile when I know they want to cry.... It's simple, I love life and this world God has blessed me to be apart of.. Wow, Thank You! :)
Steph Alderson......
Friday, January 7, 2011
The World Through My Eyes...
The World Through my Eyes will be different than yours. I will take things differently and most of the time my opinion will be far from what you may call fetch. I know that. I'm ok with that. I've accepted that. I know that I am imperfect. There will always be something about me that disgusts you, and I'm all for that. You want to let my faults keep you from befriending me. That's your loss really because I've been trying my best to accept everyone else's "Faults" , which are in no way faults, just differences that I may not find wonderful. That's apart of life. & As each day goes by I'm growing and learning and becoming stronger with God and my life. Why can't you do the same?
I love you!!
Steph Alderson...
I love you!!
Steph Alderson...
Hello, Future!
My day was wonderful!!!
I spent my 1st hour class, pre ap english, writing and goofin' off with Taylor!:P Lol & Then 2nd hour, was p.e... I played bball w/ the dudez. Didn't hurt myself!! Yay!:) Lol Third hour was Health... Coach had a phone call & mckayla refusing to move to waste most of our class time but, we are now on page 11!!!!:D Or was it 10... Oh well, yay!:) Haha & then 4th hour which is starting to become one of my favorite classes, I finished my algebra2 problems and then mr. w gave me more chips.. They were really good!:) Lol & Then 5th hour was computer work..Blegghhh. 6th hour, I took a little nap...:D 7th hour we worked on "teamwork" by doing what coach said w/ a parachute. It was fun:) & then he talked to us about the season n stuff, he's good with words!! lol Then a little after we started practicing, the fire drill went off!! Haha:) & then last hour I started making a volcano..It's cute.:) But, I want it to explode!! :D My day seemed short but, it was fun... My official goodbye to being a Jr. Lady Hornet..... Hello, future!:) God's got the whole world in His hands, including me!! & I'm pretty sure, that whatever the future is, He knows I can do it & He will help me do it & give me the strength to do so. I love you God!! & Right now, I'm ready to see what life's like without highschool,,, but, at the same time, I'll sure miss it here.:) The future makes me frown but, makes me smile even more!! :) Goodbye past!
Steph Alderson......
Is out.
I spent my 1st hour class, pre ap english, writing and goofin' off with Taylor!:P Lol & Then 2nd hour, was p.e... I played bball w/ the dudez. Didn't hurt myself!! Yay!:) Lol Third hour was Health... Coach had a phone call & mckayla refusing to move to waste most of our class time but, we are now on page 11!!!!:D Or was it 10... Oh well, yay!:) Haha & then 4th hour which is starting to become one of my favorite classes, I finished my algebra2 problems and then mr. w gave me more chips.. They were really good!:) Lol & Then 5th hour was computer work..Blegghhh. 6th hour, I took a little nap...:D 7th hour we worked on "teamwork" by doing what coach said w/ a parachute. It was fun:) & then he talked to us about the season n stuff, he's good with words!! lol Then a little after we started practicing, the fire drill went off!! Haha:) & then last hour I started making a volcano..It's cute.:) But, I want it to explode!! :D My day seemed short but, it was fun... My official goodbye to being a Jr. Lady Hornet..... Hello, future!:) God's got the whole world in His hands, including me!! & I'm pretty sure, that whatever the future is, He knows I can do it & He will help me do it & give me the strength to do so. I love you God!! & Right now, I'm ready to see what life's like without highschool,,, but, at the same time, I'll sure miss it here.:) The future makes me frown but, makes me smile even more!! :) Goodbye past!
Steph Alderson......
Is out.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Smiles Stomp Satan!
Life has been amazingly, superly duperly, epicly, greatly, wonderful lately!!:)
I've decided that happiness always tops sadness.. & To let things go, keep a smile on my face & keep being who I've always been. I've learned to form my own opinions..How am I me if I go by other peoples point of view? I've learned that others people opinions of me and what I do are just that, opinions. I've accepted the fact that not everybody's gunna be happy with what I do and that those people...They don't matter. God's opinion is and always will be the only thing that matters. He is the one I should be making happy. Does that mean I should be mean to others who don't agree or who judge me? No, because they are a child of God, also,,, and If I had kids I sure wouldn't be happy if someone was mean to them, as God probably feels. Smiling is SO much more fun and easier than frowning. & it makes you feel good. I'm sorry if I'm not who you want me to be but, I'm who I want to be & I'm who God is making me to be..If that makes since at all. & that's all that matters to me. There might be a day, a minute, maybe just a little second that I doubt that but, no matter how much crap satan does towards me and my life, I will ALWAYS remember who I am, why I'm here, & what this life is about. So, give it your best shot.. and watch yourself fail. I love my life, my Father, my family, my teammates, my friends....My Everything. Lord, I love you!
Smiles Stomp Satan!! & They stomp on 'em hard!
Steph Alderson.....
I've decided that happiness always tops sadness.. & To let things go, keep a smile on my face & keep being who I've always been. I've learned to form my own opinions..How am I me if I go by other peoples point of view? I've learned that others people opinions of me and what I do are just that, opinions. I've accepted the fact that not everybody's gunna be happy with what I do and that those people...They don't matter. God's opinion is and always will be the only thing that matters. He is the one I should be making happy. Does that mean I should be mean to others who don't agree or who judge me? No, because they are a child of God, also,,, and If I had kids I sure wouldn't be happy if someone was mean to them, as God probably feels. Smiling is SO much more fun and easier than frowning. & it makes you feel good. I'm sorry if I'm not who you want me to be but, I'm who I want to be & I'm who God is making me to be..If that makes since at all. & that's all that matters to me. There might be a day, a minute, maybe just a little second that I doubt that but, no matter how much crap satan does towards me and my life, I will ALWAYS remember who I am, why I'm here, & what this life is about. So, give it your best shot.. and watch yourself fail. I love my life, my Father, my family, my teammates, my friends....My Everything. Lord, I love you!
Smiles Stomp Satan!! & They stomp on 'em hard!
Steph Alderson.....
Totem So;) - The day of 'P' joining the alphabet... :D
My day was superly duperly, amazingly, wonderfully, great!!!:D & I T-O-L-D you so. Hahah:) Or Totem... ha:D
My day started out learning "grammer" in muh englisho class.:) & Then off to second hour where, I made the mistake of playing bball & got kneed in da thigh.:) But, allz kewl... I also learned that ya aint supposed to ice those!! ...My Bad!!:) & then to 3rd hour, where Coach made fun of me for that..LOL:) & He had a letter 'P' sticker on his desk. Haha & I was like that's like from the alphabet when I was meaning to say Sesame Street...talk about embarrassing!!:D A little while later Tristan gave me a peppermint stick... It was yummy. :) & the we discussed stuff. Lol & Then in 4th hour we were supposed to work but my algebra2 teacha' decided that he was going to be in a fantastic mood & talked through the WHOLE class!:) & He gave us these really yummy chips that were made outta vegetables..:D They were well, really yummy. :) Then 5th hour..BORING.. Jus' some computa' stuffz. & Then lunch where we had icky chili......& then 7th hour..we had a sub...That meant alotta work. Sadness..:( Lol(: & Then basketball practice...We went over how everything was going to be w/ 4 pple because well, we only had 4 people..Lol & we are having to move up to the Sr. High team because our 5th playa' is injured..:( It was upsetting at first but, now I'm purty phsyced..:) & Then 8th hour we had Physical Sciene, we learned stuff (that I already knew.. gahh I hate that!LOL:) ) about atoms and other things about elements & subscripts.. yada yada yada.. & Then the basketball game!! We lost by 7 but, it was our last game as Jr. High & it was...Fun!:) Lol & Now, I'm ready for yet another day on this beginning to get really icky and oilly poluted but, still wonderfully beautiful Earth!!:D I love my life!:)
Steph Alderson
The BEAST. Not A beast.. THE Beast!:D Hahaha:)
Totem so! ;)
My day started out learning "grammer" in muh englisho class.:) & Then off to second hour where, I made the mistake of playing bball & got kneed in da thigh.:) But, allz kewl... I also learned that ya aint supposed to ice those!! ...My Bad!!:) & then to 3rd hour, where Coach made fun of me for that..LOL:) & He had a letter 'P' sticker on his desk. Haha & I was like that's like from the alphabet when I was meaning to say Sesame Street...talk about embarrassing!!:D A little while later Tristan gave me a peppermint stick... It was yummy. :) & the we discussed stuff. Lol & Then in 4th hour we were supposed to work but my algebra2 teacha' decided that he was going to be in a fantastic mood & talked through the WHOLE class!:) & He gave us these really yummy chips that were made outta vegetables..:D They were well, really yummy. :) Then 5th hour..BORING.. Jus' some computa' stuffz. & Then lunch where we had icky chili......& then 7th hour..we had a sub...That meant alotta work. Sadness..:( Lol(: & Then basketball practice...We went over how everything was going to be w/ 4 pple because well, we only had 4 people..Lol & we are having to move up to the Sr. High team because our 5th playa' is injured..:( It was upsetting at first but, now I'm purty phsyced..:) & Then 8th hour we had Physical Sciene, we learned stuff (that I already knew.. gahh I hate that!LOL:) ) about atoms and other things about elements & subscripts.. yada yada yada.. & Then the basketball game!! We lost by 7 but, it was our last game as Jr. High & it was...Fun!:) Lol & Now, I'm ready for yet another day on this beginning to get really icky and oilly poluted but, still wonderfully beautiful Earth!!:D I love my life!:)
Steph Alderson
The BEAST. Not A beast.. THE Beast!:D Hahaha:)
Totem so! ;)
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
"Oh, & I'm Crazy"...:D
Hahahaha:)
SO, someone "said that I could be or something like that"..didn't actually call me it but, anyways a butch. haha.:)
& then a lil while later, Rae's like nope, Steph, you're the beast!:) Haha Today was good. I busted my lip, always fun.:) & I got lost looking for peanut butter crackers in the old cafeteria..it was in the VERY back, btw. Then, I had an amazing adventure trying to help rae find her chain. Lol It was in her pocket the whole time... I read a sad story where a lil brother died..:( & We played spasketball & I fell on Devin...Ick. Lol I cried for thinking something mean..:( Lol:) Me & Kate spent all of 5th hour googling pics of Rotnei Clarke.:D I never got to play ping pong.. Me & Austin played bball afterschool & ended up hitting a lil kid..Whoops..:D The kid was tough tho, totally laughed it off..:D & I ate breakfast today..just so I'd have something to put on my health log but, still. :) I manage to fail epicly several times but, it was pretty fun.:) & Sarah & I did fruit today...The little kids aren't big fans of oranges. Before I left after school, Randy's lil friend asked me to marry him someday. My brother was like dude. hahahah:) Kate & dilly hahahah (he gets mad when I call him that) got in an argument in Mrs. J's class... It was pretty funny...:) I had a jolly rancher, one left..it was blue...Yeah, I dropped it on the floor. The 60second rule DID NOT work this time.:) Austin told me I was fat. I'm going to be a car creater dude someday...NOT. Ick, I don't mind mechanic work but, designing and painting n all that stuff as my CAREER..actually going to a 'college'? No, not my thing!!!:) & we had chicken strips at lunch today!! I snuck one of Sarah's.. Rae told me a story of her aunt fallin' in the woods while trying to urinate..HAHAHA..MADE MY DAY!:)
& that was my day in a totally randomly amazing order.
Now, I'm watching the Sugar Bowl!!
AND THE RAZORBACKS ARE PLAYING RIGHT NOW!! THEY'VE TOTALLY PLAYED PRETTY SUCKY SO FAR BUT, THEY ARE GUNNA WIN THIS THING!!!!! :D
Woo Pig Sooie!!:)
Oh, & I'm crazy.:)
Steph Alderson is Outt.:)
SO, someone "said that I could be or something like that"..didn't actually call me it but, anyways a butch. haha.:)
& then a lil while later, Rae's like nope, Steph, you're the beast!:) Haha Today was good. I busted my lip, always fun.:) & I got lost looking for peanut butter crackers in the old cafeteria..it was in the VERY back, btw. Then, I had an amazing adventure trying to help rae find her chain. Lol It was in her pocket the whole time... I read a sad story where a lil brother died..:( & We played spasketball & I fell on Devin...Ick. Lol I cried for thinking something mean..:( Lol:) Me & Kate spent all of 5th hour googling pics of Rotnei Clarke.:D I never got to play ping pong.. Me & Austin played bball afterschool & ended up hitting a lil kid..Whoops..:D The kid was tough tho, totally laughed it off..:D & I ate breakfast today..just so I'd have something to put on my health log but, still. :) I manage to fail epicly several times but, it was pretty fun.:) & Sarah & I did fruit today...The little kids aren't big fans of oranges. Before I left after school, Randy's lil friend asked me to marry him someday. My brother was like dude. hahahah:) Kate & dilly hahahah (he gets mad when I call him that) got in an argument in Mrs. J's class... It was pretty funny...:) I had a jolly rancher, one left..it was blue...Yeah, I dropped it on the floor. The 60second rule DID NOT work this time.:) Austin told me I was fat. I'm going to be a car creater dude someday...NOT. Ick, I don't mind mechanic work but, designing and painting n all that stuff as my CAREER..actually going to a 'college'? No, not my thing!!!:) & we had chicken strips at lunch today!! I snuck one of Sarah's.. Rae told me a story of her aunt fallin' in the woods while trying to urinate..HAHAHA..MADE MY DAY!:)
& that was my day in a totally randomly amazing order.
Now, I'm watching the Sugar Bowl!!
AND THE RAZORBACKS ARE PLAYING RIGHT NOW!! THEY'VE TOTALLY PLAYED PRETTY SUCKY SO FAR BUT, THEY ARE GUNNA WIN THIS THING!!!!! :D
Woo Pig Sooie!!:)
Oh, & I'm crazy.:)
Steph Alderson is Outt.:)
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