"He knows my name, Every step that I take, Every move that I make, Every tear that I cry, He knows my name, When I'm overwhelmed by the pain and can't see the light of day,I know I'll be just fine,'Cause He knows my name!!!" That is the best song ever!!:)
Sometimes I get so confused. I forget who I am and I forget the pain I have went through from the sins I have caused. I forget reality and I dream to big. I focus more on what I want than what I need. I get lost in a fantasy that will never come true. && depend on people when I should be more independent. I know that the Lord will forgive me when I sin. I know he will love me as long as I love him. I know he'll give me a place in Heaven as long as I give him a place in my heart but, yet I still forget who I am. I forget what I went through to get where I am today. I forget how painful it was to cross that line and to let go of all of the bad things that have happened to me and to promise God I will serve him in every way I can. I forget the wall I built to keep the evil out of my life and my friends and family. I forget and let things that resemble the wall of jericho get in my way of serving God. These things happen to everyone, I suppose....but, I still feel unworthy. I wish my parents would allow me to go to church every Sunday. I wish lots of things. I shouldn't be wishing though!!! I should be PRAYING and talking to the Lord! The Almighty! but, noooo I'm acting childish and wishing on shooting star! Well, I don't really wish on shooting star but, ya get what I mean. My God is an awesome God!!! & I will work harder for him!! I will stop doing some things just to impress people. I don't need to impress people I need to serve the Lord. A person told me a quote the other day about friendship & I will remember it forever. It was a very true quote & it will help me remember stuff later on. I <3 the Lord. I love the people he's put in my life & I love him for saving me in 3rd grade & then saving me again in 6th when I forgot! How silly I was to forget! but, he saved me! & this year he has put people into my life to help me always remember and I loooove him sooo much for it!! These people have inspired me and have helped me get closer to the Lord!! I mean, I would've remembered how much I love God w/ out them but, it's always nice to share your love for the Lord w/ other friends and teachers. While, some people just dis the Lord & make fun of you...not that i care what they think!!
I hate to cut this short but, I must be going. I <3 my God!!!!:)
Steph's Out. <3
Steph is the bomb diggity. <3
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