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Well..tomorrow's the last day of school and summer vacation starts...I guess anyone else would be excited but, I'm not really..lol I needed to get a lot accomplished this year so that I would be ready to move out but, I didn't which means I'm not leaving yet. I guess God isn't through with me here..which is ok..I can see why he doesn't want me to leave just yet. I still have people I need to help..people I should've of been helping a while ago. & I have failed miserably..I didn't realize it as much until yesterday when a friend in my class told me something...I realized how I failed helping her....I could've been a better friend..been there to help her and I could've helped her find the Lord...she needs him in her life and I've seen others try and fail to get her to listen and well...I just stood in the background instead of actually trying myself and well, now it's too late. She did something absolutely stupid the other day and I'm quite ashamed of myself.. I don't know..I don't think she would've listened to me even if I tried but, that's no excuse...that's when the old WWJD comes in. & instead of me stopping and thinking, what would jesus do?..I stood back and now she made a big mistake..and well, I'm going to have to tell someone..It would be even more wrong for me to keep it a secret like she asked....and I can't do that..she'll hate me..but, that's just something I'll have to accept..she needs the Lord and she needs help and well...I'm just an idiot, a failure, and I'm ashamed. but, thankfully the Lord forgives and maybe..just maybe..he'll forgive me. Okay, now I'm just being silly, he'll forgive me as long as I mean it and trust me I do. I know I can't make someone love the Lord and everything but, I could atleast tell them how awesome my God is and everything but, I didn't...but, no worries..I won't make that mistake again!! *sigh* Now that I've posted my dumb problems to the world wide web I am good and ready for the trip 2morrow and to hang w/ muh friends.:) lol

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Well, I'm out to go do something else b4 I post more of my lovely problems!! Hahaha!!:D