16 Wishes.:)

16 wishes...:) They'll come true on my 16th bday..You just wait!:) Lol


1. I will finally not care what others think.
2. I will still be focusing on the Lord instead of "loove". lol
3. I will still think boys are a waste of time & stink.
4. I will still be a Christian.
5. I will have my name on a banner for running like the ones in the gym.
6. I will still be running.:)
7. I will finally be able to do a layup right.
8. I will be taller than mother. :) haha
9. I will be better at self control.
10.I will have my driver's license.
11.I will be stronger...with the Lord I mean.
12.I will stop letting people run over me.
13.I will still be playing basketball & Coach M. will still our coach. Haha
14.I will volunteer at the local hospital..that's always sounded fun.:)
15.I will spread God's Love as I do now.
16.I will stop being so spacy & be my own person.:)

:) Summer 2010: Conservation Camp:)

Well, I am in an suprising good mood..:) Haha just got done watchin' a movie calle d16 wishes...It's ok..very predictable but, everyone loves a happy ending, right? Haha If only those kinda things really happened!:) Anyways, camp starts tomorrow..:( Boo! I am ready for church camp but, not this camp..this ones where all the flooding was so I'm a lil nervous. Haha;) Oh well, I got God watchin' over me so all how it's supposed to. If I'm supposed to leave Earth, then I will leave Earth. but, I prefer to have violets or lilacs at my funeral..just incase I die..:) Ha, who am I kidding..Once I die this blog will just not be updated..no one even knows it exists. Haha which is ok bc it's prob. better they don't!!:) Haha Well, I'm havin' a great day..rather odd I suppose & I am really tired of these disney channel movies..they leave a person feelin' happy!!:) Haha but, I guess that's a good thing...

Anyways, I'm Out..& shouldn't be back 'til the 2nd unless ofcourse I pass away.

I love you all!!!:)

My God is an awesome God!!
Steph Alderson..:)

Butterfly 5k!:)

Well, I got up bright and early (5:30) :) Haha & headed to Paris!:) Lol not the paris you're thinking of..anyways, I went to run the Paris Butterfly 5k. & I think it was a very rough race...intense incline throughout the whole thing but, all together it was one of the most fun races I've ran!!! I guess the harder it is, the better!:) Anyways, I got 2nd overall female & got a mountain bike.:) It's blue & it's prettyful.:) Lol I broke my PR w/ a time of 25:28. & now I'm pumped for next Saturday!! I have like 5 races to choose from & I'm pretty sure I know which one I wanna run.:) I love races, they're the bomb!! Well, today will be the last day I post anything bc around lunch tomorrow I'm off to camp!! :) Hooray...& then I come back 4th of July weekend & then the 5th I go to church camp! Hooray!:) Can't wait..:) Haha I called my coach at like 8 something in the morning bc I 4got it was that early:) When you're running all you think really is the fact that you're almost there just a few more miles, or on some races you'll wish it was longer, and then there's the races where you're too busy looking at the scenery or talking to God the whole way through..:) You don't think about the time. I love running. Not because I win but, because it's fun & I don't know I just love it.:) I even love the days when I run like 5 miles..those days are the best!!:)

Anyways, I plan on working on my pace & form & it'll all be good.:)

today has been a very tiresome day but, it was fun.:)

Steph Alderson is Out. <3

June 24, 2k10!

June 24, 2010:)

Today was like any other day really......
I got up around 8 and ate some breakfast.:) & then I began on the amazing journey of cleaning my bedroom. I'm not a slob, everything is organized....just in the wrong places.:) For example, socks don't go on top of dressers...but, they were mated and everything..lol:) but, apparently that's not good enough for mother.:) Haha & then I worked outside and got some more sun on my dumb sunburn...& now I'm sun burned worst....Nice going, Steph!! Then I got in and ate lunch, texted Josh & Jacobo & started working on the lovely movie I'm making.:) Lol or atleast the movie, I've been working on since the first day of school thise year lol but, I haven't yet perfected it. So here I am typing this, after finally finishing my house cleaning..& now I'm wondering about facebook, talking to long forgotten friends...It's quite sad but, it's hard to keep in touch w/ some1 from New Jersey!!:) Lol & now I am preparing myself to get up early tomorrow for yet another day at the place I love most!!:) bc I have to work in the FFA garden again w/ Josh, Rae, & Wes. Hooray....no sarcasm at all.:) Haha Anyways, I get to go check the dryer now!! yayy!!:)

Can't wait for Church Camp!!! <3 My God is an awesome God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

Steph Alderson's Out....<3:)

Fun in the Sun!!:)

Today was a good day..:P

Got up early...got griped at for being gripey..haha.:) & then mother drove me to the store to meet Mrs. S for a ride to my fav. place in the whole wide world to work in our FFA garden..bc it's my SAE project so yeahh.:) We stopped and picked up Josh & then later down the ride we stopped and picked up Raelyn..then we headed up the mountain, got to the place, went to the shop, and started working..and here comes Weston. Apparently, Raelyn invited Weston to become apart of Josh's & I SAE project w/ out informing us..thanks rae!! We really appreciate it..NOT! That was our project...not his..and honestly not yours..yours is goats and pigs remember?? Haha oh well, all that they did was kiss and they actually snuck off to the creek..where we found them half an hour later..& well, Mrs. S said they weren't helpin' ne more!! Hoorah!!!:) I'm sorry..I am just glad that people finally understand what I've been stating all year! & I have a headache so I'm a lil grumpy:) Anyways, after we got done w/ the garden 'round 1:30 Josh & I hung out bc well...we couldn't find rae and wes bc they kept sneaking off places. So we played basketball,swung, and played on the slide..:) It was a lot more fun than watching rae and wes suck face. Hahaha:) then Josh & I rode down the mountain 'round 5 w/ Mrs. S & we dropped Josh off haha after talking to his mom..Haha Renee's awesome & we always talk forever everytime we see each other:) Haha her & muh familyz friends so I see her a lot. lol Anyways, then we left and Mrs. S dropped me off at the store, I went home, ate, worked outside, & now Ima here on da computer..:) Hoorah!!


&& now I'm sun burned, sore, & tired but..
I had a good day &
My God is still an awesome God!!!:)

Steph Alderson's Out. <3

Destroy the Wall. :)

Haha:) I typed a post about an hour ago and luckily it didn't publish bc my computer decided to jack up. I think that was all in God's doing because he knew by me posting that I'd be making a huge mistake!!:) & thank you bc you were right!! I'm glad that thing didn't post!!:) Lol

Anyways, I've had a decent day...I've had problems mending my heart but, we all do at times right? It just feels like it's broke in a million zillion billion pieces..& you just can't find enough tape to fix it...Haha;) But, that's ok because when God is ready for it to be fixed, it will be fixed & besides I learned a lesson from this experience. I learned that YOU can create your wall of jericho. You shouldn't be mad at a person who was your wall of jericho bc even know they're in the wrong too...YOU are the one who made them your wall of jericho. You're the one who let them distract you from God not them. They were a distraction but, it was your fault for letting the devil blindside you. Not anymore, Steph. You realized that you were sinning..you destroyed you wall of jericho and it's all good.:) I love my awesome God!!! I love Lord Jesus!!!!!:) They are both amazing!!!!! <3

Well, I'm going to get off of here now before I babble on..which I do a lot.:) Haha

Steph Alderson's Out.:)
Good Night & God Bless!!!!!!!!:)

"I will rejoice, I will rejoice, and be glad!!" :)

Well, the fish fry yesterday was awesome...got there 10 min. b4 5:30 and hung w/ Ruthie.:) & talked to Glendon who used to run cross-country w/ me..anyways, he was there bc his band was going to be playing..there called the sherman mountain boys lol Anyways, he's cool & there music was pretty good. The fish was yummy..and so was the chicken!! Haha Des & I saw 2 dif. pans full of stuff and we asked Sherry what the difference was between those fish & she's like "well that one's chicken". hahaha:) Talk about embarassing!!! but, who am I to get embarrassed? lol & then David used his "professional auction dude" (his own words) voice and auctioned off pies. The banana pudding sold for $102!! Lol:)

Anyways, now I'm here, sitting on my computer chair thinking over all that happened today.:) Nothing really compared to yesterday and it sure didn't compare to Wednesday...a.k.a the best day of my life!!:) but, still it was a good day. After hangin' w/ muh dad bc it's Fathers Day & all, he left for work..and won't be back til Midnight. I hate his dumb work schedule!! lol but, it was still a pretty good day. I'm a little stressed bc like my post from a while back said about the feeling like i am in a small box when God wants me to be in a bigger one, I'm still feeling like that. & the feeling is eating me alive! I keep praying about it and asking God what he's wanting me to do and asking him to make me strong enough to do whatever that is but, I've yet to figure it out. All I know is that it's stressing me out. & I'm slightly confused. Lol but, all will be swell because My God is an AWESOME God!! & I love him & Jesus oh so much!:) Yes, life will go on...I just have to be patient...I could sin and be unpatient and try to rush things and get mad at God but, that's what satan wants and I'm sorry satan you're not going to succeed!! I'm going to be patient...because this is all part of God's amazing plan!!!!!!!!:)

"I will rejoice, I will rejoice,and be glad,
I will rejoice, I will rejoice, and be glad!!!!!!!!"

Well, now I'm off to work on my vocabulary skills...lol because I've realized today that i can't even spell genius. Hahaha:)

God Bless You!! <3
Steph Alderson's Out......& may be back..I never know when my time ends..& another time begins.:)

My God is an awesome God!!!!!!!!!<3

Peach Festival 4miler 2010.

Well, today was the Peach Festival 4miler!!:) I ran it and it was awesome. There was quite a bit of uphill but, that's ok bc uphill is my specialty!!:) Haha. I came out first in my division and I came out in the top 5 of the females. My time was 33:11 & I have decided that the Peach Festival 4miler is now my third fav. race... 1st goes to UofO 5k, 2nd goes to the Goshen Gallop!!:) Haha I met my running pal Tristan Cooper..he's an awesome runner! & came out 2nd overall. He goes the college I'm wanting to go to and he used to run Jasper XC like I am. He's gave me all sorts of advice & has encouraged me lots!! He's def. one of my fav. running buddies.:) Along with Tim & Jon..who were also there.:) Lol The race was another great experience I've had & another win to add to the book. :) I love running!!!:)

I'm Off to catch some z's..i gotta fish fry 2 help w/ 2nite.:) lOl

Intro 2 Steph.:)

Hi!!:) I'm Stephanie Alderson & I got to OHS!! It's really awesome school full of pretty cool people. The staff there is really inspirational. I know for a fact, that some of them have inspired me. <3

I play basketball and run track for OHS...I also run Cross-Country for the Jasper Pirates..I hope to someday run XC for Oark but, we don't have enough people yet..but, if God wants me to run for Jasper, I'll run for Jasper. <3 I absolutely love running. Not just the winning part, not just all the hard work I put into it, not just my determination or spirit.....I love everything about running! The wins,the losses,the aches and pains, the sprained ankles, the rainy races where mud goes all over me, my shoes, my ankle brace, the wind blowing..the wind not blowing, the cold races,the humid races, the slick races, the easy ones, the hard ones, the competition, etc. I love to run, I love to watch people run. Running is my life!:) <3

My dream and goal is to be a basketball/cross-country/track coach. I <3 sports and I can't wait to have my own team!! I also want to teach a Sunday School class or even a youth group. I <3 the Lord and I want to live my life for him in every way I can. <3 I plan on making these things a reality and with the Lord, my awesome family, friends, & some of the teachers from Oark,all of my coaches or future coaches, I plan on doing so. Not sure on what college I want to go to yet...either UofO, where I can become an official Lady Eagle.:) or the UofT....the decision has not yet been made but, I think I have my mind made up already.:)

I <3 my life and all of the people in it!! I can't wait to follow God's plan & I will follow that plan with all of my ability. I shall not slack off, I will keep on going. I <3 my God!! My God is an awesome God!!!!

My teammates are some of my best friends in the whole wide world!!:) They are awesome && the coach is cool too!! lol:) My Basketball & Track Coach, Coach Moss..& my Cross-Country coach, Coach Yeager are the bombs!!:) Don't know what'd I do without all of there advice,help, & there understanding!!lol:)

Mrs. James,Mrs.Yarbrough,& Mrs. Dlugosh are also very inspirational & I love them all!!:) Especially, Mrs. James!! && her James Bond poster! Haha:)

My best friends are Sarah Nicole,Sarah Jane,Raelyn Rachelle,Vanessa,Kassie Lynn, Bailo,Kaitiebugz,Kelso,Eliza,Holly,Kaleb,Josh,Redhead,Mrs. James, Coach M., Mrs. D, Mrs. TRESA Yarbrough, Carley, & Abby!!!:)

Like I said, I love my life & all the people in it!:)

Thank You for being apart of my life!!
God Bless!! <3 <3 <3 <3
Steph's Out. :)

The Bomb Diggity Strikes Again...or in this case falls. :)

Well, yesterday was my last day of basketball camp..It was fun.:) I was quite exhausted though..Lol:) Anyways, we worked on post moves..Lol..& Coach Ramsey kept laughing at me.:) Haha He said that I'd probably never be a post but, it's good to know how to be just in case something happens and I need to be. Lol but, I kept making some of the tall girls fall bc when I blocked out, I hit there legs bc they were so tall compared to me!:) Haha Luckily, there were only 2 like that. Haha(: Anways, it was fun despite Ramsey laughing at me every chance he had. haha but, I'm used to that.:) I guess it's fun to laugh at me...Haha Honestly, I really don't care.:D A little note to self, when you're going in for a layup..Don't Fall! (: Lol
Haha..yupp I'm going to miss basketball camp. Lol

& today I got up bright and early..again!! & went to muh school & worked in the FFA Garden & went w/ Mrs. S to town and got some more plants and stuff..lol get to work in it again next week!!:) Haha It's ok..I need a tan plus, I actually like working in the garden bc it's a good excuse to get dirt all over ya & not get called a slob..ok, so maybe dad still calls me that but, oh well. haha!:)

Anyways, now I'm pumped for the race tomorrow!!! Can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!:) Yeahh! Lol

My God is an awesome God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)
Steph's Out. <3

Let me out of this small box...Put me in a bigger one...

I'm sitting here...waiting my turn for the shower...fun, fun. I'm so confused...about things...Lol I'm confused. I love my God, he is an awesome God!!:) I love this life he has gave me & I can't wait to follow his plan & live my life for the Lord. I am ready to challenge myself in everyway necessary to become closer to God, a better Christian, & to follow God's plan. I'm not scared...I'm nervous that I might fail but, not scared. What I'm confused about..is kind of hard to explain. It's a feeling I get when I'm around people. Lol Like not just talking but, when they like stay over and stuff and well, anyways....I just get so antisocial..I run out of things to say. I can't stand it when people stay over bc I feel trapped. Trapped as in not knowing what to say..when someone says something I feel is wrong, I feel the need to say something. Mother says it's rude. I say I don't care. You tell me you sneak out on your parents to smoke weed..I tell you what I think about it. I also tell you that if you even dare do it in my house, I'll call Jimmy Dorney before ya can even says stop. I don't believe in those things and well, lately I've been very strong about what I believe in. Like I said, I feel trapped. Not just when people stay over but, at home..at school..I feel like I should be somewhere else..not sure where yet..but, I just feel like I'm staying in a tiny box when the Lord wants me to go to a bigger box...a huge box. I really don't know what to do. I'm lost. I can't move out. I mean, I probably could make arrangements but, that's also not who I am. I am not going to just leave my family like that. I love my family & even know I plan on moving out of the state I'm in as soon as possible, isn't because of my parents..it's bc I feel I need to get out of this state. I've suggested a few states but, I don't know where I'm going..just not here..I feel God wants me somewhere else than here. I don't know..Like I said, I feel trapped. & I don't have the key yet but, I know the Lord will help me through this...it's just a part of his plan..My God is an awesome God!! So, if I'm going to feel trapped....I'm going to feel trapped in a good way..not sure how yet but, I will someday. I will just work to all of my ability....:)

My God is an awesome God!!!!!:)

Steph Alderson
TheBombDiggity! <3
I'm Out.

My day..:) Lol totally dumb and random hahah

Well, I'm sitting here..typing a blog while Des & Rae are doing something..not quite sure but, oh well.:) Lol I had a blast at basketball camp today!:) Lol We worked on some drills,shooting form, defense,offense, and lots of other stuff...It was fun:) & now I'm sitting here pratically drowning in my awesomeness haha JKJK if I'm drowning in anything it's God's Love. It's amazing how He can still love me after everything I've done. I feel unworthy but, I know I'm no junk bc God don't make no junk!!;) Haha I saw that on a bumper sticker before...Lol This blog is pretty much random......& I'll prob. delete this in 2 days after I realize how dumb it sounds. Anyways, I think my kitty katz dead...how sad:( lol

Uh oh..gotta go:)

Woww..this post is very lame. lol:)

Challenge Ourselves? Pssh.

Well, this will be my last day to post for probably a week bc Des is coming over later today so she'll have a ride for basketball camp next week. & I don't like typing with people staring at what I type. Lol :)

Well, yesterday was a good day..Haha..I crack myself up.:0) We went fishing at my Gpas & then we went to go swimming but, we all decided...well, after some very good persuading on my part, we decided to go rent a movie.:) I really wanted to see Avatar and I succeeded.:D haha. It was a good movie, probably one of the best I've seen. People were telling me it was too ahead in the future but, I think they were just trying to point out what we were doing & they did a very good job of it. We just destroy things without even caring. We don't care if we're destroying God's creations. We're just cutting down zillions of trees so that we can get a new mall or Wal-mart and well in that case, they were doing it for the money they'd get out of it. Whatta bunch of Bozos!! I'm glad the humans didn't win! If are world ever does become unlivable, it's our fault and we shouldn't destroy someone elses home just for our own selfish needs. If they don't welcome us, then we shouldn't go. Lol I'll remember that in the future.:) Anyways, Avatar wasn't as gay as everyone was saying it was but, that's normally how it works aint it? If anything is past someone's understanding, it's officially 'gay' or 'a waste of time'? Heck, I do the same thing. We don't even try to learn more about it..we hardly ever challenge ourselves..If a book is 2 feet thick, we just automatically assume that it's a 'waste of time' instead of reading it. Heck, that book could be the map to Heaven and we still wouldn't read it!! I can't believe that most don't even try..I do the same thing but, I don't know. I feel if people didn't slack off and kept challenging themselves, even when it's hard and beyond our understanding, then'll we'll improve and become better Christians and better people. Humans have gotten real pathetic, I say. Who knows? Maybe I'm just grumpy bc I have to spend a week with a kid who doesn't give a crap about my religion. A kid who kept trying to persuade me to give her some of my parents cigerrettes or however you spell the dumb things. A kid who wouldn't listen to me when I said repeatedly "No. I don't steal & I won't allow you to smoke in my home, yard, etc" & that God wouldn't want me allowing her to smoke, especially cigz stolen. So yeah, I'm not looking forward to it but, oh well. Mother some how persuaded me that it would be the right thing to do. I don't know...I don't like putting myself around people like that...I feel it'll get me in bad situations that I don't want to be in. but, oh well...I'll give it a shot. I think God wants me to help her and so I will try my best.

My God is an awesome God!!!:)

& well...now I'm off to do something..not sure yet.:)

Steph's Out.<3

God's Love.

Yet some more things I have been pondering over.

Everybody talks about love. But most of the "love" they're dicussing falls far short of the real thing: God's love for His children. God loves you with a love beyond human comprehension. He knows everythinga bout you: your needs, your desires, and your dreams...& he wants the best for you!! That's why He sent His only Son, Jesus, to die on a cross for your sins. Through good times and bad, God will always be with you, loving you more than you could ever imagine. <3

"For it is You who blesses the righteous man, O Lord, You surround him with favor as iwth a shield. PSALM 5:12 NASB

"For God so loved the wrodl that he gave his only Son, so tht everyone who believes in him will not persih but have eternal life." JOHN 3L16 NLT

In God, we have a Father
who thinks of us unceasingly.
We ae never absent from His thoughts....
And this is a Father who
not only desires to see good in my life,
He has the will and power and wisdom
to cause it to happen! -- James Robison

"And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. ROMANS 8:28 NASB


God's Love is truly amazing & I love my God so much!!:)

Steph's Out. <3

My view on: Purity.

<3 Purity <3

These are just my thoughts on a very popular topic.

In a sex-crazy world, purity seems like a horrible outdated idea. You certainly won't find much support for it in movies, t.v shows, and most music. But the Christian faith is truly conter-cultural and purity means a lot. Not only to God either, what greater gift could a peroson give his/her spouse than the gift of being pure?? When you choos to remain pure, you avoid the dangers of pregnancy, disease, and guil, and give yourself a much greater chance of having a long lasting, happy marriage. It might sound "old-fashioned" but, that's bc the sex craved idiots of today make it seem that way!! Purity is a good thing and I'd be disgraced with myslef if I were one of those people to make fun of the pure. God wants us to stay pure until marriage. God made us,He made this world! So please tell me, what makes you think you have the right to ignore the good Lord's wishes when he has done so much for us & is still doing so much? Hmmm? Do you have an answer for that? Can't you see how the future is going to be if we keep this up? Humankind has been embarassing me a lot lately. It embarasses me how some of my friends are already pregnant or who already have a child. When you're raped, that's one thing but, when you had sex by choice that's just disgusting. Just because nothing bad happened the first time doesn't mean it won't happen the 2nd or 3rd!! Why can't people see that? Can't you see the devil takes advantage of this? Can't you see that when you are having sex before marriage, you're giving into the devils schemes? I don't care what excuse you use. I've heard all the excuses in the book. From I was "young & dumb" to I was "drunk" btw, idiot you're the one who got drunk ummm wait I'll talk about that topic later!! lOl:) Anyways, this has been running through my head for sometime...It made me wonder why people should stay pure and then it made me wonder why people shouldn't...& well I think people should. I mean I know that I wouldn't want to marry a piece of chewed gum. I rather have a fresh piece, that hasn't been chewed by 10 dif. people!! Lol

& that my friend, is my view on Purity. Lol:)

Steph Alderson

I got Jesus's Blood Running Through My Veins!:)

Well,
I just woke up a few minutes ago & I feel great!!!!!!!!:) There's something about sleeping with your Bible that makes you feel so peaceful!! Bc That Bible & My awesome God keeps all of Satan's evil demends and cruel attempts of distracting me from my Lord from going through! Satan can't distract me!!! I have Jesus's blood running through my veins & I only serve the Lord!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My God is an awesome God!! I love him for all he has given me & I know I've been talking about God a lot lately and well, it's because I've finally woke up!! It's like I was saved yet again!! I realized that I was letting satan get between my relationship w/ God!! Well not anymore, I finally woke up and smelt the flowers & I wasn't liking what I was smelling..Ya wanna know what I smell now?? God's Love!!! & Jesus's Blood! The Blood he gave up for our lives!!! I love them so much & I can't believe I ever forgot! I am ashamed but, I prayed for forgiveness & trust me I meant it!!:) & the Lord forgives!! <3 I love the life I was blessed with & I will live it up to it's full potential. I won't waste my time searching for love when God has made someone especially for me, I'll let them come to me. I will not waste the time I should be serving God with for drugs or alcohol. I will not waste my time judging people for, It is not my right. I will not get offended bc who am I to get offended? My God is an awesome God & I love him for everything! So stay away Satan, I shall never give into your cruelty again! Fall for it once, shame on you, fall for it twice, shame on me! & I aint falling for it again. So go leave me alone you nasty devil, like I said before I got Jesus's Blood Running Through My Veins!!!!! & I serve for the Lord ONLY! <3

Steph Alderson

My God...The Almighty!!

"He knows my name, Every step that I take, Every move that I make, Every tear that I cry, He knows my name, When I'm overwhelmed by the pain and can't see the light of day,I know I'll be just fine,'Cause He knows my name!!!" That is the best song ever!!:)

Sometimes I get so confused. I forget who I am and I forget the pain I have went through from the sins I have caused. I forget reality and I dream to big. I focus more on what I want than what I need. I get lost in a fantasy that will never come true. && depend on people when I should be more independent. I know that the Lord will forgive me when I sin. I know he will love me as long as I love him. I know he'll give me a place in Heaven as long as I give him a place in my heart but, yet I still forget who I am. I forget what I went through to get where I am today. I forget how painful it was to cross that line and to let go of all of the bad things that have happened to me and to promise God I will serve him in every way I can. I forget the wall I built to keep the evil out of my life and my friends and family. I forget and let things that resemble the wall of jericho get in my way of serving God. These things happen to everyone, I suppose....but, I still feel unworthy. I wish my parents would allow me to go to church every Sunday. I wish lots of things. I shouldn't be wishing though!!! I should be PRAYING and talking to the Lord! The Almighty! but, noooo I'm acting childish and wishing on shooting star! Well, I don't really wish on shooting star but, ya get what I mean. My God is an awesome God!!! & I will work harder for him!! I will stop doing some things just to impress people. I don't need to impress people I need to serve the Lord. A person told me a quote the other day about friendship & I will remember it forever. It was a very true quote & it will help me remember stuff later on. I <3 the Lord. I love the people he's put in my life & I love him for saving me in 3rd grade & then saving me again in 6th when I forgot! How silly I was to forget! but, he saved me! & this year he has put people into my life to help me always remember and I loooove him sooo much for it!! These people have inspired me and have helped me get closer to the Lord!! I mean, I would've remembered how much I love God w/ out them but, it's always nice to share your love for the Lord w/ other friends and teachers. While, some people just dis the Lord & make fun of you...not that i care what they think!!


I hate to cut this short but, I must be going. I <3 my God!!!!:)

Steph's Out. <3

"That should be me........."

"That should be me holding your hand,
That should be me making you laugh,
That should be me this is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me feeling your kiss,
That should be me buying you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Til' you believe,
That that should've been me,
That should be me."

I love this song, even know it's not unique in anyway, it kind of repeats it's self over and over, but, the message is amazing.....:)


Today has been interesting...this song is just a song that has been stuck in my head for quite a while and it's just gotten a lot worse the last 3 days!!:) Lol

I enjoyed my last day at camp..wish it wasn't the last though...& then I rode to OHS w/ Holly and then I helped Sarah carry her stuff to her truck, then I went to the lunchroom, talked to RaeRae and the teachers, and then I talked to coach some, walked around and thought some, and then went to moms room and read. && Joe made fun of my stuffed animal squirrel..Murphey.:( LOL:) Even after I gave him hot cheetos!!:) Lol

Anyways, today was great and sadly I can't type awesome blogs like coach but, too bad. This is as good as it gets.:)

Steph's Out. <3

God is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

"That should be me............................................" <3 <3 <3 ;( <3 <3 <3


Fricka fricka fresh,
bomb diggity is outta da house. <3:)

School's Out && it's summer vacation!!:) ETS CAMP 2010!

Well, I'm finally home from camp..:)

ETS camp was awesome!! I roomed w/ Sarah Nicole && Mckayla Nicole!!:) We had lots of fun but, the best roomie in our room was my stuffed animal-squirrel. Murphey Bilbo Baggins the squirrel was adorable & I love him so!!:) I loved doing the ropes course and rock climbing wall && well, I really got outta my comfort zone which was my goal for camp.:) We took nature photography class & took some awesome pictures!!:) I made some new home skillitz lol (friendz) They were Ubu,Jacobo,Ryan,Coon kid, Shawty,Addie,Latosha,Jessica,Caleb,Makenly, & some otherz. :) I also saw some of my
4H friendz there..(Holly,Brandon,Elizabeth,Jason,Aaron,Mason,Glendon,Kirby,Britton,Sarah,& so on) Lol
Our group (me,Sarah,Mckayla, & Ubu) did an awesome skit on skit night. Lol it consisted of a rap about our fav. parts of camp. Lol I'll post it l8er. lol Ubu was the best beat boxer ever, even betta than me!! :) Lol && we got to see a breakdancer & one of the awesomest singers EVER!! They were from Georgia & were flipping AWESOME!! :) The lunch's tasted quite nasty except for pizza night && the deserts were fairly decent. Haha:)

I miss camp, my room, my friends, the ropes course, the rock climbing wall, the pool, the plake, the BASKETBALL court, the chance to get out of my comfort zone, & the oppurtunity to learn some life skills....including...PATIENCE!!!!! I can be patient on like marriage and stuff but, when it comes to waiting in line or something it bugs me!!:) Lol

Anyways, here I am sitting here eating a peanut butter bar && thinking on some things that I'll post l8er this post is just for camp junk!!:) Lol

"I'm all out of Love & I'm so lost w/ out you...NOT!!" :)

Well, after waking up about an hour ago, due to my little sister waking me up wanting me to put some gel stuff on her back to help ease her sunburn pain...lol...I am now babysitting and waiting for mom to get back so we can finally go camp shopping and get my dumb swim suit..I really don't like to shop, especially for swim suits, so I predict it won't be that fun. :) Lol but, who knows?? Only God, bc he has a plan for all of us!!!:) Lol Well, I was just searching through facebook & realized I'm one of the few of my friends who doesn't have the icky gooey, "I love him sooo much" type of status...haha & I'm proud to say that I don't mind!! I always thought that my friends sounded gay when they waste there status talking about how they love some boy and I still do. Lol!! I'm tired of hearing how much you love Weston!! lol I'm tired of hearing how much you love Patrick!! lol Make you status more creative...like Steph is awesome or something in that nature just give up on this i love my bf..he's the best type of thing..bc you just gay when yall have those!!:) Lol Mom says someday I will be doing that but, ummmm...I don't think I will!! I've seen all my friends do it and saw how dumb they sound/look so I don't think I'll do it..:) Haha!!

Well, of to clean the house...mom expects it to be clean b4 she gets home...Haha she makes me giggle!!!:)

Well, I'm off to make mistakes,have fun, clean:(, && prob. call Sarah!! (one of the few friends who don't have icky gooey statuses!!) LOL:)

God is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

Steph's Out. <3

(: :)

Well..tomorrow's the last day of school and summer vacation starts...I guess anyone else would be excited but, I'm not really..lol I needed to get a lot accomplished this year so that I would be ready to move out but, I didn't which means I'm not leaving yet. I guess God isn't through with me here..which is ok..I can see why he doesn't want me to leave just yet. I still have people I need to help..people I should've of been helping a while ago. & I have failed miserably..I didn't realize it as much until yesterday when a friend in my class told me something...I realized how I failed helping her....I could've been a better friend..been there to help her and I could've helped her find the Lord...she needs him in her life and I've seen others try and fail to get her to listen and well...I just stood in the background instead of actually trying myself and well, now it's too late. She did something absolutely stupid the other day and I'm quite ashamed of myself.. I don't know..I don't think she would've listened to me even if I tried but, that's no excuse...that's when the old WWJD comes in. & instead of me stopping and thinking, what would jesus do?..I stood back and now she made a big mistake..and well, I'm going to have to tell someone..It would be even more wrong for me to keep it a secret like she asked....and I can't do that..she'll hate me..but, that's just something I'll have to accept..she needs the Lord and she needs help and well...I'm just an idiot, a failure, and I'm ashamed. but, thankfully the Lord forgives and maybe..just maybe..he'll forgive me. Okay, now I'm just being silly, he'll forgive me as long as I mean it and trust me I do. I know I can't make someone love the Lord and everything but, I could atleast tell them how awesome my God is and everything but, I didn't...but, no worries..I won't make that mistake again!! *sigh* Now that I've posted my dumb problems to the world wide web I am good and ready for the trip 2morrow and to hang w/ muh friends.:) lol

Woww....:)
Well, I'm out to go do something else b4 I post more of my lovely problems!! Hahaha!!:D