Happy Birthday to Me..I dislike being 15.:) Lol
Actually, I suppose it isn't that bad. To me, a birthday just means about 5billion facebook posts telling me happy birthday.. I hate when they post them at like midnight bc hellloooo I'm ASLEEP & it gets sent to my phone. :P lol
But, my birthday was wonderful, Thanks to my WONDERFUL God:) & family & friends.
I also did the halloween thingy today and helped with the games from FFA. It was fun:) ..Hung with Kass:D
What I think about Halloween:
I love it! It's a chance to try being someone else for a few hours..I know we should be happy with who we are but, it doesn't hurt a thing to dress up as a cupcake or something for just a few hours. It lets us see things from a different "set of eyes" so to all of whom call it the devilz birthday..Well that's YOUR PROBLEM. Just because I loooooveee halloween, does not mean I love the devil. Because I LOVE GOD!!!:) So drink that coffee and like it!
Hahah:D
This 15yr attitude is gunna be funny:)
Steph Alderson
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
We......WON!
Today was GREAT!:D Lol!!
Forget all the little stuff though, lets go to the most important part...we WON our basketball game!! Ohh yeahh!:D & This is great news because this means Ms. Siddel can't give me a paddlin' like I said she could if we lost!!:D Ha & the fact that...WE WON!! OHH YEAHHH! " Yeah buddy, rollin' like a big shot, bball tuned up like n nba hookshot!:D" Goooooooooo OHS:) Lol Yeah, so maybe I'm a Little bit happy:) 49-11!! btw..:D
GOooooo Us:) LOl
& My bday tomorrow, Halloween the next day, then another game,....I think I'm ready!!:D 15yrs young, here I come!:)
Steph Alderson is outttttt....a very happy Steph Alderson, incase you were wondering!;)
God is AWESOMEEEEEEE!!!:D :) :) :D :D!!
Forget all the little stuff though, lets go to the most important part...we WON our basketball game!! Ohh yeahh!:D & This is great news because this means Ms. Siddel can't give me a paddlin' like I said she could if we lost!!:D Ha & the fact that...WE WON!! OHH YEAHHH! " Yeah buddy, rollin' like a big shot, bball tuned up like n nba hookshot!:D" Goooooooooo OHS:) Lol Yeah, so maybe I'm a Little bit happy:) 49-11!! btw..:D
GOooooo Us:) LOl
& My bday tomorrow, Halloween the next day, then another game,....I think I'm ready!!:D 15yrs young, here I come!:)
Steph Alderson is outttttt....a very happy Steph Alderson, incase you were wondering!;)
God is AWESOMEEEEEEE!!!:D :) :) :D :D!!
Thursday, October 28, 2010
*Flush it down the toilet!" :)
My day was the most sparkly day ever!:D
Sparkly as in greatttt:D
Yesterday, I was fighting for a smileee:) bc I felt like Payooooookinggg (& I'm quite aware I'm spelling things wrong...ON PURPOSE!:D) Anyways, I felt fantastic.. Everything was great..& I only got a lil bit angry 2x today.
Both bc of people's stupidity. How can someone think of themselves as being "it"!? Ahem..I'm mainly *pointing fingers* at the dude who slapped a ball when I was clearly capable of catching it considering it was going STRAIGHT to me & he was on my TEAM. Helllooooo? But, that was just a small thing. The next thing was afterschool when we walked to a store before the game & when we were walking back, the dude and another dude..with the name of jon..jon c..were going to have some big "fight" It consisted of Kurdttyyy & the idiot telling us to stay n watch the fight..Kurdtttyyy said tht if he was the idiot he would punch jon. & I smarted off n said that "Oh yeah bc you have made the best decisions lately" Ha! He looked like he had been slapped! Anyways, instead of staying..like EVERYONE else, I walked away..I told them that they were childish & I kept walking back toward the school. Later on, I heard from one of the witnesses that the only thing that happened was the idiot acted like he was going to give jon a high five and then slammed him to the ground. What idiots. I mean seriously, you need to grow a pair! You shouldn't be fighting! Especially the idiot! bc he is on the basketball team & fighting could make you miss some games! I feel like no one gives a crap! They don't care if they hurt their team any...It absolutely erks me! Why can't people think BEFORE they act. Think about how it's going to affect you, your teammates, family, etc! Omygosh, all this to show off to his dumb girlfriend.
I'm absolutely disgusted with people's stupidity.
I will never, EVER, be this stupid! Why can't we think? I know God forgives but, that doesn't give us the excuse to keep not thinking! We should atleast try not to mess up instead of not thinking & not caring! Ughhh!! Wow.
Anyways, I know this had nothing really to do with me but, I was actually suprised I was able to walk away like that, put me in that situation last year, & I would've stayed. The fact that I didn't, is absolutely amazing. I love you Lord!!!!:)
Oh & we lost our game....We should've had this one..We really should've. :( Oh well. *Flush it down the toilet* Bc that's the great thing about basketball, we can start over at the next game. My coach is a genius!:)
Steph Alderson
God is amazzzingg:DDD
Sparkly as in greatttt:D
Yesterday, I was fighting for a smileee:) bc I felt like Payooooookinggg (& I'm quite aware I'm spelling things wrong...ON PURPOSE!:D) Anyways, I felt fantastic.. Everything was great..& I only got a lil bit angry 2x today.
Both bc of people's stupidity. How can someone think of themselves as being "it"!? Ahem..I'm mainly *pointing fingers* at the dude who slapped a ball when I was clearly capable of catching it considering it was going STRAIGHT to me & he was on my TEAM. Helllooooo? But, that was just a small thing. The next thing was afterschool when we walked to a store before the game & when we were walking back, the dude and another dude..with the name of jon..jon c..were going to have some big "fight" It consisted of Kurdttyyy & the idiot telling us to stay n watch the fight..Kurdtttyyy said tht if he was the idiot he would punch jon. & I smarted off n said that "Oh yeah bc you have made the best decisions lately" Ha! He looked like he had been slapped! Anyways, instead of staying..like EVERYONE else, I walked away..I told them that they were childish & I kept walking back toward the school. Later on, I heard from one of the witnesses that the only thing that happened was the idiot acted like he was going to give jon a high five and then slammed him to the ground. What idiots. I mean seriously, you need to grow a pair! You shouldn't be fighting! Especially the idiot! bc he is on the basketball team & fighting could make you miss some games! I feel like no one gives a crap! They don't care if they hurt their team any...It absolutely erks me! Why can't people think BEFORE they act. Think about how it's going to affect you, your teammates, family, etc! Omygosh, all this to show off to his dumb girlfriend.
I'm absolutely disgusted with people's stupidity.
I will never, EVER, be this stupid! Why can't we think? I know God forgives but, that doesn't give us the excuse to keep not thinking! We should atleast try not to mess up instead of not thinking & not caring! Ughhh!! Wow.
Anyways, I know this had nothing really to do with me but, I was actually suprised I was able to walk away like that, put me in that situation last year, & I would've stayed. The fact that I didn't, is absolutely amazing. I love you Lord!!!!:)
Oh & we lost our game....We should've had this one..We really should've. :( Oh well. *Flush it down the toilet* Bc that's the great thing about basketball, we can start over at the next game. My coach is a genius!:)
Steph Alderson
God is amazzzingg:DDD
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Strike Me Again:)
My head hurts, I'm sore everywhere, & I feel like a pile of crap that's been ranover & struck by lightning but, I still had a most wonderful day.:)
Absolutely tiring but, absolutely wonderful.:)
Yesterday, I had a race. It was cool.
Today, was my only free day for the week & ofcourse I feel like crap but, that's ok because these things happen. I learned some things today though & the Teens for Christ meeting was short but, awesome.:)
I have a headache & I'm getting off of here.:P
Steph Alderson
GOD IS AWESOME!:D
Absolutely tiring but, absolutely wonderful.:)
Yesterday, I had a race. It was cool.
Today, was my only free day for the week & ofcourse I feel like crap but, that's ok because these things happen. I learned some things today though & the Teens for Christ meeting was short but, awesome.:)
I have a headache & I'm getting off of here.:P
Steph Alderson
GOD IS AWESOME!:D
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Gahh.
I would like to apologize to anyone I may have offended by that last post.
Also, my coach is not ignorant. That's just my temper leaking out. So I apologize for that to. Even though, I probably didn't even spell it right. It wasn't my right to judge anyone & if I was to judge my coach, the word ignorant would not be the adjective I would use. He's a good person & I just took out my anger on him.
I apologize. Another sin to add to the never ending list.
Sincerely,
Steph Alderson.
Also, my coach is not ignorant. That's just my temper leaking out. So I apologize for that to. Even though, I probably didn't even spell it right. It wasn't my right to judge anyone & if I was to judge my coach, the word ignorant would not be the adjective I would use. He's a good person & I just took out my anger on him.
I apologize. Another sin to add to the never ending list.
Sincerely,
Steph Alderson.
"Grow A Pair".
Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
Why did God waste His time with me?
I'm a fool.
I can't control my words,
my actions,
my thoughts,
my tears,
my smiles,
I can't control anything.
I was just a waste.
I'm a failure.
I'm horrible.
I know God doesn't make junk, but why do I feel like a pile of dog crap that's been stepped on,rained on, attacked by maggots, struck by lightning, ran over by a semi, & then stuck on the bottom of a snobs shoe? I am a horrible person.
The whole positive attitude thing..It works great. It makes others happy but, I don't feel a bit happy. & So now I am questioning,judging my self, & I'm doing exactly what the devil wants me to. I'm going to have to ignore this, keep my head high, & glue a smile on my face, continue thinking positive, & as my ignorant coach would say, "grow a pair".
Sincerely,
Steph Alderson.
Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
Gah.
Why did God waste His time with me?
I'm a fool.
I can't control my words,
my actions,
my thoughts,
my tears,
my smiles,
I can't control anything.
I was just a waste.
I'm a failure.
I'm horrible.
I know God doesn't make junk, but why do I feel like a pile of dog crap that's been stepped on,rained on, attacked by maggots, struck by lightning, ran over by a semi, & then stuck on the bottom of a snobs shoe? I am a horrible person.
The whole positive attitude thing..It works great. It makes others happy but, I don't feel a bit happy. & So now I am questioning,judging my self, & I'm doing exactly what the devil wants me to. I'm going to have to ignore this, keep my head high, & glue a smile on my face, continue thinking positive, & as my ignorant coach would say, "grow a pair".
Sincerely,
Steph Alderson.
Friday, October 22, 2010
:)
My day was absolutely easy & spectacular!!
Everything was easy because tomorrow is a school thing we do every year & the teachers and the students were still getting ready for it. If it rains, I'll be angered. Lol
I hung out w/ Bailie & Kate pretty much all day. & They were fun:)
& Then I got to deal with Rae & Sarah, doing what sure as heck felt like judging me. I'm aloud to be my own person. I'm aloud to talk to whom ever I want & believe whatever I want. I'm tired of being pushed around for what I say, what I think, what I do. I've been trying really hard lately to keep a positive attitude & focus on God & get closer with God. I am also trying harder to get out of my comfort zone but, how in the world am I going to do this with all this judging? I'll just have to talk to God about that one!:) I love you God!!
Ready for tomorrow!! Freshmen class iz the bomb!:)
Steph Alderson
Everything was easy because tomorrow is a school thing we do every year & the teachers and the students were still getting ready for it. If it rains, I'll be angered. Lol
I hung out w/ Bailie & Kate pretty much all day. & They were fun:)
& Then I got to deal with Rae & Sarah, doing what sure as heck felt like judging me. I'm aloud to be my own person. I'm aloud to talk to whom ever I want & believe whatever I want. I'm tired of being pushed around for what I say, what I think, what I do. I've been trying really hard lately to keep a positive attitude & focus on God & get closer with God. I am also trying harder to get out of my comfort zone but, how in the world am I going to do this with all this judging? I'll just have to talk to God about that one!:) I love you God!!
Ready for tomorrow!! Freshmen class iz the bomb!:)
Steph Alderson
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