How can a world be so small...when reality is so large?

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light” (Matthew 11:28-30). We have no reason to worry, God will take care of everything...We just need to talk to Him. ♥ :) God is amazing!!!:D

So...after remembering this, I haven't been worrying, I've been letting God take control!:)

My day was amazing!!!
I've also discovered that I strongly dislike Mrs. G's Pre-Ap English Class. I've realized she's one of those who only agree with certain things and will not listen or agree with anything else. Everyone has the right to express their opinion...She doesn't have to necessarily agree with it, she could atleast listen. Another thing, the only thing she truly likes is History. If we don't agree w/ her outlook on it, we're wrong. I have my opinions. I'm aloud to talk about what I think on something we're learning. I am uncomfertable in these situations. I feel she's been judging people, which is a sin.& isn't her right. Since she's so big on rights...(hints Bill of Rights) then she should know that she shouldn't judge or talk quite cruel about people. It just upsets me to see people like this. People who act like they stand for so much, when in reality..they stand for so, so little. I will just keep my head held high for, I can do that and if she has a problem with that, then I will simply go and finish my work in the office because, I have too much pride..teacher or no teacher..to sit there and let someone tell me all I believe is wrong. I will talk to God about it and He will take care of it.:) I <3 my awesome God!!

The rest of the day was truly wonderful.:) I had another day on Earth..Thank you Jesus!:0) & I had a blast....

How can a world be so small...when reality is so large?
Something to ponder over, I assume.

I'm trying to keep a smile on my face, it just really upsets me when people are like this. I'm not just upset with her because of some things she said to me but, of things she's said to others. I know where I stand in this world. I can accept that everyone isn't going to understand. I also understand that the teachers probably don't realize these things, for you have to be in a classroom with someone..as a student of course to understand my thoughts and realizations.


My God is great! & I'm no complainer..:) Even though, the devil tried to bring me down...I kept going UP!;) I love ya Jesus!! I love you God! My amazing heavenly Father!:)

I love following God's plan for me.:)

Can't Hold Me Back!(:

I had a good day, been having a great last few days. I feel like I'm constantly being tested and it's a lot of pressure but, I can't let it bring me down. I have to keep a positive attitude, a smile on my face, & continue following God's plan. I have to ignore the people who judge me, I have to be myself, & I just gotta keep on loving God with all of my heart!:) I know satan's puttin' all these obstacles and all these bad things in front of me hoping, I'll "stop by and pick them up" but, in a road race, you never stop to pick up trash! You keep running til the race is over! & that's exactly how my road race of life is gunna be!:) I know I may only be 14yrs old but, I am not "brainwashed" as some might put it, I'm not confused, I'm not making this up. God is real! & I'm not judging anyone who doesn't believe what I do. but, I don't go around dissing you and your believes, why you dissin' me? I aint stoppin for a break..I'm running, running until God tells me to stop! God will keep me strong! He is my father & I love Him with my whole heart!!:) So backkk awayyy satan!!!!

1st hr - Turned in my super duper short story & read some story:) & checked out a library book.

2nd hr - P.E we did pushups,sit ups w/ some ball thing, jump roping(epic failure on my half), lunges...:), &&& some jump thing.. All together it woke me up:) lol

3rd hr - Civics, did a worksheet over the Bill of Rights, I know more about this stuff than I thought!:)

4th hr - Algebra2....went over how to graph these things..

5th hr - made up what i'm going to miss wednesday.

6th hr - AgSci&Tech..defined vocab. (substitute)

7th hr - Basketball....Fun stuffz.

8th hr - Physical Science - reviewed for test.:)

I had an excellento day & I didn't let none of that evil stop me from what God wanted me to do!

I <3 you God!!:) & I love you Jesus!!
Steph Alderson:D

..Basketball Practice 2morrow!

My God is Mighty to save!!!!!!!!!!!!!:):):)

Yesterday was supertastic:) ..a word that will be come an official word someday..just you wait!:)
I woke up 'round lunch time & then cleaned my room..:( but, got done just in time to watch the Razorback game!!!!:):):) Can't believe they lost! but, they led a killer first half, they'll win the next one!!:) I hope bama goesss dowwwwnnnn this year...pretty soon! lol & then we went to see muh aunt..she looks wayy dif..kinda scary but, we talked and stuffz then we went to town & then we got home & ate pizza:) & then I woke up and am having a super duper day so far.:)

I love Jesus!!! My most wonderful brother!!!:D :D :D :D


"My Saviour, He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save.
Forever, Author of salvation,
He rose and conquered the grave,
Jesus conquered the grave."

Steph Alderson :D

A Wonderful Day...Ending What I Made Into A Horrible Week. :D

Today was super duper excellento!!:)
I talked to God & we got some things straight!! I <3 my awesome God!!!!!!!:):):)

1st hr - Worked on my awesome short story...Lol It is an action story but, Mrs. G said it has to teach a life lesson so it has a corny ending.:( Lol:)

2nd hr - P.E we played basketball...I don't think my team ever one but, in our hearts we did!!:)

3rd hr - Civics....Btw, I got homework in that class...:D

4th hr - Algebra 2!!:) I accidently brought a bag of popcorn and Mr. W accidently popped it..:) It was yummy:)

5th hr - CBA-- Freeeee dayyyyyy:) ohh yeahh:)

6th hr - AgSci&Tech..I was helping Rae w/ a problem she had

7th hr - Basketball... fun stuff!!:) you wouldn't believe how fast it went by, I was shockeddd!! lol

8th hr- science....we made rocketsssssss!!!!:)

My day was absolutely wonderful & I thank the Lord for another super day on Earth:)


:D Steph Alderson...;):):):)

"And if you don't like it, I don't care!!! I'm going to sing about my Jesus EVERYWHEREEEE!!!" :):)

Oh yeahhz Lamar beat Lavaca!! Whoooootttt!:D

>:(

Isn't it cruel, how you think you know someone? Think they're your friend. Think you can trust them and then at the end everything you thought turned out to be completely wrong? Well, that's about how it is right now. but, it's ok because I'm through. I've lost every single bit of respect for this person & don't get me wrong. I'll still do the Christian thing & be nice but, I'm done other than that. If they want to talk to me, they can talk to me first. Otherwise, we won't talk at all. I'm 110% ticked! & I'm just about through will all of this crap.



Oh & btw..the whole "take a few breathes thing..DOESN'T WORK!*

Steph Alderson

:D :D :D

Wow.!! Ok, so when I got home I immediatly went to my bed...layed down & went to sleep! That was around 4:45-5pm lol & I woke up about 15 minutes ago and checked my phone which said 7:30 and I didn't realize it was 7:30pm...so I got up, obviously furiated, and looked for mother, whom by the way, was at my Aunt Mary's helping her with her shower & things. Anyways, after searching with not luck of finding mom, I called her and she was like, "Steph, Calm down!!" I said, "How am I supposed to calm down? It's 7:30!" Mother laughed, "Steph it's 7:30pm!!" Me slightly calming down, "Oh....ok, well....see ya later!" Hahahahaha Yeapp...and now I still feel like it's Thursday!!. Lol:)

Anyways, the rest of my day was good, putting aside first hour, I was still a little depressed over my aunt and everything. But, my day got better until the end..when I got depressed again. & that's why I had went to my room and went straight to sleep. My parents keep talking about it...as if it's a dinner conversations. I wish they'd stop talking about it in front of me. I lost it when mom said it one time & I was like "MOMMMM! I'm sick & tired of hearing this crap!!!!!" & I ran out the door. I feel like I'm going crazy. It's amazing how one little remark or word can bring a person down when they're offguard. God is amazing & we should never, for one moment take out out anger like I did. I should've been calmer, explained to mother why it's bothering me, & I should've prayed but, I let the devil take over & I didn't. My mistake. but, God forgives!!!!!!!!:)

Teens for Christ was good today..& the module tests were easy..lunch was decent...& now I'm exhausted again!!...Lol:)

Steph Alderson is out!!:D

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I don't know what I'm typing...I don't know why...I 've found myself absolutely bored and typing with my eyes close...which will explain any typing mistakes.....I'm soo confused..I don't know whether to be crying or to be happy...I just don't now. I've tried taking breaths as a wise person once otld me...like uhhmm idk how many hours ago bc my eyes are closed lol neways the whole taking a few breathes thingy helped me fele better but, stil didn't help that much...I mean it didn't calm me down. I feel like urling up in a ball and crying but, I'm confused...shouldn't I be happy that my aunt will be living with God? I just wish she had more time...I don't want her to go yet. Ohmygosh, listen to me! She hasn't even died yet and here I am talking as if she had. I'm losing it....that's all gotta say...losing it bad. My mom was on her way home and then my grandma called mom telling her she couldn't tell grandpa what the doctors said bc she's worried it will give him another heart attack..he's already survived two..but, mom said he has to know & so she went back to their house & I'm worried....I just wish this wasn't happening because even though we weren't really 'close'...I can't stand to see so many people hurting. I know where she's going but, my family does not. They don't believe in the things I do..no matter how hard I try..so I've resorted to just trying my best and hoping my decisions and actions will help wake them up and I pray for them but, that's all I really can do. I'm just....sooooooooo confused... *ok time to open eyes..(funny noises outside)lol* & I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say to them...I don't know what I'm going to say the next time I see my aunt..What do you say to someone who could die at any moment? Should you be normal? Should you never leave their side? I don't know....All I can do is pray. My God is awesome!! This is all apart of His plan!

Steph Alderson