Friday, October 8, 2010

hha

My day's been great...
I really aint in the typing mood but, got to see my aunt today.
She was in a much brighter mood. Went there straight after school..
now, I'm wondering..Is it true that people start feeling great right before they die?
I truly hope not..I guess this is a subject I should discuss with the Lord instead of the world wide web and that it exactly what I'll do.

well, gotta get off so later!
God is awesome!:)
Steph alderson

Thursday, October 7, 2010

25 Things You Probably Didn't Know About: Steph Alderson:)

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. (To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people then click publish.) 



1. Dislikes the color orange..don't know why..

2. Wishes Smiling was a 24/7 habit for everyone..they make me smile:)

3. My goal is to get out of my comfart zone my whole life.

4. I don't really care what you think of me.:)

5. I am fighting a lonely battle everyday. If you don't get what I mean, i'm sorry. It's not something I talk about.

6. I love God!

7. secretly does want to get married someday..but, not til i'm strong enough.:)

8. Wants a little boy..they are far more interesting than little girls.

9. I am friends with the guy who almost killed me when I was in 3rd grade on facebook.

10. War..Huge Dislike. God wouldn't want us fighting. We're wasting lives.

11. People learning a lesson for cheating. Cheaters bug me.

12. I'm not a lesbian. Promise!

13. I like to have fun..all the time.

14. I like to be different..the ordinary bores me.

15. I have no idea where I stand in life...

15. I'm confused on what God wants me to do in a personal battle.

16. It bugs me that lately I haven't been able to control my emotions

17. I'm eating a peanut butter cookie..like..right now!

18. I don't see the point of Algebra2

19. Sex doesn't really apeal to me..kinda sound nasty.

20. I am a completely different person at home.

21. I can't stand lies. & if someone lies, I lose respect almost immediatly.

22. I want to go on a missionarie,,I've wanted to since my aunt died..

23. I miss my aunt, she took me to church every sunday..when she died my religious life flew out the window but, I'm slowly working my way forward again.

24. I have so many questions that I don't know how to ask...so I keep putting them off..they're eating me alive.

25. I love my life, friends, family, God, Jesus, school, teachers, coaches, classmates, clubs, ...my whole life.:)

Yeahh:)

I forgot to put that other than my thoughts my day was excellento:)
I learned a lot..hada rough patch durin' 8th hr with my mom but, the past is the past. If you pray for forgiveness and mean it, God will forgive..The hard part is forgiving yourself.
Anwayz I'm bored sooo..

1st hr - Class Meetin':) Finally got everything organized!!
2nd hr - P.E did the little run thing & learned a valuable lesson lol and I got more people to add to my prayer requests:)
3rd hr - Civics..test..totally aced it!:D Oh & learned..stuff..I guess. :) lol
4th hr - Algebra2...I wasn't aware a teachers breathe could smell like a dead rat. Well, how silly of me.:P
5th hr - CBA Learned me some computer skillz!:D
6th hr - did some sub work
7th hr - Basketball, coach made a new play..He's a genius. Lol I wouldn't of ever been able to come up w/ a new play overnight!
lol
8th hr - Science...Epicly horrible.:(

BUT my day was great!
rode down the mountain w/ Sarah G. & Hannah G.

& I had judged them b4, without noticing but, I learned another wonderful life lesson today...that just bc you don't say your opinion uploud doesn't mean you aint judging them. I will pray for forgiveness.:)

God is great!
Steph Alderson is Out.:)

My Believes:)

Dislikes how she has to think everything over before she gets it...but, glad she finally got it. This goes for things like plays in basketball practice all the way to my personal life...It really bugs me but, atleast I know that every action I take will be thought thoroughly...Lotta times when ya think it out, you normally make a pretty good decision...& then other times you think about it so much that it eats you alive. But, I'm not complaining, this is how God wants it to be so I will keep my head held high and smile:)

Life has been getting lately to me though, my emotions a rollarcoaster, my thoughts..unthinkable or should be forbidden. I think things that just aren't me..& my mood swings are absolutely horrible..It aint puberity, it's just flat out confusion. & I'm just going to type out my summary of what I think about some things, to make me feel better. Lol:)

Friendships-
They're exactly that. They should stay like that. To be a friend you dont' go dissing the so called friend but, you don't go helpn your friend dis others either. A good friend wouldn't do that. Even if you disliked that person with a passion..I think you should still treat everyone as they're your friend. & Not only because it's the right thing to do but, because you don't know what people are thinking..what they're going through..you don't know if the things you're dissing them for is for sure true and even if it was true, it aint your right to dis them. Your kindness, even when they're being a butt to you, could help them in so many ways, it's unbelievable. So keep you hear UP and SMILE and be you..Don't get ran over but, don't run over others. You're just a pebble in this small world..So don't act like you're a mountain. By the way, my savior, He can move the mountains!! He is mighty to save!:)


Relationships- As far as dating goes for me, I have a few simple reasons why it aint my thing and even if it was I'm not going to. 1. I'm only 14, guys are jerks..it's going to start out walking to classes, then holding hands, and then it's gunna be all hugs n kisses, next the hands are going to go other places, next thing ya know, that aint "enough" and a lot of times it goes even farther. Yeah, I don't roll that way. & 2nd. Self Control..something I've learned I'm not too fantastic at. Maybe someday when I'm stronger and know I'd be able to say no when needed, I might but, if I'm 39 before I gain that strength then so be it..I'm not going to get n a relationship and then it get out of control. Relationships can change people. & I don't want to be changed. 3rd. I'm a Christian.& I can't say that about many people I know. I haven't met anybody that's really "caught my eye"..as in, I haven't met anyone I could see me lasting that long with so what's the since of dating? Some people say it's bc it's fun...What's so fun about dating someone who doesn't believe the things you do? What's so fun about getting caught up in stuff that just aint you? What's so fun about being the only one who cared? Being the one who gets heartbroken? Not much fun..'least not from my experiences, Now I've had my "fun" & I don't want anymore..I've already lost control twice & that's quite enough. & I'm not a controlling person. My reasons are what I believe & what I believe is me. I'm not changing me, ever..Unless God wants me to change.

Smiling- I believe it is the key to success. I believe that u should always smile & keep your head high, I believe this but, I fail a lot on doing this but, we all have to work hard to succeed..and that's what I'm going to keep doing. I know smiles have brightened up my day. :)

God- He is my everything:) I struggle at home because of the simple fact, my mother calls it "brainwashing" I call it God's Love. This fighting has really been tearing my wall down lately but, God's been helping me build it right back up!! I love you God!:)


I have so many more views,thoughts,beliefs, but, I can't type them right now. They're more of personal things.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Fantasticooo:)

My day was fantastic but, no I'm exhausted..:P Lol
I thank God for another beautiful day here on this most beautiful earth:) I had fun at the FBLA Fall Conference. Made some new friends..lol..watched Jon embarass himself..haha & all together had a good day. It was very exhausting though:D & Then we went to Braums and I got a Double Third Pounder- Cheeseburger, chocolate milkshake, & a double scoop chocolate icecream.:) It was yummy!! & for breakfast, I had a chicken biscuit and a strawberry banana fruit smoothie.:) I'm ready for tomorrow!! ..afterschool basketball practice..hopefully I get enough sleep tonight.:) Lol

I love God!!:)
Steph Alderson:):):)

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I AINT BRAINWASHED!!!! :)

wowze!:)
My days since my last post have been GREAT!
I haven't had such good days since last year!:) I'm glad I let the "past kiss my glass!!" :D haha In other words, I've in your words..told the devil to kiss my foot! not literally, if that thing ever kisses me, it'll meet what this chick likes to call a fist in it's face! & it will be the fist of God!:) I love you God!! To whom this makes no sense to, I'm truly unsorry...sorry for the inconvience.:D

My day has been great!!! every hour has been truly magnificent:D & FBLA thing 2mrw!! I get to eat me some Braums!! :D:D:D I can't wait for another day here on Earth, living for God & smiling!!!:) Because every minute you are unhappy, you're losing 60 seconds of happiness.:D

I love you, my Heavenly Father!!!:)


AND NO I AINT "BRAINWASHED" I'M WASHED ALL OVER WITH GOD'S LOVE BUT, WHAT I SAY IS TRULY WHAT I BELIEVE...I'M NOT SAYING THESE THINGS BECAUSE I'M CONFUSED, NOT BECAUSE I HAVE NO LIFE...BUT BECAUSE I DO HAVE A LIFE! I HAVE A LIFE SERVING GOD!! WHOM I BELIEVE AND LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOMETIMES....LIKE RIGHT NOW, YOU CAN'T CONTROL WHAT YOU SAY, FEEL, TYPE, ECT. YOU JUST SAY IT!! & LORD, I'M SAYING..RIGHT NOW...THAT I LOVE GOD!!!:) So if ya don't like it, I DON'T CARE!! I'M GUNNA SING ABOUT MY JESUS EVERYWHERE!!! OHHH YEAHHH

Lookin' forward to another great day tomorrow!
so backk it off satin, you don't control this girly anymore!!!!!!

Steph Alderson

Friday, October 1, 2010

Freedom of Petition:)

My day was great..:)
There was a smile on my face alllllll dayyyy except for a small moment at after school basketball practice..lol..don't know whata happened there..:P Haha but, My day was still wonderfully great:) Hehe

& I just realized that today is FRIDAY!!! Race tomorrow;) Yeah...lol
Russeville....Ahhhhh!:D lol:)

Well, a very -fruity at the moment- fourteen year old better get off of here before she says something even more stupid than what has already been said. :D


One for question though...The 2nd Amendment in the Bill of Rights says we have the freedom to petition. Therefore, we should be aloud to say something when we think something isn't wrong, right? Dad doesn't agree....:D Hehehe

Now, a very debative lately...if debative is even a term...14yr old is agettn offa hereee!:)

Steph Alderson(: