September 20, 2010

Ha.
Hada good day..pplez crack me up!!
Ya know, yad think it'd be an akward kinda day considering everyone was sorta kinda mad but, I think today everyone was nicer than normal...who knows...might jus be me. Lol & newayz..
1st hr - We fixed sentence errors..and we read some story called Marigolds. It's totally depressing!! Hellooo??? I want to read a book that'll make me laugh or teach me something or about God but, I prefer nondepressing selections when I read!!! Lol But, Mrs. Gregory's all for scary & depressing books!! Lol:P

2nd hr - P.E, we played some sorta game..called...pickle. Bahaha..still cracks me up!!!:P I wish I could of took P.E w/ out the rest of my class. It's not them, it's me!! I needa break from my class!!! I'm not strong enough to smile ALL the time. Haha:D Oh wellz Ima big girl & besidez P.E was fun.

3rd hr - Civics..antifederalists or federalists? you decide. Idk...Henry & the other dude seemed to have a very good debate.

4th hr - Algebra 2..I honestly did absolutely nothing & the guy gave us peanut butter cookies..tasted more like dog crap.:(

5th hr - CBA....Easy Sneezy:)

6th hr - AgSci&Tech....We just wrote down notes bout ffa.

7th hr - Basketball..fun..UNLVs made me wanna puke a lil but, that's what I get for eating chocolate before basketball practice, I did it to myself. but, I gotta hang wit Brookee!!!:D then at 2:05 we hada g.t meeting..boring.

8th hr - Science..we watched some science video thing. & went ove Newtons 3 Laws.

& then I had basketball practice & the first time I looked at a clock after that it was 5:30 but, I don't know what time it actually ended....Lol

Well, I'm babysitting:( & I'm quite exhausted...& I'm waiting for mommy to get home but, I don't want to hear another reminder of how ill my aunt is. I just pray for a miracle.

Well, I'm off....to...I don't know. Lol
Nothing to read, nothing to eat, nothing to do but, I could READ MY BIBLE!:) Because that's something that'll never bore me. Bc MY GOD IS AWESOME!:):)

Steph Alderson is Out! :)

:( :(( :(

My mother and aunt b and aunt a all went to try to persuade my aunt mary ( the one w/ cancer) to move in w/ my grandpa and grandmother. I think they accomplished their goal bc when I called mommy they were packing her stuff. She really needed to get away from that man. The man who lied to her & broke his vowels. People in this world are so cruel. :(

Atleast she'll live the little time she has left with her family & she'll die knowing she was loved.

I just wish she wasn't leaving so soon...I'm not ready. :(

Atleast, she'll be living in Heaven! <3

My God is amazing!

Steph Alderson:(

Pray!!! :)

My days been a constant race.
Haven't really had much of a break.
Sure I've been on facebook but, mainly from my phone.
I was having an okey dokey day til we got home & I get a text from my cousin Elizabeth telling me to tell mom aunt m's being rushed to the hospital. I told mom and she called some people & it turns out she's in very very poor health. Her stupid husband and his mother left her abandoned by herself in a camping trailer thingy when she can't even walk on her own. She went days, no telling how long w/out showers and my aunt audra just so happen to go by and visit bc she was worried about her and found her extremely dehydrated and sick and my aunt m has cancer this is her 2nd go round & we don't think she's going to make it. All we can do right now is pray for a miracle. I can't believe her husband did that to her. Abandoned her in her time of need...Is that how all guys are?? Maybe, I should never get married. If this is how the male species is...then why waste my time? I can adopt, I can put my heart and soul all in God & Jesus & help with missionaries and stuff instead. I think that's what I want to do. Better that than give my heart so someone that'll just abandon me like that and leave me to die. I'm confused right now... Just how scary is it in the real world? After you finish school....do you end up in a hell whole? I guess I'll just have to continue my path and find out for myself. Surely, not everyone in the world is like this dude, right? God wouldn't allow that..Right? So many unanswered questions...So many tears...All I can do is pray! When you're busy pray! Not busy? Pray! Happy? Pray! Sad? Pray! Mad? Prayyy!!! No matter what the situation,,,pray! Talk to Jesus!

If you're feeling blue like me then pray.
It's amazing what the Lord can do.
Steph Alderson is out.

Somethin' to be tired of...:)

I'm insane. Tired of not being able to face the truth tired of not being able to say what I think how I feel. Tired of laughter and tears and smiles and sadness and people's pain and craziness and not being able to stand up for what you believe in tired of words always having to spelled one way and how u can't use run on sentences or txt wordz on ur testz i'm tired of capital letters i'm tired of everything. i just wanna be me. tired of being told no and being told yes tired of getting put down when i'm feeling best...tired of judgement and disgusting pepople. tired of not being able to cry without being questioned..tired of people thinking they're better tahn everybody and thinking they're the top of the world. i'm tired of pple being judged bc they're a boy or bc they're a girl. i'm tired of not being able to laugh during class without being warned to be quiet. i'm tired of not being able to sleep in as long as i want to. i'm tired of yelling when everyone else whispers i'm tired of wearing tennis shoes when i wheter wear slippers. i'm tired of birds. i'm tired of bees. i'm tired of copycats. stop acting like me! i'm tired of fakes. i'm tired of flakes. i'm tired of plain. i'm tired of whack. i'm tired of moo. i'm tired of quack. i'm tired of late night movies. i'm tired of what is and what isn't groovy. i'm tired of selfishness and concieted laughs. i'm tired of being bored and not having a blast. I'm tired of a lot but, I a lot I have been given. I thank the Lord for giving me everything when I had nothing. I think the Lord for making a pebble like me into something. I love you Lord with all my heart. Me & You will never part. You are amazing! Thanks for everything! Thank you for giving me things to be tired of when I could just be another rock on the road. I love you Lord!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)

Jesus is AMAZZZIIINNNNNGGGGGGG!!:)
Steph Alderson

Random Note thingy mcbob.

A random note I filled out to cope with my boredom. :) lol

Your ex, do they still like you?
Idk..Really don't care.

If you could, would you go on a date with the last person you texted?
Uhhh....Why in the world would I ever want to date Kass? I mean ewww!! Lol:P She's a chickk.

What if your boyfriend/girlfriend went through your cellphone?
Well, I don't have a "boyfriend/girlfriend" but, if someone did go through my cell phone, with my permission of course, I wouldn't care. I have nothing to hide.

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yeapp.

Are you angry with someone right now?
At someone? Nope...not that I can think of.

Did anything wake you up in the middle of the night?
Yes:( A horrrrriiiibbbllllleeee dream...more like nightmare!!

Are you completely 100% over your previous relationship?
Pssh! Yeahhh!!

Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours?
Ohhz yeahhz!!

Do you straighten your hair often?
too lazzzzzy!

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Nope. I don't Hate anyone.

Your ex says "I'm sorry", what do you say?
Thanks & then keep ona walkin'

Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
Indeed...she looked like she needed a hug..she thanked me & then she talked to me about stuff & now we're like friends. Haha:P Too bad she doesn't live here anymore :(

Is there a girl that knows a lot about you?
Idk Idc

If you had to get a piercing right now, what would it be?
Only my ears.

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
Tongue

Are you listening to music right now?
Noperz

If your best friend needed you to bail her/him out of jail would you?
If I had the money..and it'd depend what they did to get in jail. They might diserve it.

Do you smoke weed everyday?
Oh u caught me!! NOT!! No, I do not! & Will not!

The person you have the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?
Well, that's just a stupid question! YEAH! lol



Are you nice to everyone?
If I feel like it.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Mhm

Are you someone's best friend?
Idk, Idc

Do you have anything you'd like to say, but cant?
Doesn't everyone?

Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
I don't know..Hope I didn't.



Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
Well..in my nightmares, yeah but not in a good way..a scarry way!:( Lol



I say girls, you say?
Idc



Is it cute when guys/girls kiss you on your forehead?
No. What's cute is squirrels:)



Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
Nope, I really don't care. They never achieve their goal. & It just makes them look absolutely stupid.



Is it possible to be single and happy?
YUP! :D


Do you like when people play with your hair?
I don't like it when people touch me!!



Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yup but, blehh!

First thing you do when you wake up?
Go back to sleep


Will this weekend be a good one?
Betta beee!



Have you ever been awake for two days straight?
Nope


Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them or do you talk to them?
Idk,



Break someone's heart or have your heart break?
Idk. Impossible.



Do you like someone right this second?
Nope



What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
I'd probably cry..because I seem to do that a lot & I'd call the police asap..and I'd call daddy to come get it away from my porch because I'm gunna be living all byz my self & I sure as heck aint touching no corpse!
I'd also pray for him and his family.



Missing someone?
When am I not?


Do you still talk to the last person you were in a relationship with?
Yeap, they're in my class! lol



Do you think you are a good person?
I guess.


Did you have a good day today?
Good.


Are you someone who worries too often?
Probz



Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Nope

Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them?
Nope


Are you sarcastic?
Sometimes


Have you ever been around someone who was high?
Yes, never again!



Could you date someone taller than you?
Everyone's taller than me!



If someone asked you what you wanted, what would you say?
To keep getting closer to God. <3



Do you cry easy?
Yeah I guess



Are you happy with the way things are going?
Yeah I guess


Do you have trust issues?
Indeed

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yeap


Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
Y?


Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Don't know.

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Bahahahahaha!! Ohhhhz yeahhhz! lol

Your sins r hotter than the sun!!

Heart Racing. Head Beating.
Can't breathe. Overheating.
Scary, want to get away.
The nightmare that taunts me day by day.
Stuck in an embrace..an embrace she doesn't want to be in.
With you or anyone else.
She crie, screams out.
No replies just snickers all about.
No one cares about what's going on.
I can't believe people are like this in the world.
Hurt an innocent, helpless girl.
Threaten,Scream, give pain that's not due.
I dislike you..How could you do that to a girl?
You are cruel..You're one the devil brought into the world!
For anyone who's ever done such bad..
You truly truly truly make me sad & mad.
How can you go on with life..Knowing what you've done?
Your sins are hotter than the sun.
Someday...You'll meet the other end of the gun.
& You'll get the headache you gave to the girl.
You'll get the "award" that ruined her whole world.
You're crazy. Sick. To take a life like this.
You're weird..You devil supporter, you.
You Need God. He's the only one that can help you..
If you're not already passed being able to be helped.
I can't believe you could do such sins.
I hope and pray that even Hells doors won't let u in!!!!!


I'm tired of what I watch on the news, dreams I dream, nightmares I have, I'm tired of opening a newspaper and seeing this. What I'm referring to isn't being shot in the head it's being raped..to any girl who isn't crazy, it could kind of feel like death. & towards the end..I'm referring to all you sickos out there finally getting shot in the head..Just like you shot these girls in the heart!


Steph Alderson IS OUT!!!!
My God is an AMAZING God!:D

"I'm sorry to say so but, sadly it's true that bang-ups and hang-ups can happen to u!" -Dr. Suess

"Sometimes the questions are complicated & the answers are simple." :) -Dr. Suess

I had a super duper day, after my freaky dream which I rather not share it to the world wide web because well, I prefer my dreams to not be known to people whom I have never met.

We got our yearbooks..they're ok..kinda lame but, hey better than nothing.:)
& 1st hour was boring..we just answered questions..and honestly, I talked to Rae the whole time because we were already down. & 2nd hour- was p.e we played spasketball or whatever it's called again. & 3rd hour- Civics it wasn't as fun as usual.
4th hour Algebra2....just discussed stuff that's going to be on our upcoming test. 5th hour- computers weren't working so we colored and painted. 6th hour we did book work. Fun..:P & then school was over early because we had parent teacher conferences and we have no school tomorrow..yayy. lol Actually, I rather be at school..I'm bored!! lol & Now I'm babysitting..funnnn:P Hehe:) & I'm ready for.....umm...Monday!:) Haha & Dr. Suess is amazzzzinnnngggg!!:) Lol
& now I'm reading a book that C let me borrow & it's really good so far.

"Don't let your dreams stop reality but, don't let reality stop your dreams."

“You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own.
And you know what you know. You are the guy who'll decide where to go.”


Well, I'm off to finish reading...:)
Steph Alderson...
The Bomb Diggity
GOD IS AMAZZZZZZZINGGGGG!!:):):):)<<< YUPPPPPP!!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D: